Edited by Casper Smith, Thursday, 20 May 2021, 17:19
Today i managed to get some painting done, although i am winning no awards for my pace, slowly, slowly catchy monkey is a phrase that come to mind, my mental health is more manageable as i have given up trying to find logic with in my the structure of my family and i seem to have found a certain amount pf peace with in that process. Work on the assembly has halted as i can not seem to find a gap in the rain long enough to put in some effort, the garden has turned in to a bit of a swamp and i don't want to turn it in to a mud bath by traipsing around in it. I have have done the bulk of it and it will only take a full day or two to complete it with my neighbour buddy who has be kind enough to offer a hand, i would struggle a lot if it were not for him so my gratitude goes out to him. I am in court tomorrow as part of a pre trial hearing which will include the judge making sure that both sides are ready and that there is no out standing issues that will prevent the flow of the trial, i am not sure how or why , however i am feeling confident with in myself, i have faith in the system and i am ready for a battle and to show the court just what she is capable of and the lengths that she will go to in order to attack me and cover up her own trail of lies manipulation, fabrication and down right malicious lies. Bring it on. As positive as i may be feeling mentally i am and have been in a certain amount of pain on my right upper side, i take my medication as prescribed and can attempt mindfulness at every opportunity, along with some meditation and revisiting the study books from Pain Management Solutions, which is, in all, a good source of support that i have come to rely on, although it does not take the pain and sensations away completely it is of grate comfort and really is a lot better than nothing, and i am very grateful of the support system that i have.
Day 228 of OU studies
Work on the assembly has halted as i can not seem to find a gap in the rain long enough to put in some effort, the garden has turned in to a bit of a swamp and i don't want to turn it in to a mud bath by traipsing around in it. I have have done the bulk of it and it will only take a full day or two to complete it with my neighbour buddy who has be kind enough to offer a hand, i would struggle a lot if it were not for him so my gratitude goes out to him.
I am in court tomorrow as part of a pre trial hearing which will include the judge making sure that both sides are ready and that there is no out standing issues that will prevent the flow of the trial, i am not sure how or why , however i am feeling confident with in myself, i have faith in the system and i am ready for a battle and to show the court just what she is capable of and the lengths that she will go to in order to attack me and cover up her own trail of lies manipulation, fabrication and down right malicious lies.
Bring it on. As positive as i may be feeling mentally i am and have been in a certain amount of pain on my right upper side, i take my medication as prescribed and can attempt mindfulness at every opportunity, along with some meditation and revisiting the study books from Pain Management Solutions, which is, in all, a good source of support that i have come to rely on, although it does not take the pain and sensations away completely it is of grate comfort and really is a lot better than nothing, and i am very grateful of the support system that i have.
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