I found myself in a much better frame of mind on waking this morning. I do not feel bugged!
Unfortunately, hand in hand with my improved vision of the world, has appeared a reoccurrence of random memory losses. Or perhaps not memory. It basically involves me completing all my tasks in a bizarre way, but not knowing that I've done it until a later time. So for example, I just found a fork on the sofa. For some reason, after eating lunch, I took the plate into the kitchen, but chose to leave the fork. I went to the supermarket to get kitchen rolls and mustard, but came back with marmite and coffee. I started my game studies and found that following the instructions gave results, but not the desired ones. In fact, entirely random ones. Once again I am at the mercy of posting my dismal failure to a forum with no knowledge of when light will be thrown on where exactly I went wrong. So I'm here, instead.
We didn't watch Mr Nice in the end last night; we watched the final episode of the Game of Thrones instead. Tonight maybe.
Ooh, just got confirmation of passing a module. Good. Passing is good. I can use that as an excellent excuse for my current study behaviour. When people ask what I'm doing, rather than tell them that I have achieved a particularly small amount in recent months, I will tell them that I recently passed a module that counts towards a degree that counts as an achievement. Getting praised for things I have already done; an inspired tactic. Despite having an excuse not to achieve anything further today, I will plod on with the game course. I'm disappointed by the content of the EMA. Not because it's disappointing, just because it isn't what I was expecting.
Checked the B3 course just now; the result's in for that too. Nothing pending now. Funny, getting the first one was good, getting the second one not so much. Now I feel like all I have left is work to do, and lots of it. A minute ago I had a clear sense of work completed. There's just no pleasing some people. Ha! Well, we are all strange after all!
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I found myself in a much better frame of mind on waking this morning. I do not feel bugged!
Unfortunately, hand in hand with my improved vision of the world, has appeared a reoccurrence of random memory losses. Or perhaps not memory. It basically involves me completing all my tasks in a bizarre way, but not knowing that I've done it until a later time. So for example, I just found a fork on the sofa. For some reason, after eating lunch, I took the plate into the kitchen, but chose to leave the fork. I went to the supermarket to get kitchen rolls and mustard, but came back with marmite and coffee. I started my game studies and found that following the instructions gave results, but not the desired ones. In fact, entirely random ones. Once again I am at the mercy of posting my dismal failure to a forum with no knowledge of when light will be thrown on where exactly I went wrong. So I'm here, instead.
We didn't watch Mr Nice in the end last night; we watched the final episode of the Game of Thrones instead. Tonight maybe.
Ooh, just got confirmation of passing a module. Good. Passing is good. I can use that as an excellent excuse for my current study behaviour. When people ask what I'm doing, rather than tell them that I have achieved a particularly small amount in recent months, I will tell them that I recently passed a module that counts towards a degree that counts as an achievement. Getting praised for things I have already done; an inspired tactic. Despite having an excuse not to achieve anything further today, I will plod on with the game course. I'm disappointed by the content of the EMA. Not because it's disappointing, just because it isn't what I was expecting.
Checked the B3 course just now; the result's in for that too. Nothing pending now. Funny, getting the first one was good, getting the second one not so much. Now I feel like all I have left is work to do, and lots of it. A minute ago I had a clear sense of work completed. There's just no pleasing some people. Ha! Well, we are all strange after all!