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I defiantly think i burned myself out yesterday when my epiphany grabbed hold of me, my mental health means that i struggle for a balanced mood stabilizer and i can often switch from morbidly suicidal to believing i can take over the world, both belief systems are as equally exhausting and can leave the next day a rest day. Now the dust has settled from my epiphany i am able to gather my thoughts in a much more rational and logical mindset as opposed to an emotional mindset. My epiphany was cantered around my carer and the situation i find myself in that impacts my career, the organisations that i have myself in connection with as a result of false allegations made against me could very well turn out to be the organisation that i could possibly begin to work along side. It is very early stages as i have only just shared my thoughts with the CEO, i have given enough information about myself and now i patiently await her response. It will be on an entirely volunteer basis which suites my MO perfectly, there are so many people in the world chasing their tail for financial gain or survival which reassures me that the world will not miss me if choose not to, there has and always will be so much more to me and my life than the pressure we put our selves under for the want of money, after all, "peoples love for money is the root of all evil", if their is such a thing as evil?