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Day 5,037,000,000,009 A T B B and day 250 of OU studies

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Edited by Casper Smith, Saturday, 12 Jun 2021, 00:25

Today, as i left my mind up towards the sun while looking at my blog just to be reminded that the last time i wrote a message was five days ago. I feel like i have just taken part in a one hundred and twenty hour day, as thought each hour was brightly shaded pieces of plasticine that had been catapulted towards each other creating  a prism of brightly coloured rainbow patterns, that prove impossible to distinguished where one colour ends and the next colour begins. I am aware of the law of attraction and ever since this awareness it has brought around a prompt to change my internal dialect, my thought process and a more conscious awareness to how i say what i say, in tern i am left describing the loss of five days due to an emotional relapse, in the most prettiest, polite, colourful and pleasant way that i can. I no longer feel the need to reminisce on a single moment of unpleasantness, over and over and over again and keep it alive as though the one thousandth time i have relived the event becomes just as real as the first time. I had enrolled on DD102, as i deferred in February with assessment banking i will be able to pick up where i left of at TMA 04. I am so glad that i chose to do that as i would of wasted a year of study, time and money that's for sure, so, all forms filled in and awaiting a response, it feels good to have been able to have a break and declutter my mind.



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Thank you for the well wishes, it's much appreciated, good luck with you studies