Day 5,037,000,000,013 A T B B and day 254 of OU studies
Tuesday, 15 Jun 2021, 21:33
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Edited by Casper Smith, Tuesday, 15 Jun 2021, 23:41
Preparing for the worse and hoping for the best is the most difficult balancing act i have ever had to, i find myself on the internet finding out what i am allowed to take in to prison should the worse case play out, money which will go in to an account from which i can buy phone credit and sundries from a prison shop in the form of a sheet that gets slid under the door once a week, trainers, clothes, towels, toiletries, writing equipment, books, radio are the only things i can take in, i should be able to take in my Buddhist Dharma wheel which hangs on a fine chain around my neck "this is siht" i have never been through this process before and it's hell although with a smile as have to remain positive. I have been reading a book called "The Secret" i am sure you have all heard of it, it focuses on the law of attraction which has been my mantra for the last "however long".
This has been the hardest lesson i have ever had to learn and once court is over and i am believed I WILL be living my life through a whole new lenses, never again will i take for granted anything or anyone, those small mercies and gratitude will be shown to all and my purpose will be selfless without a second thought, no longer will i ever have my hand out unless it's to offer support. I try my best to live life this way although my dependency on substance issues have shown to all that i can be selfish and hurt the ones i love, i will continue my life as is in an enhanced notion that will serve the wider community rather than the needs and desires of myself.
Day 5,037,000,000,013 A T B B and day 254 of OU studies
Preparing for the worse and hoping for the best is the most difficult balancing act i have ever had to, i find myself on the internet finding out what i am allowed to take in to prison should the worse case play out, money which will go in to an account from which i can buy phone credit and sundries from a prison shop in the form of a sheet that gets slid under the door once a week, trainers, clothes, towels, toiletries, writing equipment, books, radio are the only things i can take in, i should be able to take in my Buddhist Dharma wheel which hangs on a fine chain around my neck "this is siht" i have never been through this process before and it's hell although with a smile as have to remain positive. I have been reading a book called "The Secret" i am sure you have all heard of it, it focuses on the law of attraction which has been my mantra for the last "however long".
This has been the hardest lesson i have ever had to learn and once court is over and i am believed I WILL be living my life through a whole new lenses, never again will i take for granted anything or anyone, those small mercies and gratitude will be shown to all and my purpose will be selfless without a second thought, no longer will i ever have my hand out unless it's to offer support. I try my best to live life this way although my dependency on substance issues have shown to all that i can be selfish and hurt the ones i love, i will continue my life as is in an enhanced notion that will serve the wider community rather than the needs and desires of myself.
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