It seems to be getting harder and harder just to write a daily blog recently, today i had a zoom meeting with my solicitor and barrister, i guess it went ok although i was emotional at times and i had to be reminded that it is in my best interest to manage my emotions the best i can when my trial starts next Monday. I managed to get the contents of my home in to my mums garage ready to be put in a metal shed i built and i will be having the larger items picked up and delivered such as cooker, washing machine, fridge/freezer and king size bed plus mattress. It's amazing how much crap i have gathered yet i thought i needed until I am put in a predicament where i have to see what's worth hanging on to too and what isn't, i guess this is the time to literally clean out my closet. The time is coming for a fresh start and rid myself of pointless possessions that only serve to add to the unnecessary clutter, baggage and reminder of things that need to be laid to rest. I would be lying if i said i wasn't concerned about my trial next week although i have been applying a different mindset that seems to be taking away a certain amount of anxiety, stress and worry, all i can do is manage my reactions the best i can, have faith in the system and the fact that i am telling the truth. I have managed to enroll on DD102 starting in October, i have to wait a while before i can apply to SFE, my DSA forms are filled out ready for the postman so i guess i have done as much as i can do for now. My friends friend owns an alpaca farm with miniature donkeys and we are set to have a walk around on Wednesday which i am really looking forward to, i love being around animals, any animal, i don't care, i feel calmer and definitely more relaxed when in the company of animals, fingers crossed the weather is nice.
WWG1WGA
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Hi Casper,
Glad you are getting well organized with your belongings. Things look like they are going ok with legal team. You just have to expect the worst, and hope for the best, then you will not be too disappointed. Have hope, keep faith and trust in goodness. Where theres a will there's a way. Adversity is the mother of invention. We sometimes need to think in different ways in order to go forwards and progress.
Best wishes Gill
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I hope you have a good day out at the farm.🙂
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Stay positive
Hope the weather stays good for visiting the Alpacas
Judith
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Hey Gill & Judith
Thank you both for your comments and kind words, it is nice to know that there are nice people out there that can spare a thought for me that can motivate and inspire me to move forward the best i can, it really is much appreciated, i hope you both are well and enjoying the sunshine. Thank you.