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Day 82 of OU studies.

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Edited by Casper Smith, Friday, 1 Jan 2021, 20:04

For as far as I can remember I have been living a war zone, abuse, neglect, crime, substance misuse, self harm, homelessness, murder convictions, murder acquittals, murder victims, all of which I allowed to turn my own head in to the warzone. Through a lifetime of rebelling against that warzone with the want and willingness to change and become a better person, with the help of Psychology, Psychotherapy, Narcotherapy, substance misuse key workers, The OU and love and support from panicle family members, I have been able to, for the first time in my life, continue to live in my head that is no longer a warzone. Now, Instead of that warzone, living in my head has become an investigative place of self discovery, it has become a place of critical thinking that is non judgemental and fully accepting my faults, my path to overcome those faults and more importantly a place that I can look at the progress that I have made through out my journal and finally notice the good in me, the good that I have achieved and the restored belief in my ability to be able to overcome the trials and tribulations that life will give to me. Never give up hope, never give up faith and never give up the self belief that we can overcome our fears, that we can change and if we choose too, we can be the person we know we are.



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