I managed to get some prep done for painting, although it took me ages and my right side is in alot of pain, the sensations are going bezerk, pins and needles, i can't tell the difference between burning hot and freezing cold, numbness all over the back of my right hand, my two fore fingers, my thumb, the right side of my neck and the right side of my face. If i did it it any slower i would of fell asleep on the stairs by the skirting board. This is so frikin frustrating, pain management solutions is teaching me how to live with the pain and sensations, also giving me exercises so that my muscles do not lay dormant and cease up due to lack of use, maybe i was to eager and thought after one session i would be able to do some painting at least, i mean painting is not that physical right? It looks like i am going to have to take it even slower, at this rate i will have painted the hallway by June of next year, i feel i should be doing something, to look at me you would think that butter wouldn't melt, there is nothing visually wrong with me that would make stand out from the rest, which can be misleading at time because even i forget that there is actually something wrong with me at times, soldier on as things could always be worse, slowly, slowly catchy monkey, "frikin monkey"
Day 191 of OU studies
This is so frikin frustrating, pain management solutions is teaching me how to live with the pain and sensations, also giving me exercises so that my muscles do not lay dormant and cease up due to lack of use, maybe i was to eager and thought after one session i would be able to do some painting at least, i mean painting is not that physical right?
It looks like i am going to have to take it even slower, at this rate i will have painted the hallway by June of next year, i feel i should be doing something, to look at me you would think that butter wouldn't melt, there is nothing visually wrong with me that would make stand out from the rest, which can be misleading at time because even i forget that there is actually something wrong with me at times, soldier on as things could always be worse, slowly, slowly catchy monkey, "frikin monkey"
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