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I was unable to to carry one painting today or continue assembling the shed as i had to appear in court as part of a pre trial hearing, the barrister i had is involved in a case at the moment that has run over course due to covid which means that the delays will run in to the start of my trial meaning he will not be able to represent me, i spent a good part of today talking to the new barrister that will represent me and i feel reassured by her comments. I am no longer scared of my ex and i am no longer in fear of her and instead of the expectation of fear at court i was met with an emotion that was surprisingly contrary, i feel ready to do battle and show my ex for the manipulating, cohesive, lying and malicious person that she is very capable of being when the mood suites her. For the first time in a long time i feel confident with in myself and i have a belief system in myself that seems to put in to doubt any fear of her intentions, i have faith in the system so i shall run with the support i have and the positive energy that is with in me and focus on the positives that so many people around me are complimenting me on. I realise that i an the master of my thoughts and that i will become what i think which has given me a grater understanding of how to manage my thoughts and not be a victim to my own negative thinking.

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