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Day 96 of OU studies

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Edited by Casper Smith, Sunday, 17 Jan 2021, 04:04

Wide awake and eating BBQ Pringles, if i was anymore laid back, you'd have to check my pulse to see if i am still alive. 

One thing i am starting to notice is, regardless of where i live, what i do, where i go, what i think, what i feel, what i say, who i believe in, what i believe in, what i know,  what i study, what sex i am, what age i am, what religion i am, how much money i have. what i eat, who i vote for or who i bow down too and whether i live or die. 

The world will still turn, the seasons will still change, the sun will still rise and set. wars will still be fought and disease will still claim lives. 

So in the grand scheme of things, with me, being one in 7.5 billion, on a world which is one of ten realms, out of a total of 107 billion who have ever lived, multiplied by 15 who haver ever died, on a planet that is 4.543 billions years old, in a universe that is 13.8 billion years old, which is one universe of 10^10^16, or maybe even 10^10^10^16.  

So I ask you. How irrelevant am i? How insignificant am i? what do i mater? And what is the importance of me? 

So on the basis of that ladies and gentlemen, that is where i find my clarity and solace, because the reality is, i am not important, i am not relevant, i am not significant and i do not mater. 

I think that the basis of my new discovery urges me to opt out of main stream life and all the trappings that come with it, to opt out of being 'general public' and being generalised because someone done a study of a few hundred thousand people around the country or indeed the world, and come to the conclusion that we are a nation of, this, that or the other. 

All ants know why they are here, all wasps, all bee's and so on and yet i am a part of a 7.5 billion army who can not agree why are here and yet with in that, the one thing they can all agree on is that the 7.5 billion army are the top of the food chain and that our existence is the most important of all living creatures. How bizarre. That my dear friends, is the one i opt out of the most.



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