Today, aside from working work-work, I tried to tackle my last maths TMA—I was woefully hopeless. It took me the best part of an hour to see that I needed to complete a square.
Still I have a smile in my soul. I did all this to trap myself here in this place. Where I am useless.
I wanted me to be straightened on my own mental rack, I wanted for this to be hard. I wanted to prove that I was stupid. I wanted to fail, maybe.
stupid man
Today, aside from working work-work, I tried to tackle my last maths TMA—I was woefully hopeless. It took me the best part of an hour to see that I needed to complete a square.
Still I have a smile in my soul. I did all this to trap myself here in this place. Where I am useless.
I wanted me to be straightened on my own mental rack, I wanted for this to be hard. I wanted to prove that I was stupid. I wanted to fail, maybe.
I will fail when love fails.