Edited by Casper Smith, Tuesday, 16 Mar 2021, 22:32
Well, i had my assessment with Connect Health Pain Services yesterday and i was supplied with a few links to help live with and manage chronic pain, Live Well with Pain, Pain Concern and Coffee Break Pain Management on youtube. So i have lots of information that i will be submerging my mind in to ready to share on a zoom group with fellow sufferer's of chronic pain.
Trying to concentrate on this, run my own home, tend to my substance misuse recovery, CPTSD, BDP, live in care for my mother, deal with false allegations from my abusive ex, and try to undertake a degree, all proved to be way too much for my simple mind to handle and there had to be some give, as the degree seemed to be the only luxury, it made sense that a sacrifice had to made.
I genuinely feel alot better having made that sacrifice, it has relieved so much pressure and enabled me to fully concentrate on the important fundamentals of my life. I'm so happy that i am still able to use this blog even though i have deferred, i know i shouldn't but i have come to rely on this blog, it has become a safe place for me to talk about whatever i choose whenever i choose.
I do not take part in social media, i do not use S-M-A-R-T (Secret Militarised Armaments Residentiel Technologies) or buy products from the internet, i make sure my internet use is minimal and always switched off when not in use, so i feel 100 percent safe expressing my thoughts and feelings without fear from the information tyrants selling me to whatever corrupt capitalist cronies they choose, so that they can continue to reign supreme, because the thought of amozon or such companies getting dollar one of my money, while i hear people say that so many companies are going bankrupt, makes me sick to the pit of my stomach.
Anyway, back to the control and care of myself, geeze, i do know how to run away on a tangent hehe, well, if certain people didn't suck, then i wouldn't have to, yeah, that's right, i'm blaming them, then running away.
Day 168 of OU studies
Well, i had my assessment with Connect Health Pain Services yesterday and i was supplied with a few links to help live with and manage chronic pain, Live Well with Pain, Pain Concern and Coffee Break Pain Management on youtube. So i have lots of information that i will be submerging my mind in to ready to share on a zoom group with fellow sufferer's of chronic pain.
Trying to concentrate on this, run my own home, tend to my substance misuse recovery, CPTSD, BDP, live in care for my mother, deal with false allegations from my abusive ex, and try to undertake a degree, all proved to be way too much for my simple mind to handle and there had to be some give, as the degree seemed to be the only luxury, it made sense that a sacrifice had to made.
I genuinely feel alot better having made that sacrifice, it has relieved so much pressure and enabled me to fully concentrate on the important fundamentals of my life. I'm so happy that i am still able to use this blog even though i have deferred, i know i shouldn't but i have come to rely on this blog, it has become a safe place for me to talk about whatever i choose whenever i choose.
I do not take part in social media, i do not use S-M-A-R-T (Secret Militarised Armaments Residentiel Technologies) or buy products from the internet, i make sure my internet use is minimal and always switched off when not in use, so i feel 100 percent safe expressing my thoughts and feelings without fear from the information tyrants selling me to whatever corrupt capitalist cronies they choose, so that they can continue to reign supreme, because the thought of amozon or such companies getting dollar one of my money, while i hear people say that so many companies are going bankrupt, makes me sick to the pit of my stomach.
Anyway, back to the control and care of myself, geeze, i do know how to run away on a tangent hehe, well, if certain people didn't suck, then i wouldn't have to, yeah, that's right, i'm blaming them, then running away.
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