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Day 5,037,000,000,004 A T B B and day 245 of OU studies

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Wow, what a week? What an existence, riding the rollercoaster of life. At times i have felt like a stranger in my own mind and at other times i have felt like things have never made more sense, equating to the fact that i am still on the self discovery journey of balance. 

Impermanence takes place regardless and the acceptance of this has made the transitions more comfortable and bearable. The whirlwind of change has the ability to make me wonder what i should grab on to until i realise that my trait as a human to hold on to things should be dealt with a less investigative manor and indeed open my arms and let go, how can i really accept impermanence? If i feel the need to hold, hold on to thoughts, feelings and emotions that only serve to stop me from living in the reality of now.

Every day is a school day of which i can only learn the most if i let go of the teachings of yesterday, living on an everchanging, cataclysmic organicism of life which we know to be earth, leaves me pondering how can i remain the same and expect to live harmonious on a creation that embraces impermanence to the fullest extent, the oceans are not greater than i as i am the ocean, i am not a drip in the ocean moreover an ocean in one drip and the universe is not greater than i as i am the universe therefore i am not a spot in the universe moreover the universe in one spot. 

The realisation of a harmonious existence with all that submerges allows a freeness of flow a merging of matters that are bound to conjoin as one as long as i resist the urge to battle indifference, uniqueness and the false of reality of believing that i am like no other. I am like all others as i see, feel and embrace me in you, the desire to ride solo and stand out from the crowed only serves to reassure that i chase never ending cycle of disillusion firing a pursuit of personal separation from the beauty of beings for who we all share the same experience of life.

As you are embraced in me i am embraced in you, as your suffering is shared within me the balance assures equilibriums that rely on the nature of all beings falling in to place as it intends.



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