so today is Saturday, and having spoken to a friend and work colleague about my feelings, he reassured me that there's no need to start panicking... and to just enjoy myself!!!
so.. today i do feel a little calmer, i just need to realize that i must use my pass days from work as my full time study days and to get stuck in that way.
Afterall i'm doing this for me and no one else.. the pressure i may be feeling has only come from myself.
so i will have to take out everything in my life that i'm used to having.. ie background music/radio and put myself in a learning environment to concentrate... although my hourly cuppas will have to help sustain my concentration.
ta ta for now.. i shall post on Sunday afternoon, for i am working until 3pm on Sunday,
a little calmer today
so today is Saturday, and having spoken to a friend and work colleague about my feelings, he reassured me that there's no need to start panicking... and to just enjoy myself!!!
so.. today i do feel a little calmer, i just need to realize that i must use my pass days from work as my full time study days and to get stuck in that way.
Afterall i'm doing this for me and no one else.. the pressure i may be feeling has only come from myself.
so i will have to take out everything in my life that i'm used to having.. ie background music/radio and put myself in a learning environment to concentrate... although my hourly cuppas will have to help sustain my concentration.
ta ta for now.. i shall post on Sunday afternoon, for i am working until 3pm on Sunday,
enjoy the free time you have.