Just today and tonight to finish the EMA. Up all night? I think yes. I've been so much looking forward to the elation of Friday that I'd forgotten about the in-your-face stress of today. And here it is. Smack!
It makes such a difference when I actually want to do well. When I finally get down to it, it makes me over focused on tiny bits, making them as close to perfect as I can and then worrying about the rest. I've now done about 10% of the marked bit and filled about 80% of the appendix. Ugh. That will be fun to deal with in the early hours of the morning.
It doesn't seem long since I was last in this position...oh wait... it wasn't. I think this particular April has been the hardest OU month I have ever experienced. But once this bit's in I'm having my Easter holidays. Just to make May a harder month than it already appears to be. Been doing three courses all year; down to two at the beginning of April; down to one tomorrow. I'll have a week of indulging in that feeling of freedom and then at the beginning of May it's straight back up to three. Let's not get ahead of ourselves... still got to get the EMA in first....
Tomorrow I'll be free of B3
Just today and tonight to finish the EMA. Up all night? I think yes. I've been so much looking forward to the elation of Friday that I'd forgotten about the in-your-face stress of today. And here it is. Smack!
It makes such a difference when I actually want to do well. When I finally get down to it, it makes me over focused on tiny bits, making them as close to perfect as I can and then worrying about the rest. I've now done about 10% of the marked bit and filled about 80% of the appendix. Ugh. That will be fun to deal with in the early hours of the morning.
It doesn't seem long since I was last in this position...oh wait... it wasn't. I think this particular April has been the hardest OU month I have ever experienced. But once this bit's in I'm having my Easter holidays. Just to make May a harder month than it already appears to be. Been doing three courses all year; down to two at the beginning of April; down to one tomorrow. I'll have a week of indulging in that feeling of freedom and then at the beginning of May it's straight back up to three. Let's not get ahead of ourselves... still got to get the EMA in first....