Edited by Casper Smith, Wednesday, 28 Apr 2021, 22:09
I took mum to have her nails done, hands and feet so she's feeling terrific. It was to windy to for shed building today, if the winds lets off I'll do a bit tomorrow, I've got a friend to help me so that will save a lot of struggling with one and a half arms.
I'm sat watching "the gypsies are coming" and its hitting more than i thought it would, you think you've left a life behind until you sit and watch it being played out on tv, this ones better than the "my big fat gypsy wedding" as this one's about Romany Gypsies, English Gypsies, "My big fat gypsy wedding is about Irish travellers and me being a Romany its more relatable.
Being taught a culture from born until realising i have to change is the hardest thing i have ever had to do in my life, I'm still trying to do it, that's how hard it is, however i don't know what else to do, I'm not ending up murdered in a ditch like mi daddy and i wont spend a lifetime in prison for murder like mi brother, for those reasons i have to keep battling, although I'm tired of the battle, I've been battling all mi life and I'm ruined, I'm 46 and body is telling me I'm 86 and when i can think straight my minds telling me I'm 16, well folks with the pleasure pain balance some fcuker is having a good time, however things could be a whole lot worse.
Day 210 of OU studies
I took mum to have her nails done, hands and feet so she's feeling terrific. It was to windy to for shed building today, if the winds lets off I'll do a bit tomorrow, I've got a friend to help me so that will save a lot of struggling with one and a half arms.
I'm sat watching "the gypsies are coming" and its hitting more than i thought it would, you think you've left a life behind until you sit and watch it being played out on tv, this ones better than the "my big fat gypsy wedding" as this one's about Romany Gypsies, English Gypsies, "My big fat gypsy wedding is about Irish travellers and me being a Romany its more relatable.
Being taught a culture from born until realising i have to change is the hardest thing i have ever had to do in my life, I'm still trying to do it, that's how hard it is, however i don't know what else to do, I'm not ending up murdered in a ditch like mi daddy and i wont spend a lifetime in prison for murder like mi brother, for those reasons i have to keep battling, although I'm tired of the battle, I've been battling all mi life and I'm ruined, I'm 46 and body is telling me I'm 86 and when i can think straight my minds telling me I'm 16, well folks with the pleasure pain balance some fcuker is having a good time, however things could be a whole lot worse.
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