Edited by Richie Cuthbertson, Thursday, 30 Sept 2021, 23:13
Struggling a bit with motivation for learning at the moment. Feels like the world is ending and part of me just thinks what is the point? All work and industry does is f#ck up the planet. The ocean here is dying, there is a significant lack of life in it this year. It's all disappearing, even the shell fish, there's hardly anything now, there used to be loads.
Got a doctors appointment today, I can't face going in, so am going to cancel it, change it to another day. I can't handle being around people at the moment and I dislike doctor waiting rooms, depressing places full of posters about possible things that might be wrong with you. It is a mission for me to get there and I don't want to talk to anyone just now. Feel like I need to be on my own and ride out this depressed state o mind.
Can't seem to meditate or get into anything at the moment.
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Struggling a bit with motivation for learning at the moment. Feels like the world is ending and part of me just thinks what is the point? All work and industry does is f#ck up the planet. The ocean here is dying, there is a significant lack of life in it this year. It's all disappearing, even the shell fish, there's hardly anything now, there used to be loads.
Got a doctors appointment today, I can't face going in, so am going to cancel it, change it to another day. I can't handle being around people at the moment and I dislike doctor waiting rooms, depressing places full of posters about possible things that might be wrong with you. It is a mission for me to get there and I don't want to talk to anyone just now. Feel like I need to be on my own and ride out this depressed state o mind.
Can't seem to meditate or get into anything at the moment.