One more thing, I dont do social media, although i have heard that the likes that people or companies get can be manipulated to serve a purpose, if so, i was wondering if any one knows whether the same can be done for this blog, i tell you why. 

As a kid i was a gypsy boy, i was an odd bod, at school i was the smelly pykey that no one would talk to, the kid that would knock on your door at the weekends to see if you wanted the rubbish left over from you extension moved, as i my Father owned grab lorries and that would be part of our business, if i ever asked a girl out, i would watch her run to her friends and they would vote, she would come back and say "oooh no, your the smelly gypsy who collects our rubbish" as you can imagine, this worked wonders for my self esteem, no need to feel sorry, that ugly duck, didn't half turn in to an handsome fucker, a bit twisted from being bullied but still.

Anyway, the thing is, not lots, but just a little, i still carry a bit of that with me (work in progress), and i wondered whether any one would know whether the1250 people that have looked at my blog, is a genuine number or not, if so, that's pretty remarkable.

In the past i would bang on about, surly no one would be interested in what i say, feel sorry for myself and not recognise it, although nowadays, with the help from psychologists and psychotherapists, i have learned to look at the positives that people say and do, so, nowadays i am able to look at that as a good thing, let it build on my self esteem, and most importantly, not feel bad about it.

Still, with all that said, i do struggle to believe that 1250 in 146 day people have read anything that i bang on about, i lived with me for a while now and i was sure i was full of shit, apparently not, thanks for taking the time out to butchers at what say............Suckers haha, no only joking haha, thanks, who ever you are.

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