Edited by Casper Smith, Monday, 22 Feb 2021, 13:13
I have drifted away from my studies this week, as life seems to be all consuming. Emotion regulation takes its toll when family is concerned, its seems that a child's loyalty to the family they are born in to is an unsigned, unnegotiated contractual agreement that is set deep in their hearts, there is no fourteen day get out clause, there is no annual review of this contract, just the biological obligation that appears to reinforce itself the longer the contract renews itself, with no conversation or any form of visible communication. Its an unwritten rule that a child must endure whatever emotional burden is put upon them, that a chid must endure the insecurities, the beliefs and the perceptions of another, purely because that child's taught from birth to devote their loyalty, trust, love and affection without question. Right or wrong seems to disappear, the development of thoughts that have the power to see different dimensions become trampled on and squashed, then directed down the avenue of another's perception's and beliefs. That child's free will for the panicle of what will be the basics of their view of the world and all on it, will not have its own organic development, or its own flow of direction to whatever, wherever, whenever. And yet its a common misconception that knowledge is power and we have to be an intellect, an ego driven to pass that knowledge on, an ego driven to be the smartest person in the room, well my friends, if you are the smartest person in the room, then you are in the wrong room, surely a wise man knows, he knows nothing. Its clear to me that the more people know the more stupid they become, we all know the mind works better when its empty an open, what chance is there of that when a child is bombarded with the information, perceptions and beliefs from another that is disguised as love and care. Love and care huh!!
Day 70 of OU studies.
I have drifted away from my studies this week, as life seems to be all consuming. Emotion regulation takes its toll when family is concerned, its seems that a child's loyalty to the family they are born in to is an unsigned, unnegotiated contractual agreement that is set deep in their hearts, there is no fourteen day get out clause, there is no annual review of this contract, just the biological obligation that appears to reinforce itself the longer the contract renews itself, with no conversation or any form of visible communication. Its an unwritten rule that a child must endure whatever emotional burden is put upon them, that a chid must endure the insecurities, the beliefs and the perceptions of another, purely because that child's taught from birth to devote their loyalty, trust, love and affection without question. Right or wrong seems to disappear, the development of thoughts that have the power to see different dimensions become trampled on and squashed, then directed down the avenue of another's perception's and beliefs. That child's free will for the panicle of what will be the basics of their view of the world and all on it, will not have its own organic development, or its own flow of direction to whatever, wherever, whenever. And yet its a common misconception that knowledge is power and we have to be an intellect, an ego driven to pass that knowledge on, an ego driven to be the smartest person in the room, well my friends, if you are the smartest person in the room, then you are in the wrong room, surely a wise man knows, he knows nothing. Its clear to me that the more people know the more stupid they become, we all know the mind works better when its empty an open, what chance is there of that when a child is bombarded with the information, perceptions and beliefs from another that is disguised as love and care. Love and care huh!!
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