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Day 107 of OU studies

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Edited by Casper Smith, Sunday, 17 Jan 2021, 18:34

I have managed to complete part two of TMA03 a 1250 word essay that 'describes the argument that a consumer society leads to a throw away society'. Part one which is an essay plan has yet to be typed up from notes and part three which is self reflection are also yet to be completed, compared to part two, the hard work is done, i have until tomorrow to proof read then read allowed, make any corrections that need correcting and finally submit all in good time. 

I genuinely felt that i was not going to make it due my mental heath disorders and if only for a while i was caught up in catastrophising and imagined that i would build a bonfire and put all on top of it. The fact that i have episodes while in the middle of my studies and brought myself out of it and back to reality is a first for me and something that i am extremely proud of, i am learning, i am improving and i am developing in a positive way, i genuinely do not care one bit whether my grade is covered in glitter or dog eared at the corners, i completed what i set out to do and that means so much more to me. 

I am not here to be the next Stephen Hawking's and i am not here powder puff my ego with a wealth of in-depth knowledge of anything and everything. I merely want to re-write my life script, and in doing what i have just done has shown me that i am on the right path and capable.



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