What an awesome Christmas, what an awesome start to the new year, i am massively looking forward to what ever 2021 has to offer. It has been nice to totally switch off over the holidays soak up the spirit of the season, in preparation for TMA03, and all future studies and life in general. 

I am feeling the benefit of living in the moment, for sure and not allowing external forces, such as, all forms of media, that has the power to distract me from me being me. Giving up smart devices and technologies was the best decision i ever made, i am left with only two uses for my laptop, the OU and abstinence meetings and i am totally fine with that. 

My head is the emptiest it has ever been, those two subjects i have mentioned are the only distractions i have from utter clarity, as i have never felt the need nor seen the sense in filling my head with anything other than what i need. What i have found out for myself, is that, in that need for knowledge, or the need for people to tell me 'read this book', 'read that book' only made things more confusing and it is only possible for me to stop thinking once i have emptied my head of anything other than natural instincts and senses, basically do the opposite. As i truly believe we 'as humans' only need those instincts and senses to survive, as the rest is just for show.

I do not believe knowledge is power, i see it more of a competition between people and within people i have said this before and i will say it again 'as clever as the cleverest person believes they are' 'can they feed, water and home all humans'? 'Can they put an end to disease'? 'Can they end war'? If the simplest of fundamentals can not be achieved by these clever people, then i ask myself  'what is the use of me being the cleverest person in the room'?

So with that in my mind, i refer you all back to my sentiments in the third paragraph.

WWG1WGA