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TMA 03 became an absolute shambles when after writing an entire first draft I realised I misinterpreted the question so had to spend many gruelling hours chopping and changing. So far it's been the assignment that I've had the most reservations about submitting.

On top of that, our school leavers' hoodies arrived on Monday which I'd been slaving to get only to find that one person's hoody never came (my fault) so now I'm stressing out trying to make up a small order of 20 in order to get this person their hoody...

Music performance prelim is over and done with but on Tuesday I'll have to bear a 3 hour adv higher maths prelim and I am absolutely buzzing. 

At a weird point where I really want to have left school already, got my place at uni, make a fresh start and have a sense of direction but at the same time I don't want to go. For 5 years I hated school and now I'm finally enjoying it but I don't need to be doing the subjects I'm doing - I'm only really there for the fun of it: the spare periods and the people to whom only in the last year of school have I became close. I feel too old to be there but not old enough to leave.

On that cheery note, bring on book 4!


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