Edited by Casper Smith, Friday, 29 Jan 2021, 16:09
Whatever it was that was jamming my head and throwing me off balance for the last week or so, i am glad to say, seems to have cleared up. I firkin hate it when my mental health starts to dictate how i should progress through out my week. Its now time to get involved in some hardcore studying and focus on one thing, instead of trying to to focus on many things, clearly, i am a person that doesn't strive on have many fingers in many pies.
Focusing on more than one thing, whether it be negative of positive, turns my mind into a quick rinse, 1800 spin cycle, washing machine, which ironically, as opposed to quick cycle that created the issue, the recovery from that spin cycle, is like waiting for your clothes to dry when they have been hung out in the snow to dry.
Its seems it does not matter how much mindfulness i do, how many times i go for a walk and sprint (one minute of each, 30 of each), how long i spend in bed, how long i spend doing house work, how long or little i study, or whatever, the 1800 spin cycle seems to stop of its own accord, whenever it feels like it, i think i have come to the realisation that i must ride the beast instead of trying to fight the beast.
I have falling behind a bit on my studies, its nothing that can not be sorted, so as the week draws to an end i shall prepare myself for the coming week, it really feels good to be back.
Day 118 of OU studies
Whatever it was that was jamming my head and throwing me off balance for the last week or so, i am glad to say, seems to have cleared up. I firkin hate it when my mental health starts to dictate how i should progress through out my week. Its now time to get involved in some hardcore studying and focus on one thing, instead of trying to to focus on many things, clearly, i am a person that doesn't strive on have many fingers in many pies.
Focusing on more than one thing, whether it be negative of positive, turns my mind into a quick rinse, 1800 spin cycle, washing machine, which ironically, as opposed to quick cycle that created the issue, the recovery from that spin cycle, is like waiting for your clothes to dry when they have been hung out in the snow to dry.
Its seems it does not matter how much mindfulness i do, how many times i go for a walk and sprint (one minute of each, 30 of each), how long i spend in bed, how long i spend doing house work, how long or little i study, or whatever, the 1800 spin cycle seems to stop of its own accord, whenever it feels like it, i think i have come to the realisation that i must ride the beast instead of trying to fight the beast.
I have falling behind a bit on my studies, its nothing that can not be sorted, so as the week draws to an end i shall prepare myself for the coming week, it really feels good to be back.
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