Day two of sobriety started with my first meeting, it was so good to say nothing to just listen instead of repeating the same old positive affirmation stuff that I am always so good at giving but on this occasion not so good at acting upon myself. It may sound bizarre but I get sick of people telling me that I bring so much to the group and how so many people benefit from my input, I want to be the person who benefits I want some one like me in the group and I have come to the conclusion I will only find that person if I shut up and listen. How can I really learn if I'm talking, surely i am just repeating the same old junk I've said million times. I'm so happy that I chose to start studying real early and have my first TMA all sewn up, I dont think I could of coped had i started at the normal time and then relapsed the pressure of falling behind and trying to catch up under pressure could of lead to me pressing the f@+! it button. Well I've slipped I've acted on it, I have to learn from it and move on before it causes more damage than it needs too. I must count my blessings and show gratitude so my studies do not get affected negatively any more than need be.
WWG1WGA
(Where We Go One All We Go All)
