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a suicide note

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possibly, but I don't intend to die just yet.
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ROSIE Rushton-Stone

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It's the fact that you can think properly that keeps you afloat most of the time.

And the reason you are liked without question.

Illness can be temporary, short-lived.... go for that option if possible.  There's a part of you that loves your keys despite their restraint. 

And, who knows what the future will bring anyway.  It's odd, the life-changing events which occur unexpectedly... you just never know.

I think you're worth a lot.  You helped me through my worst OU experience for a start, and other than that, when I first started reading these blogs, almost two years ago, you were one of only two people who seemed to have anything real to say.

Take care x

neil

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Jings Rosie,

I'm touched beyond...

If we, here, can support each other then the world can be a nice place. And we will never need to kill anything.

arb

nellie

SXR103 chemistry is fun (2008) :-)

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remember your mewtoo and my blue buddha.

All possible good vibes going your way now.

Jan

Sheena Bradley

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This doesn't sound like the guy I know from blogs? I know I haven't been paying attention for very long, but I bet they do know how great you are in that school. You're not a nobody. There is no reason why you should never achieve. I am sure you will make it through this, Neil. You must.

Life is full of lulls. Winter is a bad time. Get out in the sun. Oh yeah. No sun. Daylight then you do a lot of nights? Bad for the psyche.

Hang in there, Neil, you are great. Honestly.

Daniel Bick

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A fellow low-wage drone wishing you well.
Jameela Bi

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Hello friend.  Maybe it is time to stop looking through their eyes.  I once read a few words that help me when I feel that maybe the world is winning.

"To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

I've spent most of my life, feeling like I am bent out of shape, so I sympathise deeply.  Let there be pain, let there be rage but never let there be defeat.  x

me brandishing a hot chocolate beverage

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Maybe, when you get back to doing the fun stuff, it just throws into relief how much time you spend doing not-so-much-fun stuff.

The alternative is not to do fun stuff. Forget that.

neil

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Bad day at the office! wink I'm fine actually.

nellie

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You take care Nellie, and that's an order smile .  Methinks you've been working far too hard, and you need to do a bit of relaxing and get out in the cold fresh air!

I'm sure you are appreciated at work, and you're certainly appreciated here - you're a great guy.  You've helped me a lot.

Sue