Really PANICKING at the moment - I haven't done my allotted two hours a day this week AT ALL, and now I'm off on a yoga/meditation retreat until Monday afternoon. Then, there's so much 'life' stuff that I'm behind on: I've missed four people's (four!) birthdays in the last week, therapy has been particularly gruelling and I know that I need to start thinking about Christmas because I've got even more busy weeks coming up. I haven't even looked at the deadline for TMA02, and am still waiting anxiously for my mark on TMA01...
I really hope I can get into the right frame of mind for this weekend - otherwise the whole thing will be spoiled. It's meant to be relaxing, taking time out of life for a bit, and my headspace is just all over the place. Hopefully the atmosphere will allow me to 'let go' a bit because I feel like I'm carrying around this massive to-do list in my head, where half the things are already overdue. Really not feeling great.
PANIC
Really PANICKING at the moment - I haven't done my allotted two hours a day this week AT ALL, and now I'm off on a yoga/meditation retreat until Monday afternoon. Then, there's so much 'life' stuff that I'm behind on: I've missed four people's (four!) birthdays in the last week, therapy has been particularly gruelling and I know that I need to start thinking about Christmas because I've got even more busy weeks coming up. I haven't even looked at the deadline for TMA02, and am still waiting anxiously for my mark on TMA01...
I really hope I can get into the right frame of mind for this weekend - otherwise the whole thing will be spoiled. It's meant to be relaxing, taking time out of life for a bit, and my headspace is just all over the place. Hopefully the atmosphere will allow me to 'let go' a bit because I feel like I'm carrying around this massive to-do list in my head, where half the things are already overdue. Really not feeling great.
Worst week so far