It seems to be getting harder and harder just to write a daily blog recently, today i had a zoom meeting with my solicitor and barrister, i guess it went ok although i was emotional at times and i had to be reminded that it is in my best interest to manage my emotions the best i can when my trial starts next Monday. I managed to get the contents of my home in to my mums garage ready to be put in a metal shed i built and i will be having the larger items picked up and delivered such as cooker, washing machine, fridge/freezer and king size bed plus mattress. It's amazing how much crap i have gathered yet i thought i needed until I am put in a predicament where i have to see what's worth hanging on to too and what isn't, i guess this is the time to literally clean out my closet. The time is coming for a fresh start and rid myself of pointless possessions that only serve to add to the unnecessary clutter, baggage and reminder of things that need to be laid to rest. I would be lying if i said i wasn't concerned about my trial next week although i have been applying a different mindset that seems to be taking away a certain amount of anxiety, stress and worry, all i can do is manage my reactions the best i can, have faith in the system and the fact that i am telling the truth. I have managed to enroll on DD102 starting in October, i have to wait a while before i can apply to SFE, my DSA forms are filled out ready for the postman so i guess i have done as much as i can do for now. My friends friend owns an alpaca farm with miniature donkeys and we are set to have a walk around on Wednesday which i am really looking forward to, i love being around animals, any animal, i don't care, i feel calmer and definitely more relaxed when in the company of animals, fingers crossed the weather is nice.

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