I actually started the painting process today, painting is the easy part. My mum's house is a new build, so once the house has finally settled, it reveals gaps and cracks that were not originally there, so the filer and silicon has to be clawed out, sanded down, filled again and then painted, if i paint over crap, the crap will shine through, as i am a little OCD, that can't happen on my watch.
Gratitude for my friend Allyson who has been a massive support to me over the last few weeks, i am not sure how i would of coped if i never reached out and asked for help, i am able to show my vulnerability with no fear of reprisal and no feelings of weakness or shame, this may sound pretty simple, although i am breaking through the stigma of "men don't cry" that was laid down by the so called men in my family.
So here's to moving forward and feeling better for it, today is a good day, right break time over, time to carry on with the painting prep.
Day 190 of OU studies
I actually started the painting process today, painting is the easy part. My mum's house is a new build, so once the house has finally settled, it reveals gaps and cracks that were not originally there, so the filer and silicon has to be clawed out, sanded down, filled again and then painted, if i paint over crap, the crap will shine through, as i am a little OCD, that can't happen on my watch.
Gratitude for my friend Allyson who has been a massive support to me over the last few weeks, i am not sure how i would of coped if i never reached out and asked for help, i am able to show my vulnerability with no fear of reprisal and no feelings of weakness or shame, this may sound pretty simple, although i am breaking through the stigma of "men don't cry" that was laid down by the so called men in my family.
So here's to moving forward and feeling better for it, today is a good day, right break time over, time to carry on with the painting prep.
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