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Edited by Casper Smith, Saturday, 5 Jun 2021, 15:14

After a week of basking in resentment, bitterness, self pity and trying to cleverly disguise with nonsenses blogs, i have managed to stop isolating myself and misusing my medication and got connected with a lady called Margaret Gardener.

Margaret Gardener is the CEO of a self funded nationwide charity called FASO Fales Allegations Support Organisation, she champions a nationwide charity, from her front room, that helps men falsely accused of crimes.

I have been in contact with Margaret for some time and its took that time to drag myself out of my self and grasp the positives that come with every traumatic negative experience, i will be doing all i can to work to towards helping Margaret fight her cause and even the start of my own campaign that also champions the countless number of men who have had their lives and having their lives destroyed by false allegations. 

I will also be looking to work with Martin Seager, John Barry and Luke Sullivan who are psychologists who created an organisation called, The Male Psychological Network promoting the well being for men and boys, who are backed by the BPS the British Psychology Society,

My self loathing, self pity, resentment, bitterness and frustration will now be channelled in to giving what ever i can and doing what ever i can to help, support, raise awareness, spread the word and help get their voice, presence, felt and heard.

I will no longer sit in silence and be a victim, because there is fcuk all worse than hearing a victim complain about how tuff their life is while doing absolutely fcuk all to help their self, their situation and god forbid some other poor fcuker who is having it tuffer to, i am no longer that guy. I make no apologies for my language as i am bound by freedom of speech, if you are offended run home to mummy and get a band aid, or do what you like as i do not care.

All i know is i am now on a mission to fight a greater cause than my own personal pain, trauma or suffering that puts someone before myself and start making more selfless acts that send me to sleep feeling true to me.



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Judith McLean

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Hi Casper

It is good to read that you are going to help others who have suffered truamas.  Having gone through theses lived experiences you will be in an excellent position to help.

Judith

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Hey Judith, thank you for your comment. Before the false allegations i was working with a substance misuse charity, sadly that has come to and end because of the allegations, i am so happy that i have found a cause that i could possibly help, its early days so i am patiently waiting with fingers crossed. I have tried many working and business experiences in my 46 years of life and not one of them gives me a  more complete, rewarding and sense of purpose feeling, i have found my purpose and i will do whatever i can to follow it through. I always appreciate your kind, motivating and encouraging words, so thank you Judith, i hope you are well and enjoying some freedom in the sum.