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Does Christ Have Us on Airplane Mode?

“Wake up, O sleeper,
rise from the dead,
and Christ will shine on you.”
— Ephesians 5:14

The Lord having us on airplane mode is an unsettling truth: Christ does not shine on us because we are impressive, disciplined, or spiritually eloquent. He shines on us when we wake up.

We often speak as though God is hidden. Yet scripture tells a different story. God is not the distant one; we are the distracted ones. The bush still burns, but we pass by without removing our sandals. The whisper still speaks, but our lives are filled with too much noise to hear it.

We have become people of hurry, performance, and endless distraction. Our days are crowded with movement but starved of attention. We carry candles through broad daylight and then wonder why they seem so dim.

Even faith itself can become strangely familiar. The words lose their weight. The prayers become rehearsed. Congregation language hangs around us like wallpaper we no longer notice. We know the hymns, the creeds, the verses by heart, yet the heart itself can remain untouched.

The prophets warned of this long ago:

“These people honour Me with their lips,
but their hearts are far from Me.”

There is a terrible distance between the mouth and the soul. And often it is in that distance where God seems most silent.

The early Christian fathers called this condition acedia — not open rebellion, but spiritual exhaustion. A slow drifting. A weariness of the soul. It is the feeling of moving through holy things half-asleep, waiting for God to speak while ignoring the voice already calling our name.

It is like asking why our mobile never rings while it remains switched off. We approach God in a crisis and have him on Do not disturb when life goes well.

So, heaven has not fallen silent. Perhaps we have simply not given God our all.

Paul’s words are not merely a warning; they are an invitation.

“Wake up, O sleeper…
and Christ will shine on you.”

Notice the order. We do not shine first and then receive the light. We wake, and the light is already there.

This is the miracle of awakening: not merely that we begin to see God, but that we begin to reflect Him. Like windows thrown open at dawn, we catch a brightness that was waiting for us all along.

So why does God seem absent?

Perhaps He has already passed by countless times unnoticed: in the trembling beauty of trees in the wind, in the unexpected kindness of a stranger, in the ache that rises in you while watching a sunrise alone. Perhaps God has not stopped speaking. Perhaps we have forgotten how to listen.

The call of the gospel is not always toward spectacle, but toward awareness. Toward attention. Toward waking up.

And like sleepers slowly rising at first light, may we rise too — not because we are worthy, but because Christ has already shone His light upon us.

Then, in time, like windows catching the morning sun, we too may shine.

“If I can stop one heart from breaking,
I shall not live in vain;
If I can ease one life the aching,
Or cool one pain…”

Emily Dickinson

Are You a Deeply Sensitive Person?

About a year ago, I bought four lovely china mugs online for about twenty pounds. I do not drink alcohol, not even a glass of wine, but I do appreciate a good blend of tea. And a good blend of tea deserves a proper vessel to drink it from, don't you agree. Let's face it, you don't a good Scottish malt or a Château-Neuf‑du‑Pape out of a billy can so you? 

At first, I treated the mugs with great care. I would wash them separately from the ordinary dishes and handle them gently. But over time, I slipped into careless habits. I began leaving the china in the sink among heavier utensils, or reheating lukewarm tea in the microwave. One by one, the mugs cracked or chipped, and now only two remain. They are too fragile to survive neglect.

I often think people can be much the same. Some souls are made sturdy for rough handling, while others are more delicate by nature. Yet sensitivity is often spoken of as though it were a flaw. How many times have we heard the criticism, “You are too sensitive”? I have heard it throughout my life, usually from those who seem to have little understanding of empathy themselves.

 A relationship with a sensitive person can be deeply nourishing because sensitivity often comes with heightened awareness, emotional depth, and attentiveness to the inner lives of others. While sensitivity is sometimes treated as fragility, it can also be a quiet strength that enriches connection in ways that are easy to overlook.

One of the greatest advantages is emotional understanding. Sensitive people tend to notice subtleties — a shift in tone, tiredness behind a smile, the silence that means more than words. They often listen carefully, not merely waiting for their turn to speak. In close relationships, this can create a feeling of being truly seen rather than merely accompanied.

Sensitivity also often brings compassion. A sensitive partner or friend usually remembers pain because they feel it deeply themselves. That awareness can make them gentler in conflict and more thoughtful in daily life. Small acts of care like checking how you are after a difficult day, remembering meaningful details, offering comfort without being asked often come naturally to them.

There is usually richness in emotional intimacy too. Sensitive people are often reflective and sincere. Conversations may move beyond routine subjects into fears, hopes, memories, faith, beauty, loss, or meaning. This depth can create bonds that feel substantial rather than superficial. Even ordinary moments may feel more alive because they notice them fully.

Another advantage is loyalty of heart. Many sensitive people value trust profoundly because they themselves are easily wounded by carelessness or betrayal. When they love someone, they often do so earnestly and wholeheartedly. Their affection may not always be loud, but it is usually genuine.

Sensitivity can also deepen appreciation for beauty and humanity. Music, nature, kindness, literature, quiet moments, spiritual reflection, these things may carry unusual significance for them. Being close to such a person can help another become more attentive to life itself, slowing down enough to notice what is often rushed past.

Of course, sensitivity also requires tenderness and patience. Sensitive people may become overwhelmed more easily, withdraw after harshness, or carry emotional burdens quietly. But relationships are rarely strengthened by hardness alone. Often, the safest and most enduring bonds are built where two people learn how to handle each other with care.

At its best, a relationship with a sensitive person can feel less like living beside someone and more like sharing an inner world, one where empathy, depth, sincerity, and quiet understanding are allowed to matter.

“And be kind to one another, tenderhearted,

forgiving one another, even as God in Christ forgave you.

Ephesians 4:32

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Are You Hurting?

There is a tender image in the Psalms where David cries out to God and says:

“Put my tears in Your bottle.”
— Psalm 56:8

In David’s day, a skin bottle was precious. It held water for the journey through desert places. David was saying something deeply human: “Lord, do not let my sorrow be wasted or forgotten. Hold it close. Remember me.”

What comfort there is in that thought.

God does not stand far away from human grief. He does not dismiss trembling hearts or weary minds. Every tear shed in silence, every sleepless night, every ache hidden behind a brave face — He sees it all. The tears of the elderly who sit alone waiting for a phone call that never comes. The wife carrying the weight of a marriage grown cold and tired. The child wounded by cruel words. The man exhausted from loving an alcoholic parent.The love of your life who ends it all. The mother frightened by the path her addicted son has taken. The soul quietly breaking under anxiety no one else notices.

The world can be harsh. People forget gratitude. Families fracture. Trust wears thin. Life throws sudden stones into already burdened hands. There are valleys where human wisdom reaches its limit and no earthly comfort seems large enough.

Yet Scripture gives this gentle assurance: not one tear is unseen.

God gathers them as something sacred.

Not because suffering itself is good, but because you are precious to Him. Tears are language when words fail. They are prayers from the depths. And the Lord listens closely to broken hearts.

Sometimes we think faith means never struggling. But David — a man after God’s own heart — wept often. Elijah collapsed beneath despair. Job sat among ashes. Even Christ Himself wept.

When Mercy Runs Out of Time

In 1973, two social psychologists, John Darley and Daniel Batson, conducted a study with a title that immediately catches the eye: From Jerusalem to Jericho: A Study of Situational and Dispositional Variables in Helping Behavior. The title borrows from Jesus’ parable of the Good Samaritan, and the study asks a question as old as that story: why do some people stop to help while others walk by?

Darley and Batson did not take their research to a desert road in ancient Judea. They stayed on the campus of Princeton Theological Seminary, recruiting students training to become ministers. If anyone should stop to help a stranger, surely it would be them, or so we might think.

The setup was clever in its simplicity. Each student was asked to walk to another building to give a short talk. Some were told the talk would be on job prospects for ministers, while others were assigned the parable of the Good Samaritan itself. On the way, every student passed someone slumped in a doorway, coughing and groaning, a man clearly in need of help.

The crucial variable was time pressure. Some students were told they were already late. Others were told they were exactly on time. A third group was informed they still had a few minutes to spare. That small difference changed everything.

The results were stark. Of those in a hurry, only 10 percent stopped to help. Among those who were not rushed, 63 percent did. And the topic of the talk made surprisingly little difference. Whether the students were about to speak on the Good Samaritan or on ministry careers hardly mattered at all. Some students, on their way to deliver a sermon about compassion, stepped right past the man in need.

It is easy to smile ruefully at that, until the discomfort begins to settle in. Is this not us as well? How many times have we passed someone in need, not because we are cruel, but because we are preoccupied, distracted, or hurrying toward the next demand? The world may no longer insist on ritual purity as it did for the priest and Levite in Jesus’ story, but it certainly demands efficiency. And in that demand, something essential gets squeezed out: the ability to notice, to linger, to care.

What strikes me most is how weak personal disposition proved to be in shaping behaviour. Being more “religious” or inwardly spiritual did not make much difference. Even preparing a talk on the Good Samaritan was not enough to make someone act like one. That is a sobering thought. It suggests that moral character, by itself, can be surprisingly fragile. We like to believe we are guided by convictions, yet so often our actions are shaped by pressures, by schedules, by what feels urgent in the moment.

For people of faith, this raises uncomfortable questions. If theological training, spiritual reflection, and even preaching on mercy do not automatically lead to compassionate action, then what does? Perhaps the answer lies less in abstract belief and more in the rhythms of daily life. If we never leave margin in our days, if we are always rushing from one obligation to another, then the groaning man in the doorway becomes almost impossible to see.

Reading about this experiment feels a little like looking into a mirror. In the past, I was part of a religious group where there was always pressure to do more, achieve more, and give more. I often felt like a whirling dervish, spinning endlessly without rest. I can remember moments when I walked by, not always physically, but emotionally or spiritually. Times when someone near me needed help and I had the right words, yet not the time or presence to offer them. And perhaps that is one of the quiet tragedies of our age: not that we have stopped caring, but that we rarely slow down long enough to show it.

Yet there is hope hidden in these findings as well. If environment plays such a powerful role in shaping behaviour, then perhaps we can reshape our environments too. We can slow our pace. We can create breathing room in our lives. We can choose to look up rather than endlessly ahead. Helping behaviour often begins with something very small: stopping.

The road from Jerusalem to Jericho may have been short, but it revealed something profound about the travellers who walked it. Our own modern roads, crowded schedules, relentless alerts, endless tasks demanding attention, present the same challenge. Will we notice? Will we stop?

Darley and Batson’s study is more than an academic exercise. It is a quiet parable about human nature. Belief without action becomes little more than noise. Compassion without time remains only an intention. And still there are people in doorways, coughing, waiting, hoping that someone will care enough to arrive late.

Stylistic Choices in Henning Mankell’s Quicksand:

What It Means to Be a Human Being: A Critical Reading

 “Privacy is for the diary, and essays are for the reader”

Dinty Moore

I was first introduced to the personal essay in 2014 when I read Henning Mankell’s nonfiction work Quicksand: What It Means to Be a Human Being (Mankell, 2014). It was a watershed moment for me. I had a deep desire to write about my life, but I harboured mixed feelings about how interesting it would be. These essays introduced me to a different way of writing memoir.

Quicksand, Mankell’s final work before his death, covers the months following a terminal cancer diagnosis. My first impression was formed by the essay titles. Themes such as “The Raft of Death” and “Turning Time in a Different Direction” were captivating. Throughout the sixty-seven personal essays, Mankell explores fascinating facts, philosophy, environmental issues, and profound musings. The intimacy of his first-person active voice made me feel as though he had granted me the honour of sitting beside him while his wisdom and literary prowess unfolded.

Throughout the essays, there is a conspicuous lucidity and economy of syntax that functions as a stylistic default. The language is spare but strikingly beautiful. Like a seasoned poet, Mankell selects words carefully. Adjectives and adverbs are used sparingly. Strong verbs are often positioned towards the ends of sentences, while passive constructions remain minimal. He possesses an ability to crystallise complex concepts with remarkable clarity. These qualities were especially important to me. As an academic essayist in Social Psychology and English Literature, I often failed to achieve encouraging results because of a lack of clarity. “Too much verbosity,” one tutor kindly observed. Mankell’s work gave me confidence to pursue creative writing with renewed faith in my ability to write clearly while still captivating the reader.

The persona that Mankell projects throughout the sixty-seven essays is one that John Burnside of The Guardian describes as “serious” (Burnside, 2014). Mankell writes, “Your identity is formed when you decide your attitude towards serious questions. That is something known to everyone who has not forgotten all about their childhood” (Mankell, 2014, p. 14). This earnest tone possesses considerable merit because it faithfully reflects the gravity of the subject matter. However, seriousness should not be confused with gloom or despair. Essays dealing with terminal cancer, nuclear waste disposal, premature death, and humanity’s irrational choices could easily gravitate towards pessimism. Yet Quicksand is by no means the work of an author suffering from a Cassandra complex. Instead, despite what would be for many a debilitating diagnosis, Mankell maintains a positive and uplifting literary decorum.

“I’m in the middle of something,” he writes (Mankell, 2014, p. 8). This suspended state becomes crucial as an organising principle throughout the book. The title essay, “Quicksand,” establishes the motif that structures the entire work. In A802, I recall a reflective question asking readers to select three essays and explain what makes them essayistic. This prompted me to examine the title essay more closely. I broke it down into its principal components and scenes:

• the shrinking realisation that cancer is encroaching upon life

• the childhood discovery that death is a serious reality

• a memory of a village girl falling through ice and dying

• the community’s reaction to the tragedy

• the author’s fear of falling into quicksand

• the debunking of myths surrounding quicksand (Mankell, 2014, pp. 14–17)

These “essayistic” digressive forays arrive from multiple directions as Mankell “wheels and dives like a hawk,” moving in a seemingly discursive manner that is nevertheless masterfully controlled as he guides the reader towards a conclusion (Lopate, 1995, p. xxviii). Additionally, his use of narrative framing, including flashbacks and flash-forwards between his childhood and present self, creates narrative arcs that control pace, tension, and surprise.

The quicksand metaphor also becomes part of the hero’s journey. Just as the mythological qualities attributed to quicksand are exaggerated, cancer too will not overwhelm Mankell’s joie de vivre. He writes:

“Just as everything in my life has changed, a new morning brings with it a fresh challenge. I have to think about something other than my illness” (Mankell, 2014, p. 16).

Herein lies Mankell’s thematic approach: to think about something other than illness. As one New Statesman columnist observed, Mankell’s work is “unsentimental and devoid of any sense of being a victim” (Smith, 2016).

On initial reading, Mankell’s organisational structure appears deceptively simple: sixty-seven essays overtly or covertly connected to what it means to be human. However, closer inspection reveals layers of subtlety. There is considerable repetition linked to the quicksand motif: life is serious; life is survival; life is death; time is running out; moments are fleeting; fear, hope, and happiness coexist.

Beyond the quicksand motif, Mankell frequently revisits ideas from previous essays, reconsidering them from different perspectives and connecting them to broader themes. This led me to question one critic who described the essays as “fragmentary”; a closer reading would have disabused him of such an error (Khan, 2016). For example, in the early essay “The Future is Hidden Underground,” Mankell discusses the dangers of buried nuclear waste for future generations. Yet in essay sixty-six, “The Puppet on a String,” he reflects upon the discovery of a twenty-five-thousand-year-old body found in the Czech Republic. Beside the remains was “a doll. A marionette. A puppet on a string” (Mankell, 2014, p. 293). Mankell writes:

“When it was dug up, it sent a message from people living 25,000 years ago … The ancient puppet on a string tells us what being human has always entailed. I find it difficult to imagine a more touching and humorous greeting from people living just after an ice age. Those of us living today will not be sending puppets on a string into the future. Our legacy is nuclear waste” (Mankell, 2014, pp. 293–294).

Through repetition and the reintroduction of narrative strands, Mankell sustains thematic continuity while simultaneously surprising the reader with poignant new perspectives (O’Reilly, 2022). Although I have not yet applied this technique in a major project, I hope to adopt it in my final submission.

Mankell revisits aspects of life through a series of flashbacks that reveal lessons about what it means to be human; a journey structure stylistically suited to this work (O’Reilly, 2022). The reader gradually realises that Mankell is experiencing what Phillips describes as “enlarging one’s experience” as the prospect of oblivion forces him to confront a new stage of existence (Phillips, 2013, p. 389). This is equally true for the reader, as the themes explored possess universal resonance.

In his search for self-understanding, Mankell casts a wide net. In the essay “People Reluctantly on Their Way into the Shadows,” he develops an expository scene through a walk to observe a painting located in a church near his home. The painting, completed in 1770 and commissioned by Gustaf Frederik Hjortberg, depicts not only living family members but also children who had already died — a copy of which can be viewed online (Wikimedia Commons, 2022). The deceased children appear as ghostly figures: disembodied presences neither fully absent nor fully present. In the case of one child, only part of the forehead and one eye remain visible. Hjortberg believed that, although their brief lives on earth had ended, they should not be excluded from the family portrait.

Mankell carefully walks the reader through the scene before reflecting upon its implications. He writes:

“What is so touching is the reluctance of the dead children to disappear. I know of no other picture that depicts so vividly the stubborn determination for life to continue” (Mankell, 2014, p. 8).

In only a sentence or two, fluid in its elegant phrasing, vivid imagery, and emotional depth, an entire world of thought reveals itself. Mankell’s stylistic choices captivate the reader through strong narrative control, trustworthy authorial presence, and reflective engagement with the complexity of his subject matter (Williams, 2013, pp. 34–35).

I adopted a similar approach in an essay entitled “The Ship of Theseus.” I introduced the thought experiment of the Ship of Theseus as a metaphor for the continual renewal of the human body. The essay emerged while revisiting a place. Like Mankell, I wandered into metaphysical reflection. I stood in a once vibrant location that had become desolate of human life, though still alive in memory. I concluded:

“Like the Ship of Theseus, we are designed for a great voyage where the past will never return, but its joys will be eternally relived in the great renewal.”

“Upliftingly serious” may sound oxymoronic, yet it accurately describes several of the refreshing essays strategically placed amidst the book’s heavier themes. Essay fifty-two, “The Happiness Brought by a Rickety Lorry in the Spring,” recalls a childhood memory from a small village where “nothing unexpected ever happened” (Mankell, 2014, pp. 227–229). The narrative is simple yet captivating in its lucid prose:

“The outside world had come to visit me. It was like a greeting from a country and people beyond the endless forests that radiated out from the little valley with the freezing cold river where I lived” (Mankell, 2014, p. 226).

Here, Mankell contrasts the warmth of “radiated” with the harshness of “freezing.” He captures the intimacy of childhood wonder through the innocent declaration that “the outside world had come to visit me.” Such structural interludes create balance amid the more emotionally demanding material.

In his essay “Backtalk,” Richard Hoffman discusses memoir as a means of resisting societal manipulation. He writes:

“It may be that, in our moment, the impulse to write memoir, the marriage of the personal essay with dramatic narrative, stems largely from the overload experienced by writers driven back by the torrent of propaganda that attempts to shape a consensus through the media” (Hoffman, 2011).

In Mankell’s fifth essay, “The Future is Hidden Underground,” his ethical concerns emerge prominently. He writes:

“The first time I heard the word ‘onkalo’ was in the autumn of 2012.”

Onkalo is a Finnish word meaning cavity or cavern (Mankell, 2014, pp. 18–22). Mankell discusses Finland’s plans to bury nuclear waste deep beneath the earth — waste that will remain dangerous for one hundred thousand years. The article appears buried within a newspaper column surrounded by celebrity gossip. Mankell reflects upon humanity’s reluctance to engage seriously with matters extending beyond trivial concerns. In an interview, he described his role as correcting humanity’s irrationality (Louisiana Channel, 2012). Consequently, he uses the essay form to challenge reassuring narratives surrounding nuclear safety:

“How is it possible to store lethal waste for millennia when the oldest man-made edifices reach back only five or six thousand years?”

Here, Mankell’s humanitarian socialism informs the merging of personal reflection with broader political concerns (Phillips, 2015).

I similarly combined the personal with wider social concerns while exploring marginalised voices (O’Reilly, 2022). By coincidence, while visiting Cumbria and reflecting upon my assignment, I met a man named Chris in an outdoor café. Chris, who was on the autistic spectrum, was walking around Britain not by choice but because he had become homeless following domestic abuse. I found myself confronting my own assumptions regarding homelessness, realising that I had stereotyped homeless people as addicts or alcoholics. Like Mankell, I chose to combine personal reflection with broader social issues, particularly society’s reluctance — including my own — to respond compassionately to marginalised individuals.

Ultimately, there are notable limitations within Mankell’s work. There is considerable telling rather than showing, largely due to the infrequent use of dialogue. Characters can appear two-dimensional, while some essays feel underdeveloped. There is also limited self-disclosure. As Dinty Moore observes, “Privacy is for the diary, and essays are for the reader” (Moore, 2010, p. 9). The individual receiving the greatest attention is Mankell’s father, a small-town judge who questioned his son’s youthful decision to move to Paris and become a writer: “Who has ever heard of a sixteen-year-old author?” Beyond this, there is little discussion of Mankell’s personal relationships despite four marriages and several children. Such restraint may disappoint readers seeking deeper revelation within the personal essay (Lopate, 1995, pp. xxvii–xxviii).

Granted, Mankell writes with an acute awareness that time is running out; therefore, he lacks the luxury of endless rumination characteristic of earlier essayists such as Montaigne. This may partly explain the limitations of the essays. Given more time, Mankell may have approached the work differently.

In summation, Mankell’s stylistic choices are skilfully constructed to guide the reader through an uplifting and reflective journey. He refuses to allow cancer to rob him of the time that remains, instead adopting a serious yet hopeful outlook on the world. Ultimately, he leaves humanity with a message of cautionary hope.

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Walking the Dark Road

I once belonged to a religion that many now accuse of being high controlling. Whether that judgment is entirely fair or not, I cannot deny that among many of its people there existed a deep sincerity, even if I now believe that sincerity was often guided by fear, control, and misplaced certainty.

Today the organisation is haemorrhaging numbers, and I often find myself thinking about the lost sheep who have wandered from it. Not with condemnation, but with compassion. Because when a person leaves a religion that has shaped most of their life, they do not simply walk away from doctrine. They lose an entire world.

They lose friends, identity, structure, purpose and sometimes family. I say sometimes due to members compromising their own belief system and continuing to associate with their relatives who have left which raises questions about the “believers “sincerity in itself.

In that darkness, many desperately search for something to replace what has been lost. Some run toward internet personalities, bloggers, online movements, or communities of former members. Others swing violently toward scepticism or cynicism. The soul, stripped bare, reaches for certainty again because silence can feel unbearable.

Yet perhaps the dark place is not always an enemy.

C. S. Lewis once wrote of those seasons where God seems absent, hidden, or silent. But sometimes that hiddenness is itself a kind of mercy. A stripping away of noise. A dismantling of false foundations so that faith may finally stand upon Christ alone rather than institutions, systems, or human authority.

If a wounded believer rushes too quickly into another framework, another teacher, another rigid certainty, they may merely exchange one captivity for another. But in the lonely wilderness something deeper can happen. The soul begins, perhaps for the first time, to encounter God without the machinery of religious pressure surrounding it.

The Christian’s identity is not ultimately found in organisations, leaders, or labels. It is found in Christ.

Perhaps one of the most beautiful lines in all of Scripture is found in Epistle to the Colossians 3:3:

“For you have died and your life is hidden with Christ in God.”

There is a profound tenderness in those words.

The believer’s true life is hidden:

• hidden from the world’s understanding,

• hidden sometimes even from the believer’s own sight,

• protected in God,

• untouched by worldly status, recognition, or approval.

A Christian may appear weak, overlooked, uncertain, or afflicted. Yet their deepest reality is concealed safely within Christ Himself.

The world measures life by visibility:
success, influence, beauty, possession, power.

But God measures differently. He looks for union with His Son.

And hidden things are often safest with God. Seeds grow hidden beneath the soil before they ever break into light. Roots deepen in darkness before branches can bear fruit. Even Christ Himself passed through the hiddenness of the tomb before resurrection morning came.

Perhaps many who leave controlling religion feel as though they are dying. In a sense, they are. Old certainties collapse. Old identities crumble. But death is not always destruction. Sometimes it is preparation.

The wilderness can become holy ground.

Not every unanswered question needs immediate resolution. Not every silence means abandonment. Faith does not always begin with clarity; sometimes it begins with exhaustion, with grief, with sitting quietly before God having nothing left to defend.

And there, in that strange and painful emptiness, Christ often meets people most gently.

Not as a system.
Not as an organisation.
Not as fear.

But as Himself.

For those wandering in confusion after leaving the religion that once defined them, perhaps this is the hope worth holding onto: your life was never meant to rest securely in human structures. Human systems fail. Religious movements rise and fall. But the soul that is hidden with Christ in God rests in something eternal.

And what is hidden with God is never truly lost.

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I am reading William Carlos Williams poems and I like his style. He is probably best known for The Red Wheelbarrow. The Red Wheelbarrow | The Poetry Foundation

The question is raised, what exactly depends on the red wheelbarrow? I think, nothing. Perhaps its the poet introducing an interesting start to draw the reader in. So do not tear your hair out with this.

The secret of unpacking his poems is don’t. 

A useful way to read Williams

Don’t ask first:

“What does it symbolize?”

Ask:

“What exactly am I being shown?”

Williams trusted physical reality itself to carry meaning. Scenes from everyday life.

His poems often work like moments of heightened attention; almost like glimpses where the ordinary world suddenly becomes luminous.

I tried to write in his style based on one of these memories that dance in our heads. I was on Troon beach in Ayrshire a year ago and observed a dog looking out to sea for some time. I wondered what he was thinking. He was alone on an empty beach.

Alone

Alone
on the wet sand

a dog
facing the sea

motionless
except for

the wind
lifting the fur

behind the ears—

as though
something there

far beyond
the blue water

had spoken
his name.

“Woe unto them that decree unrighteous decrees,

and that write grievousness which they have prescribed.”

— Isaiah 10:1

That’s Not How Political Power Works

Across the pages of the Bible runs a solemn and repeating pattern: rulers who make life difficult for God’s people may appear strong for a season, but their power never lasts forever. Kingdoms rise, governments harden themselves, leaders silence truth, and the faithful are pressured, mocked, imprisoned, or crushed beneath systems of fear. Yet again and again, scripture presents the same conclusion — earthly power is temporary, while divine justice remains.

Among all these rulers, Pontius Pilate stands as one of the clearest and most tragic examples.

Pilate was not remembered because he was exceptionally evil compared with history’s tyrants. He did not slaughter nations on the scale of emperors or conquerors. Instead, he represents something quieter and perhaps more dangerous: the leader who knows what is right but lacks the courage to defend it.

The Gospel accounts strongly suggest that Pilate recognized the innocence of Jesus Christ. He questioned Him personally. He declared publicly that he found no fault worthy of death. He understood that envy and political hostility were driving the accusations against Christ. Yet despite this knowledge, he surrendered truth to preserve political order and protect his own position.

Pilate feared unrest more than injustice.

That single decision sealed his place in history.

Throughout scripture, oppressive rulers often share this same blindness. Pharaoh hardened his heart against enslaved Israelites and watched Egypt collapse beneath judgment. Nebuchadnezzar II exalted himself in pride before being humbled. Ahab and Jezebel manipulated justice and destroyed innocent lives, only for ruin to follow their house. Again and again the Bible warns that rulers who oppose righteousness often mistake temporary authority for permanent security.

Pilate belongs to this pattern.

He sat in judgment over Christ believing he was protecting stability, but in truth he exposed the weakness of worldly power. Rome appeared invincible in his day. Its armies stretched across continents. Caesar’s authority seemed immovable. Yet the empire that condemned Christ eventually crumbled into history, while the name of Jesus spread across the earth.

That contrast is impossible to ignore.

Pilate washed his hands before the crowd as if responsibility could be removed through ceremony. Yet history remembered what the water could not erase. He authorized the crucifixion of a man he believed innocent because defending truth threatened his career and political peace.

This is why Pilate remains so relevant. He reveals that injustice is often carried forward not only by openly wicked men, but also by fearful men — men who compromise conscience for safety, approval, or position.

The pattern continues far beyond biblical times. History repeatedly shows leaders persecuting believers, suppressing truth, mocking faith, or placing unbearable burdens upon people seeking to live according to God. For a while such rulers often seem untouchable. Their systems appear permanent. Their voices dominate nations. Yet over time many fall into disgrace, collapse, isolation or historical shame.

The Bible’s message is not merely political; it is spiritual. God is portrayed as patient, but not blind. Power may delay consequences, but it cannot escape accountability forever.

Pilate himself seems to have ended in obscurity and disgrace. Historical traditions suggest he eventually lost favour with Rome after brutal actions in Samaria led to complaints against him. After being summoned back to answer before the emperor Tiberius, he disappears into uncertainty. Some traditions claim exile. Others say suicide. Whatever the precise details, the man who once wielded imperial authority vanished into the shadows of history.

Yet his name survived.

Not as a great ruler.

Not as a victorious governor.

But as the man who stood before truth incarnate and chose political survival instead.

That is the warning his story leaves behind. Leaders may command armies, shape laws, intimidate nations, and trouble the people of God for a season, but scripture repeatedly insists that no throne stands forever against righteousness. Human authority fades. Empires decay. Public opinion shifts like sand.

Scottish Family Party

The arrival of election leaflets has become one of the familiar rituals of modern Britain. Every few years they begin slipping through the letterbox in their bright colours and polished language, each one promising renewal, stability, prosperity, fairness, or change. The faces alter, the slogans evolve, but the underlying message remains much the same: trust us, and things will improve.

Yet as the years pass, many ordinary people cannot escape the feeling that the nation continues drifting deeper into confusion despite all the promises. Streets feel less safe than they once did. Communities seem more fragmented. Loneliness grows quietly behind closed doors. Anxiety, addiction, depression, and anger have become woven into everyday life. Governments come and go, but the deeper sickness remains untouched.

Last week, among the usual collection of campaign literature, there arrived a leaflet from a party I had never encountered before: Scottish Family Party. Whether one agrees with all of its policies or not is almost beside the point. What struck me was the simple use of the word “family.” In modern politics, family is often treated cautiously, almost apologetically, as though speaking of it too strongly risks offending the spirit of the age. Yet from a Christian viewpoint, family has never been a minor social arrangement. It is one of the foundations upon which healthy civilisation rests.

Christianity teaches that society is not held together merely by laws, markets, or political institutions. It is held together by moral bonds formed quietly over generations: fidelity between husband and wife, responsibility between parents and children, care for the elderly, sacrifice for others, and the slow shaping of character within the home. Before a child ever encounters the state, the media, or the workplace, they first encounter love, discipline, forgiveness, authority, and security — or the absence of them — within family life.

Much of modern politics seems preoccupied with treating symptoms while refusing to examine causes. We build larger systems to manage rising social disorder, yet rarely ask why disorder is increasing in the first place. We speak endlessly about economic policy, but far less about moral formation. We invest in programmes to deal with loneliness, crime, addiction, and fractured mental health, while often ignoring the collapse of stable relationships and the weakening of the family itself.

This is not to condemn those whose families have broken under hardship, betrayal, abuse, poverty, or grief. Many people carry wounds they did not choose. Christianity demands compassion before judgement. Christ Himself showed extraordinary tenderness towards the broken-hearted and those living amid failure and sorrow. But compassion should not prevent honesty. A civilisation cannot steadily erode marriage, weaken commitment, celebrate selfishness, and dismiss the importance of fathers and mothers without consequences eventually appearing throughout society.

There was a time when the family stood at the centre of community life. Elderly parents were cared for by their children. Fathers understood duty as something sacred rather than optional. Mothers were honoured for the immeasurable labour of nurturing the next generation. Children grew up surrounded by grandparents, cousins, neighbours, and church communities that reinforced moral expectations and offered stability. Imperfect though those times certainly were, there existed a stronger understanding that freedom without responsibility eventually becomes destructive.

Modern culture often encourages the opposite message. Personal fulfilment is treated as the highest good. Commitment is viewed as temporary. Relationships are increasingly fragile. Entertainment and technology consume attention while genuine human connection quietly weakens. The result is a society that possesses more convenience than ever before, yet often less meaning.

Politicians promise solutions to the resulting chaos, but governments are limited in what they can truly repair. The state can provide benefits, prisons, healthcare, regulations, and programmes, but it cannot manufacture virtue. It cannot legislate love into existence. It cannot replace the quiet moral education that once took place naturally within strong families and rooted communities. When those foundations weaken, governments expand endlessly in an attempt to compensate, yet the deeper emptiness remains.

Christians should also be careful not to place excessive hope in politics itself. No political party will redeem the nation. Elections matter, laws matter, and public morality matters, but spiritual decline cannot ultimately be solved through manifestos and campaigns. The problems of Britain — and indeed much of the modern West — are not merely economic or political. They are spiritual. A society that loses its sense of God eventually loses its sense of purpose, restraint, and even human dignity.

The Christian answer begins not in Westminster or Holyrood, but in repentance, faithfulness, and renewal of the heart. Strong societies grow from small acts of love and duty repeated over generations: parents remaining faithful to one another, children learning respect and responsibility, churches caring for the lonely, neighbours knowing one another, and ordinary people choosing sacrifice over selfishness.

Perhaps that is why the word “family” on a simple campaign leaflet lingered in my mind longer than the usual political slogans. In an age obsessed with systems, technology, and ideology, it quietly pointed back towards something older and deeper: the truth that civilisation is ultimately built not from government alone, but from the condition of the human soul and the strength of the bonds between people.

And once those sacred bonds begin to unravel, no amount of political management can fully hold a nation together.

Reference: Scottish Family Party

“The streets of London have their map, but our passions are uncharted.” — Virginia Woolf

There are lines in literature that feel less like sentences and more like small revelations. Woolf’s observation about maps and passions has always struck me that way — a reminder that the inner life refuses to be surveyed, measured, or neatly explained. We can chart the streets of a city, but not the hidden terrain of longing, fear, tenderness, or belonging. And sometimes it takes stepping into a landscape far from the city to realise how much of ourselves remains unmapped.

My wife and I were climbing Mam Tor in Britain’s Peak District at the weekend when this thought returned to me. The climb was sharp at times, the path busy with weekend walkers, and the ridge ahead opened like a long invitation. As we ascended, our conversation drifted to the question of what it means to be othered in British society — how easily people are placed into categories, and how those categories can harden into distance. I know that feeling. I was othered for leaving my religion. We spoke about the quiet ways people are made to feel out of place, and the equally quiet ways belonging can be restored. I see a sinister zeitgeist corrupting our feelings toward fellow humans and causing us, in the Christian paradigm, to fail in loving our neighbour as ourselves.

Somewhere along the ascent, we decided to do something simple: speak to the people walking beside us. Not as a project, not as a performance,  just as an act of human kindness. The hill was alive with voices: young Muslim women in head coverings, British-born lads with easy humour, Arab families wrapped against the sun, African students taking photos, Indian couples sharing snacks, a Lithuanian family as they sat on the grass. The diversity was not theoretical; it was right there on the path with us, breathing the same fresh air, taking in the same therapeutic view.

The conversations we had were small but vivid. One young girl caught me listening to her conversation and smiled. I jokingly said, “You cannot rant here.” Soon my wife and I were in conversation with these three Muslim girls about living in the moment and divine justice.

And so the day went. Nothing scripted. Nothing strained. Just the kind of encounters that happen when you meet people without armour, without assumptions, without the invisible lines that so often divide us.

As the landscape widened around us; the rolling hills, the long sweep of sky. Something in me loosened. The categories we had been discussing felt suddenly flimsy, like paper held up against the wind. Here we were, a collection of strangers from different backgrounds, different languages, different stories, all climbing the same hill for reasons we might never fully articulate. Woolf was right: our passions are uncharted. And yet, in moments like this, they seem to run parallel, as if some deeper current connects us beneath the surface.

At the summit, I smiled at four young Muslim girls sitting in a line that reminded me of those workers in New York having lunch in the heavens. Around me, people huddled for photos, shared flasks of tea, leaned into the landscape. There was a sense of camaraderie that didn’t need to be named. When we finally turned to leave, an Arab man stood nearby speaking into his phone. I caught his eye and smiled. He paused mid-sentence, smiled back, and in that brief exchange — no words, no explanations — the whole day seemed to gather itself into a single, quiet moment of recognition.

It struck me then that the map Woolf speaks of is not the one we hold in our hands, but the one we carry inside us — the one that tells us who belongs and who doesn’t, who is familiar and who is foreign. And perhaps the work of being human, or at least one part of it, is to redraw that map again and again, until the boundaries soften and the distances shrink.

Mam Tor didn’t give us answers. But it offered something gentler: a reminder that the world is full of people whose inner landscapes we will never fully know, yet with whom we share the same wind, the same path, the same fragile hope of being understood. And sometimes, all it takes to bridge the uncharted space between us is a smile returned on a stunning peak. As my wife and I drove back to Scotland and landed exhausted into bed, we prayed for the people embedded in our memory that day and in God’s grand eternal purpose.

"But in keeping with God’s promise,

we are looking forward to a new heaven and a new earth,

where righteousness dwells."

2 Peter 3:13

Gratitude Amidst the Stones

There are moments when the body feels like a quiet battlefield; when something unseen stirs beneath the surface and reminds you, gently but firmly, that life is fragile. Illness has a way of naming that truth. It arrived for me without ceremony, settling into three places at once, as though my own body had become a kind of Trojan horse. And yet, even there, life did not retreat.

At the beginning, there were careful words and cautious optimism. “We don’t use the word fatal,” the doctor said, and I have come to understand the wisdom in that. Life resists such final language. It continues, often stubbornly, in the face of uncertainty. Three years on, I find that the days are still full of ordinary rhythms, of quiet joys, of a gratitude that has deepened rather than diminished.

I think of this often when I walk through the Glasgow Necropolis. It rises above the city like a place set apart, where time feels both present and distant. On bright mornings, when the light softens the edges of thought, it becomes less a place of endings and more a place of perspective.

Among the stones, I find myself drawn not only to the length of lives but to their brevity. So many names belong to children, little lives scarcely begun, their years marked in small numbers that feel almost impossible to comprehend. They lived in harsher times, taken by illnesses that swept through like sudden storms. Their presence there is quiet, but it is not empty. I now understand why the Bible proverb in Ecclesiastes 7 says, “It is better to enter a house of mourning than a house of feasting.”

It is a strange grace to stand as an older man among the young who never grew old. Not guilt, but wonder rises, wonder at the sheer gift of years. Of all that has been lived: journeys taken, words written, faith questioned and found again, grief endured and softened. Life, in all its ordinary depth, reveals itself as something far more generous than we often notice.

In such a place, illness changes its shape. It no longer feels only like an ending waiting in the wings, but like a marker along the road; a reminder to look not only ahead, but also behind. However, many days remain, they are held alongside the many that have already been given. And that changes everything.

The questions that come are not neat ones. They drift through the quiet: what of those who never had time to choose, to believe, to become? And here, faith does not answer with certainty so much as with trust. The words of Christ linger: that the kingdom belongs to such as these. It is enough, perhaps, to believe that no life is misplaced, that mercy reaches further than our understanding.

Cemeteries carry a kind of equality. Every name rests the same, every story concludes in stillness. Yet for those who continue walking, there remains something extraordinary—time. Time not only as something passing, but as something full. Time to forgive, to notice, to love, to be thankful in ways that once felt unnecessary.

So, I keep walking. Not only through that city of the dead, but through each given day. Illness walks with me, yes—but so does gratitude. And so, in a quiet, steady way, does hope.

The Dream We Seem to Share

I woke at 6am this morning having something I felt I had to write about. It was about a trip I took this week and the people I met. There are places where something loosens in us before we quite understand why. I felt it this week in Oban, and more so on one of the small islands scattered beyond it, where land and sea seem to speak quietly to one another. I cannot say if it was the weather, or the softened cadence of those who live closer to the elements, but conversation came more easily there—between islander and visitor and tourist and visitor between strangers who, for a moment, did not feel entirely unknown.

It is as though such places carry their own steady rhythm. In cities, people pass through each other like shadows cast in haste, each life sealed behind invisible glass. But on the islands, people seem to move with one another, not as an effort, but as a condition of being. There are fewer layers to navigate, fewer roles to perform. A person stands before you not as a function, but simply as themselves—someone under the same sky, walking the same ground, breathing the same salted air.

The elements themselves seem to conspire in this quiet uniting. The breeze is not a backdrop but a presence. The shifting light, the sudden trickle of rain, the long silences between waves—these are shared experiences, not private inconveniences. When two people stand beneath the same settled sky, there is already something held in common before a word is spoken. It is a kind of unspoken fellowship, where connection does not begin with language but with noticing.

Time, too, feels altered. It stretches, not into emptiness, but into something more humane. There is less urgency pressing upon each moment, less demand to move on before something has had the chance to deepen. Conversations are not cut short by invisible clocks. They are allowed to breathe, to wander, to exist without purpose. And in that unhurried space, something truer often emerges.

There is also a quiet expectation, almost a moral one, that you will acknowledge another person’s presence. A nod, a brief word, a passing question—these are not gestures of politeness so much as recognitions of shared existence. To ignore someone would feel more unnatural than to greet them. And so, without quite realising it, you begin to fall into that rhythm yourself. You become more open, not by effort, but by exposure.

Yet it would be incomplete to say that this change belongs only to the place. Something within you shifts as well. The landscape does not merely surround you; it rearranges you. You begin to notice more and demand less. You become, perhaps, a little more willing to meet another person without the need to defend or define yourself. What emerges is a kind of relational clarity; where connection is no longer something to be achieved, but something that simply happens when presence is undisturbed.

And once you have known this, even briefly, the contrast with the guarded pace of busier places can feel almost jarring. You begin to sense how much of ordinary life is shaped by distance a distance carefully maintained, subtly enforced. The islands, in their quiet way, undo that distance.

The boundary between lives is thinner than we imagine, as though the stranger was never entirely separate, only waiting to be recognised. It was Walt Whitman I believe who wrote with a kind of trembling awareness: “ Whoever you are, I fear you are walking the walks of dreams...” It is a curious line, unsettling in its intimacy, as if he glimpsed something shared beneath the surface of all passing lives.

Perhaps that is what places like these awaken. Those who are drawn to beauty—to the quiet dignity of the earth’s finer places—often stand at the edge of a deeper recognition. It is not only that the world is beautiful, but that its beauty feels intentional, almost communicative. It does not seem like an accident one can easily dismiss. There is, woven into it, a suggestion of meaning, of design, of something that exceeds mere chance.

And alongside this is another quiet truth we carry: a reluctance to leave this world. Not simply out of fear, but out of a sense that we belong here, that there is something unfinished in our presence. It is as though the beauty we encounter is not only to be admired, but to be remembered; it points beyond itself.

The ancient writer of Ecclesiastes spoke of eternity being placed within the human heart, a strange and persistent awareness that we are made for more than the span we are given. And in the Gospels, Jesus Christ speaks to a dying man not of endings, but of arrival: “You will be with me in paradise.” It is a statement that does not argue, only invites.

So perhaps what is stirred in such places is not only a social ease, nor even a love of beauty, but a kind of homesickness for something we have not yet fully known. A shared dream, quietly carried, sometimes unspoken, yet recognised in moments of stillness; in a passing conversation, in a held glance, in the simple awareness of standing together under the same sky.

And for a moment, on a small island at the edge of the sea, it feels as though that distance between people, between longing and fulfilment, has narrowed, just enough to be felt.

Harlem Shadows

By Claude McKay

I hear the halting footsteps of a lass

In Negro Harlem when the night lets fall

Its veil. I see the shapes of girls who pass

To bend and barter at desire's call.

Ah, little dark girls who in slippered feet

Go prowling through the night from street to street!

Through the long night until the silver break

Of day the little gray feet know no rest;

Through the lone night until the last snow-flake

Has dropped from heaven upon the earth's white breast,

The dusky, half-clad girls of tired feet

Are trudging, thinly shod, from street to street.

Ah, stern harsh world, that in the wretched way

Of poverty, dishonor and disgrace,

Has pushed the timid little feet of clay,

The sacred brown feet of my fallen race!

Ah, heart of me, the weary, weary feet

Claude McKay’s Harlem Shadows is one of the defining poems of the Harlem Renaissance, yet it is also deeply connected to older poetic traditions. Written in 1922, the poem describes women walking the streets of Harlem at night, most likely sex workers, and reflects on the suffering, exploitation, and social decay hidden beneath the glamour of the modern city. McKay combines strict poetic form with powerful social criticism, creating a work that is both beautiful and deeply sorrowful.

The poem opens with a haunting image of women wandering through Harlem at night beneath “the haloes of the street lights.” The word “haloes” immediately introduces religious imagery. Haloes traditionally suggest holiness or sainthood, yet the women beneath them are trapped in poverty and desperation. This contrast creates tension from the very beginning. McKay refuses to present these women as immoral figures deserving condemnation. Instead, he frames them with dignity and sympathy, almost as tragic martyrs sacrificed by society.

Throughout the poem, sound plays an important role. McKay repeatedly draws attention to the women’s footsteps and voices, which echo through the streets. The rhythm of the poem resembles a slow procession or funeral march, reinforcing the atmosphere of exhaustion and grief. Harlem at night becomes a place of spiritual darkness were suffering repeats endlessly. The women are not presented as individuals with names or histories, but as part of a larger social tragedy.

One of the most striking aspects of Harlem Shadows is McKay’s use of traditional poetic structure. The poem is written as a sonnet, a form usually associated with love poetry and beauty. By choosing such a refined and classical structure to describe urban poverty and exploitation, McKay forces readers to confront subjects that polite society preferred to ignore. The elegant form does not soften the harshness of the poem; instead, it elevates the suffering of the women into something worthy of serious artistic and moral attention.

The poem also reflects McKay’s broader concerns about modern industrial society. Harlem is not shown as a place of freedom or celebration, but as a landscape shaped by inequality and economic desperation. The women walk because they must survive. Their suffering is tied to systems larger than themselves — poverty, racism, gender inequality, and the indifference of the city. McKay suggests that behind the bright lights of modern life lies spiritual emptiness and exploitation.

There is also a quiet anger beneath the poem’s sadness. McKay does not directly preach or argue, but his imagery exposes the hypocrisy of a society that allows such suffering to exist while pretending to be civilized. The religious symbolism deepens this criticism. The women are surrounded by images associated with holiness, yet society offers them no redemption, mercy, or protection. The city becomes almost morally diseased.

At the same time, Harlem Shadows possesses immense compassion. McKay looks upon these women not with judgment, but with grief. His poetry restores humanity to people often ignored or despised. This emotional honesty is one reason the poem remains powerful today. Even a century later, its themes of inequality, alienation, and hidden suffering still resonate strongly.

In the end, Harlem Shadows is both a social protest and a lyrical elegy. McKay transforms the streets of Harlem into a symbol of modern human suffering while preserving the dignity of those trapped within it. The poem’s beauty lies not only in its language and structure, but in its refusal to look away from pain. Through rich imagery, controlled form, and deep compassion, McKay created a poem that remains one of the most moving works of the Harlem Renaissance.