There is no turning back now TMA02 has been handed in, I feel comfortable now its over and I can get stuck in to some hardcore chilling over the holidays, I've still got lots of reading to do but I'm fine with that. I dont strive for perfection, just to understand, I dont thrive on being the cleverest, just enough to know, and I dont wish for an award covered in sprinkles, just the recognition of trying. I live life at a much slower pace now, I dont deal with pressure or surprises that well and I am no longer that reckless youth who didn't give a f'=@, times have changed and a lot of growing up has took place. I'm middle aged now and there is nothing I like more than some good old fashioned silence. My earlier life reads like book written by the love triangle of a debaucherous Martina Cole, a dug addicted Steven King and AA cat Guy Ritchie, who all got lost on a 30 year bender, that left me with two mental health diagnosis, a psychosomatic chronic nerve condition affecting my right torso, and a life to rebuild after my Fathers murder and my brothers murder conviction. All of which is the driving force of my studies and the work I do with people who struggle from substance misuses, repeat offending and mental health issues. It took some pain and time for me to find out the meaning of my life and for me to understand why I'm here, and now that I know I have peace of mind. I'm happy and content for the first time in my life, everything seems natural and at ease.
Day 46 of OU studies.
There is no turning back now TMA02 has been handed in, I feel comfortable now its over and I can get stuck in to some hardcore chilling over the holidays, I've still got lots of reading to do but I'm fine with that. I dont strive for perfection, just to understand, I dont thrive on being the cleverest, just enough to know, and I dont wish for an award covered in sprinkles, just the recognition of trying. I live life at a much slower pace now, I dont deal with pressure or surprises that well and I am no longer that reckless youth who didn't give a f'=@, times have changed and a lot of growing up has took place. I'm middle aged now and there is nothing I like more than some good old fashioned silence. My earlier life reads like book written by the love triangle of a debaucherous Martina Cole, a dug addicted Steven King and AA cat Guy Ritchie, who all got lost on a 30 year bender, that left me with two mental health diagnosis, a psychosomatic chronic nerve condition affecting my right torso, and a life to rebuild after my Fathers murder and my brothers murder conviction. All of which is the driving force of my studies and the work I do with people who struggle from substance misuses, repeat offending and mental health issues. It took some pain and time for me to find out the meaning of my life and for me to understand why I'm here, and now that I know I have peace of mind. I'm happy and content for the first time in my life, everything seems natural and at ease.
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