Defiantly soaking up the spirit of Christmas, Its been a long time since I have been able to overcome life's battles, the anniversaries that mark the occasion of those battles and just sit in the moment and take it for what it is. I have spent a long time chasing my tail for busy ness, all to be seated with crowds of the extra ordinary so that we can compare ego's via the medium of, extra ordinary quests, inanimate objects and money. Only to realise that the simplicity of being sat, right now, right in this moment, with myself or with one loving person, warm and safe in the embrace of a comfortable silence, wanting and needing for nothing, other than the health and safety for ourselves and each other, really is the most complete, soul cleansing and freeing feeling, that does not have multitree value and eradicates all trace of ego, that I have ever, quite simply, been apart of. Maybe I really did have to feel pain in order to appreciate joy, maybe I really did have to suffer to realise that it truly is the simple things that bring balance, peace and happiness. If that is the case, then thank you for my sufferings, bless the higher power for my misery and pain that brought abought my feelings today, as i promise whole heartedly, i would not change a single second, Merry Christmas folks
Day 81 of OU studies.
Defiantly soaking up the spirit of Christmas, Its been a long time since I have been able to overcome life's battles, the anniversaries that mark the occasion of those battles and just sit in the moment and take it for what it is. I have spent a long time chasing my tail for busy ness, all to be seated with crowds of the extra ordinary so that we can compare ego's via the medium of, extra ordinary quests, inanimate objects and money. Only to realise that the simplicity of being sat, right now, right in this moment, with myself or with one loving person, warm and safe in the embrace of a comfortable silence, wanting and needing for nothing, other than the health and safety for ourselves and each other, really is the most complete, soul cleansing and freeing feeling, that does not have multitree value and eradicates all trace of ego, that I have ever, quite simply, been apart of. Maybe I really did have to feel pain in order to appreciate joy, maybe I really did have to suffer to realise that it truly is the simple things that bring balance, peace and happiness. If that is the case, then thank you for my sufferings, bless the higher power for my misery and pain that brought abought my feelings today, as i promise whole heartedly, i would not change a single second, Merry Christmas folks
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