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Feeling meh...

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I've been in a real low mood for months now. I don't think spending the whole of the summer bursting into tears over my daughter going to university has done me many favours mental-health wise.

I'm still waiting to hear the outcome of my FHEA application. I know that others have already had their (positive) results, so the delay in mine has me fearing the worse. Because the ones they're certain have passed have their FHEA awarded first and then the ones that they're less sure of or reject hear later.

I haven't been able to take on an extra module.

I just can't get motivated about my Tycho Brahe project idea.

I mean what is the point of all this?

I just feel thoroughly demotivated at this point. I have the words of that Radiohead song going around in my head, "What the hell am I doing here, I don't belong here".


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