I've been horrered by edjits lately. They do stuff that I didn't want in a piss-poor way.

Yesterday I had to ease some windows that had suffered the attentions of joiners and painters. For they were not closed.

The joiners hadn't done a good job, unfortunately I knew what their mistake was. I decided on a fix. Hadn't really thought it through.

Which is why I found myself standing on a ladder struggling trying to hold a big, heavy window in place.

A big heavy window that was irreplaceable and might fall on irreplaceable kids.

I was terribly panicked.

Life is like that, sometimes you are on your own with something that you can't walk away from.

There was a moment there when I wanted to die, as soon as people arrived I wanted to kill.