Mad re-jig of the stupid thing that I thought-thought I needed to build. Boy/Girl do I need a computing course, my mind is mush.
Borrked. I can no longer de-face [ie change] the most basic of important websites, I can't even hack into the most stupid of the governments' databases, I am not dangerous any more. For now.
Somewhere along this way of mine I got fucked by my own stupidity and ego.
I, nowadays, want to prove some crap rather than build some crap. What is wrong with me? Something serious I'm going to assume. For I always aspired to build crap from the first time I was given Lego. I don't seem to want that any more. So I am a different me.
Time to stop being him/her. I want to build my crap and I will. I have new tools, time to build the bad bad stuff again. It's not as if I've ever cared about my future in the past.
So, time to play. Time to hurt those who would hurt me.
Or rather to hurt those who would hurt others.
No. Time to be me, not what I think I might be.
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I guess thats the influence of the pure maths you are morphing into Andrew Wiles or Alan Turing
Hope you had a good christmas mate how about meeting up say with the others from the MS221 class of 2010 sometime mid Jan
All the best Chris
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Always be yourself Neil, as long as you are not hurting anybody else. All the best for 2013.
Joyce