Another meeting under my belt and I'm really feeling the benefit, sobriety is nice, such a haven after a relapse, I no longer count the days as I'm sure it will just be added pressure in the end. I cant wait to wake tomorrow and an have a full day of getting back to some habitual studies and some DBT in the afternoon. I've learnt a lot about myself over the last couple of weeks so my self destructive behaviour has not been in vain, I've been able to deal with it involving the appropriate people that are able to deal with me in the way that i need and not impose my personal issues on those that care for, damage limitation for sure. I'm really feeling less pressured in regards to caring for my mother, I'm not quite sure why or how this has happened but I will certainly take advantage of the fact that it has happened and takes it for what its worth.
Day 19 of OU studies.
Another meeting under my belt and I'm really feeling the benefit, sobriety is nice, such a haven after a relapse, I no longer count the days as I'm sure it will just be added pressure in the end. I cant wait to wake tomorrow and an have a full day of getting back to some habitual studies and some DBT in the afternoon. I've learnt a lot about myself over the last couple of weeks so my self destructive behaviour has not been in vain, I've been able to deal with it involving the appropriate people that are able to deal with me in the way that i need and not impose my personal issues on those that care for, damage limitation for sure. I'm really feeling less pressured in regards to caring for my mother, I'm not quite sure why or how this has happened but I will certainly take advantage of the fact that it has happened and takes it for what its worth.
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