Absolutely no studying at al, not even looked at book, i cant wait to take my meds, get my nut down, wake up and take my awakening's like possessed bull by its horns, I'm not getting any younger and brief spells of people and peoples unwanted actions makes me a wear of that, as much as i like to think that I'm a 15 year chavvy (Romany for boy) in my prime, who could take on the world and all on it. the reality of it is, that i could bow out and grow old gracefully.
Times have changed, its no longer about how i handle conflict but how i resolve it, and doing pretty good.
From a being big lump of a Gypsy chavvy who's first teaching in life was fight, I'd stand toe to toe with any mush (Romany for man) and the only fear I'd have is whether or not the first punch i landed took his life, and I'd walk away the victor and earn my place in the community as a man.
Now, after years of soul searching i am at peace with the meaning of a man and it could not mean any more different from i have learned, the honour and the dignity that comes with resolving conflict with words and walking away, is truly something i can not describe, and i swear as long as my Daddies dead, i will never let go of it and harness with all i got, no going back, no giving in and no more waking up with a world of regrets. Good night God bless, be lucky x
Day 109 of OU studies
Absolutely no studying at al, not even looked at book, i cant wait to take my meds, get my nut down, wake up and take my awakening's like possessed bull by its horns, I'm not getting any younger and brief spells of people and peoples unwanted actions makes me a wear of that, as much as i like to think that I'm a 15 year chavvy (Romany for boy) in my prime, who could take on the world and all on it. the reality of it is, that i could bow out and grow old gracefully.
Times have changed, its no longer about how i handle conflict but how i resolve it, and doing pretty good.
From a being big lump of a Gypsy chavvy who's first teaching in life was fight, I'd stand toe to toe with any mush (Romany for man) and the only fear I'd have is whether or not the first punch i landed took his life, and I'd walk away the victor and earn my place in the community as a man.
Now, after years of soul searching i am at peace with the meaning of a man and it could not mean any more different from i have learned, the honour and the dignity that comes with resolving conflict with words and walking away, is truly something i can not describe, and i swear as long as my Daddies dead, i will never let go of it and harness with all i got, no going back, no giving in and no more waking up with a world of regrets. Good night God bless, be lucky x
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