I do. I had one tonight. I had to deal with someone shouting at me because I'd made a mistake with a bill that he had been given by I. He was annoyed. What he had forgotten was that if I had charged him at the proper rate the bill would have been five times as much.

I could, I suppose, have my revenge; next year I could charge him what he owes. I could be like him and stand on my principles. But he's an OBE and will get away with whatever he wants vis-a-vie me, the universal peon. He gets to shout, I get to listen. In the end I have to do what he wants, for he has more friends, in higher places, than I do.

This type of pressure is fairly standard. So when you hear people say that Cyril Smith couldn't have got off with what he was supposed to have done, I'd say that was a lie. I'd also point out that given his prominence it wasn't in anybodies interest to stick up for the poor wee boys.

He may not have done it but there was a will to look away. After all who cares about poor wee boys.

I hate myself for being part of this.