Edited by Jim McCrory, Wednesday, 23 Oct 2024, 20:04
The Silent Ache of
Rejection
One day in primary school
I noticed many of my classmates had an invitation to a girl’s birthday party. During
the break, I found the girl and asked her, “Can I have an invitation?”
She was with her friends,
and she sung “Bum, bum, bubble-gum, my mother said you cannot come?”
Growing up with a feeling
of rejection is like harbouring a secret shame you do not want anyone to know. It
surfaces constantly into childhood moments: when you're overlooked in
friendships, uninvited to get-togethers or dismissed by those closest to you.
Even as you grow older, the ache surfaces in the hard wiring of the mind, often
unspoken but always present. It’s only when I started talking to friends and strangers,
I realized how universal this feeling is. Like a camel on the Silk Road, we
walk through life carrying this concealed burden shaped not by ourselves, but by
a world where selfishness and competition overshadow compassion and connection.
And in a society where strength of character prevails, the right to be vulnerable
loses out.
Rejection comes in many
forms, school, friendships, workmates and family, creating a sense of low self-esteem
that shapes how we see ourselves. Society often teaches us that love and
acceptance must be earned, leading to a deep-rooted insecurity. This world,
broken as it is, encourages us to believe we need to mould ourselves to fit
others’ expectations, but in doing so, we lose personal identity.
Yet, this experience of
rejection isn’t new. Imagine the scenario, you are a woman. In the search for
love, you have moved from one partner to another. In a society that looks down
on such, you don’t want to be seen in public, so you leave your home to do your
chores when the town rests. One night, a stranger comes along and offers you
something that changes your life John 4: 1-42 https://biblehub.com/john/4.htm
During Jesus’ time, religious
rejection in the form of fear of shunning was an anxiety inducing fear as it is
today. The Pharisees held significant influence, using the threat of expulsion
from the synagogue to control the people. To be expelled, disfellowshipped,
shunned or other shaming protocol, meant losing not only spiritual but also
social belonging. Jesus never participated in this cultural pressure. In John
9:22, we see the parents of a man healed by Jesus who were afraid to
acknowledge Jesus for fear of being ostracised. Even the Jewish hierarchy
figures like Nicodemus who believed in Jesus were afraid to openly confess
their faith (John 12:42-43), playing out how deeply the fear of rejection ran.
But Jesus offered refreshment
In Luke 6:22, He spoke directly to the rejected, saying they were blessed when
others shunned them for following him. He offered an open-armed-welcome that
transcended human approval, inviting people into a love that didn’t require denying
oneself. In scripture, if truth be told, we meet a strange cast of characters that
would be considered to be odd: John the Baptist; Matthew, a tax collector, and
no doubt loner in view of his career; Elijah; Elisha; Jonah, and many more. But
they all had one thing in common; they loved God and God loved them.
For those of us who’ve
felt the sting of rejection, this message is profound. It reminds us that we
aren’t defined by the world’s standards or by the rejection we’ve experienced.
Instead, we are loved and accepted by God. In a world that often feels fractured
and indifferent, this truth offers a sense of belonging that nothing else can.
Ultimately, the ache of
rejection points us to something more profound, a lifelong long craving for
connection and love that this world will never satisfy. And while rejection may
shape parts of our narrative, it doesn’t define us. We are invited into a love
that is constant, where we are already enough.
The Silent Ache of Rejection
The Silent Ache of Rejection
One day in primary school I noticed many of my classmates had an invitation to a girl’s birthday party. During the break, I found the girl and asked her, “Can I have an invitation?”
She was with her friends, and she sung “Bum, bum, bubble-gum, my mother said you cannot come?”
Growing up with a feeling of rejection is like harbouring a secret shame you do not want anyone to know. It surfaces constantly into childhood moments: when you're overlooked in friendships, uninvited to get-togethers or dismissed by those closest to you. Even as you grow older, the ache surfaces in the hard wiring of the mind, often unspoken but always present. It’s only when I started talking to friends and strangers, I realized how universal this feeling is. Like a camel on the Silk Road, we walk through life carrying this concealed burden shaped not by ourselves, but by a world where selfishness and competition overshadow compassion and connection. And in a society where strength of character prevails, the right to be vulnerable loses out.
Rejection comes in many forms, school, friendships, workmates and family, creating a sense of low self-esteem that shapes how we see ourselves. Society often teaches us that love and acceptance must be earned, leading to a deep-rooted insecurity. This world, broken as it is, encourages us to believe we need to mould ourselves to fit others’ expectations, but in doing so, we lose personal identity.
Yet, this experience of rejection isn’t new. Imagine the scenario, you are a woman. In the search for love, you have moved from one partner to another. In a society that looks down on such, you don’t want to be seen in public, so you leave your home to do your chores when the town rests. One night, a stranger comes along and offers you something that changes your life John 4: 1-42 https://biblehub.com/john/4.htm
During Jesus’ time, religious rejection in the form of fear of shunning was an anxiety inducing fear as it is today. The Pharisees held significant influence, using the threat of expulsion from the synagogue to control the people. To be expelled, disfellowshipped, shunned or other shaming protocol, meant losing not only spiritual but also social belonging. Jesus never participated in this cultural pressure. In John 9:22, we see the parents of a man healed by Jesus who were afraid to acknowledge Jesus for fear of being ostracised. Even the Jewish hierarchy figures like Nicodemus who believed in Jesus were afraid to openly confess their faith (John 12:42-43), playing out how deeply the fear of rejection ran.
But Jesus offered refreshment In Luke 6:22, He spoke directly to the rejected, saying they were blessed when others shunned them for following him. He offered an open-armed-welcome that transcended human approval, inviting people into a love that didn’t require denying oneself. In scripture, if truth be told, we meet a strange cast of characters that would be considered to be odd: John the Baptist; Matthew, a tax collector, and no doubt loner in view of his career; Elijah; Elisha; Jonah, and many more. But they all had one thing in common; they loved God and God loved them.
For those of us who’ve felt the sting of rejection, this message is profound. It reminds us that we aren’t defined by the world’s standards or by the rejection we’ve experienced. Instead, we are loved and accepted by God. In a world that often feels fractured and indifferent, this truth offers a sense of belonging that nothing else can.
Ultimately, the ache of rejection points us to something more profound, a lifelong long craving for connection and love that this world will never satisfy. And while rejection may shape parts of our narrative, it doesn’t define us. We are invited into a love that is constant, where we are already enough.