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Slowly getting back to a comfortable place, no stress, no panarama's, just the simplicity of waking up in the morning, being attacked with my mum's chore's list, competing chore's, annoying my kitten and then an early night. Give me boring and normal any day of the week, peace and quiet are the way forward for me, if any one wants to bother me with their business, i shall smile sweetly and skip off in the opposite direction. Skipping is the nuts, have you ever seen any one skipping looking grumpy, and no, you never will, i never have never seen any one skipping with hump, everyone i see that skips is happy as larry, so folks, when your feeling blue, get your skip on.

Tomorrow i will make a start packing my all my household items ready for storage at my uncle's farm, my court case is in june and if the jury choose to believe my ex and disbelieve me, i shall be going to prison for a while. I am a hope for the best and prepare for the worst kind of person, I always have been and as hard as it may be to have to pack all my worldly belongings, its something i have to face. I have everything organise, a safe place to store my camper and trailer with my bits and bobs, my kitten will stay with my mother and plenty of money saved, hopefully i get to come home and unpack but if not, i am covered.

If i am totally honest, i am so desperate for it all to be over, i left her in the beginning 2019 after being stabbed and unable to take any more, i have been living with this hanging over me for for two years and it is getting to the point where i just want rid of her and out of my life for good, for almost 5 years this woman has affected every aspect of my life, with no remorse. One way or another, after my court case i will finally be free from herand any thing to do with her. 

My fate is in the hands of strangers, my faith is in the system, my hopes are with the higher power and my destiny is unforeseen, i will be skipping from now and until then, that's for sure, small merci's make me great full and thoughts that things can always be worse, makes me less hate full.

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