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Why Does God Not Make His Presence Known to Me?

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“The absence of God is only from the perspective of the person turned away.”

C.S. Lewis




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Why Does God Not Make His Presence Known to Me?

It is a question that some Christians ask themselves. The feeling of emptiness and distance from God. There are seasons in life when we sit in a religious service, sing songs of praise, listen to prayers and pray, and yet, feel nothing. The words fall from our mouths like dry leaves, brittle with routine. We read the Bible, but it seems like a closed book. We pray, but it feels like we’re speaking into the wind. We look for God but see only the fog.

It is one of the great anguishes of sincere faith: the silence of God.

And so, we ask: Why does God not make His presence known to me?

But the question might contain its own answer. For there is a difference between God not being present and God not being perceived. As C.S. Lewis once put it, “The absence of God is only from the perspective of the person turned away.”

Like a man with his back to the sun who wonders why everything is in shadow, we may live our lives turned away from the light. We go through the motions—meetings, prayer, preaching—but like somnambulists, we are not awake.

Paul, writing to the Ephesians, reaches into this very state of spiritual drowsiness and calls it by name:

“Wake up, O sleeper,

rise up from the dead,

and Christ will shine on you.”

(Ephesians 5:14)

Here is a startling truth: Christ shines on us not when we are good or deserving or loud in our faith, but when we wake up.

We often think God is hiding. But scripture paints a different picture. God is not the elusive one; we are the distracted ones. God is the burning bush that does not consume, but we are Moses before the awakening. God is the still small voice, but we are Elijah, still storm-tossed by wind and earthquake.

We have cultivated lives of noise, busyness, and performance. We are like a man carrying a candle in full daylight and wondering why it does not shine. The Christian environment can sometimes become like wallpaper: familiar, unexamined, uninspired. We know the phrases, the creeds, the prayers. But the heart is not engaged.

In ancient wisdom, the Hebrew prophets spoke of a time when people would “These people draw near to Me with their mouths and honor Me with their lips, but their hearts are far from Me. Their worship of Me is but rules taught by men.”  That distance, the gap between the lip and the heart, is often where the silence of God is most deafening.

The Christian fathers spoke of acedia as being a kind of spiritual listlessness, a soul’s sleepwalking. Not rebellion, not wickedness, just weariness. Dante placed it among the sins of the slothful, those who let divine opportunities pass while waiting for a voice that had already spoken.

One once said that asking why God doesn’t speak is like asking why your phone doesn’t ring when it’s turned off. God may be calling, but we’re in airplane mode.

Paul’s words offer more than a rebuke; they offer a revelation:

“Woe to those who dig deep

to hide their plans from the LORD.

In darkness they do their works and say,

‘Who sees us, and who will know? “”

 (Ephesians 5:15)

This is the miracle. When we wake up, when we rise from spiritual death, we do not just see the light—we become the light. We are not meant to be passive receivers of God’s presence, but radiant reflections of it.

So why does God not make His presence known to me?

Perhaps He has.
In the rustle of trees, the wordless kindness of a stranger, the ache you feel when you watch the sunrise alone. Perhaps God has not stopped speaking, but we have stopped listening.

The call is not to wait for a dramatic sign, but to wake up. To let the light in. To notice.

Like a sleeper stirring at dawn, may we rise—not because we feel worthy, but because He has already shone the light.

And in time, like windows catching the sun, we too may shine.


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In the Beginning Was the Equation

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Monday, 12 May 2025, 07:18


“As we look out into the universe and identify the many accidents of physics and astronomy that have worked together to our benefit, it almost seems as if the universe must in some sense have known that we were coming.”

Freeman Dyson


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A professor of maths  once mused that mathematics seems to exist outside space and time. Numbers do not wear out. Equations do not decay. The Pythagorean Theorem, like a star in a cloudless sky, shines just as brightly in the mind of a child today as it did among ancient Greek philosophers. Why is it that 2 + 2 equals 4—not just here, but anywhere, always? And why can this abstraction—unseen and untouchable—describe the ticking of atomic clocks and the spiralling arms of galaxies?

It is a question that mathematics itself cannot answer.

Mathematical truths are often treated as self-evident, but that assumption doesn’t explain their existence. Where did the truths come from? They are not physical. You cannot trip over the number two on a walk through the forest. You cannot bake “addition” in an oven. And yet, these invisible constructs govern everything from the flutter of a sparrow’s wing to the orbit of Jupiter. The universe obeys them—not because we’ve imposed them on it, but because they were already there.

That, to me, suggests more than order. It suggests intention. Perhaps we are not inventing mathematics at all. Perhaps we are discovering it, like explorers who stumble upon a world that was already drawn into the map of existence.

This insight forms the beating heart of intelligent design. The idea is not that science should be replaced with religion, but that the coherence and beauty of natural laws—especially those so immaterial and exact as mathematics—point to a rational origin. As the physicist and devout Christian Johannes Kepler once said, in discovering the laws of planetary motion, he felt he was “thinking God’s thoughts after Him.”

From a biblical standpoint, this makes sense. Genesis does not describe a chaotic, senseless cosmos but a world created by a logos—a word, a reason, a mind. The opening of John’s Gospel echoes this: “In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God...” That word, logos, is the same root from which we get “logic.”

C.S. Lewis pointed out that humans became scientific not in spite belief in God, but because of it. Belief in a rational Creator gave them reason to believe the world could be understood. The laws of nature are not simply “there”; they reflect a Lawgiver.

Without such a mind behind the math, we’re left with mystery upon mystery. Why does math work? Why can something so abstract describe a universe so concrete? Why is it not otherwise? As Einstein asked, “The most incomprehensible thing about the universe is that it is comprehensible.”

It is here that intelligent design offers not a scientific formula, but a philosophical and theological explanation: because it was designed to be understood. Because behind the symbols and the logic, there is a mind. A person. A Creator who speaks in the language of order, and who invites us to understand—not just the equations of the world, but the heart behind them.

So yes, 2 + 2 equals 4. Not just as a rule, but as a whisper. A quiet voice pointing beyond time and space to the One who wrote the rules in the first place.


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Waitin’ on a Sunny Day

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Saturday, 10 May 2025, 10:14




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Here I go again about that Hebrew word firgun. It's one of those words you can’t unsee once you know it. It means the joy we feel when we see others happy—not for anything they’ve done for us, not because it benefits us in any way, but just because they’re happy.

My eyes filled with tears last night for someone else’s happiness. Not someone I knew. Not even someone in the same country.

My wife and I were watching YouTube together, and, as algorithms do, it fed me something it knew I’d like: a video of 200 people in a field singing Bruce Springsteen’s Waitin’ on a Sunny Day.

Bruce Springsteen "Waitin' on a sunny day" - Over 200 Belgian musicians play for Bruce Springsteen

There they were, ordinary people singing with unbridled joy, their voices rising into the summer sky like birds that had forgotten what cages were. Something in that moment loosened something in me. When my wife stirred from her dream-slumber, began singing the chorus as sunbeams burst through the blinds. Scotland’s rare sunshine had found us.

But something deeper was happening.

Richard Dawkins, the renowned atheist and evolutionary biologist wrote:

“The universe we observe has precisely the properties we should expect if there is, at bottom, no design, no purpose, no evil, no good, nothing but blind, pitiless indifference.”

This made me pause.

Because if that were true; if the core of reality is truly indifferent, how do we explain firgun?

Why would we be wired to feel joy for someone else’s joy? Why would 200 strangers in another country move me to tears? Why would a wife, half-dreaming, wake up singing a song that connects her heart to mine?

Why do love, empathy, kindness, virtue, and sacrificial acts even exist in such a universe? Why does someone throw themselves in front of a train to save a child they don’t know? Why do we applaud goodness, even when it costs us?

You see, if we are merely the product of mindless evolution, if life is nothing more than survival and replication, then firgun is a liability. Altruism is wasteful. Empathy is inefficient. Kindness is, frankly, irrational.

But we know better. Our souls testify otherwise.

The world may sometimes appear indifferent, even cruel. But these moments—these little sunlit mercies—speak of something deeper. A moral inheritance. A spiritual dimension that no algorithm or formula can quite grasp.

We are not merely atoms and appetites. We are image-bearers of something greater. Something that smiles when we smile, that weeps when we weep. Something, someone, who planted the seeds of firgun in our hearts as evidence that love, not indifference, has the final word.

1 John 4:8 tells us who God is:

“God is love.”


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Imagine That!

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“This world is but a canvas to our imagination.”

Henry David Thoreau




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Imagine That!

One of the strangest things about being human is that we can suffer over things that aren’t real. We cry at the death of a character in a novel, even though we know they never lived. We lie awake at night rehearsing arguments we’ll never have, with people who aren’t in the room. We fall in love with an imagined future and grieve when life turns out otherwise. No other creature does this. A dog doesn’t weep at the idea of not going on that cruise advertised on TV. A robin doesn’t dream of flying to the moon.

But we do. We live in the what if, the maybe, the someday. We are builders of castles in the air—and mourners when they collapse.

It’s a strange gift. Our imagination gives us art, poetry, worship, science fiction, hope. I recall doing my master’s in creative writing and specialising in essays. One of my tutor marked assignments got me an incredibly high mark and the essay just fell out of my imagination just like that. Many writers and songwriters have had similar experiences. It seems the imagination can produce the goods when one concentrates.

I recall trying to memorise the periodic table and after two hours it was done. I just took an imaginary road trip and related certain elements to the places I passed.

In our imagination we build cathedrals, write symphonies, and spark revolutions. It lets us long for justice and picture peace before either exists. But it also burdens us with fear. We panic over possible diagnoses before the test results are in. We hold grudges for things never said but fully imagined. We construct entire identities around old wounds, building echo chambers in our heads where the past is always speaking.

I sometimes wonder what it would be like to live like the sparrow in the hedge, responding only to what is. No dread of the future. No mourning of the past. No mental reruns. Just now—the glint of the sun, the rustle of a leaf, the instinct to fly.

But that’s not the life we were given. Instead, we are creatures of memory and forethought, bound by what was and drawn forward by what might be. Our pain often comes not from what has happened, but from what we think could happen—or should have.

And yet… our greatest joys come from the same place. The hope of reconciliation. The dream of a better world. The sense that something greater lies beyond what we see.

That’s the paradox: we are the only species that suffers from imagination, and the only one saved by it.

We imagine God. Eternity. A new beginning. These are not mere illusions. They are signposts, suggesting that we are made for more than mud and molecules. The ache for something beyond may be the best evidence that we are meant for something beyond.

It is strange to be human. Strange and beautiful. We are haunted by the unreal yet often healed by it too. Our minds are theatres, sanctuaries, and sometimes prisons. But even in our darkest thoughts, a flicker of light persists: the ability to imagine a way out. A way forward. A way home.

 

Rather, as it is written:

“No eye has seen,

no ear has heard,

no heart has imagined,

what God has prepared for those who love Him.”

But God has revealed it to us by the Spirit.

Ephesians I:9,10. BSB.

 

 


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The Watchmen at the Gates of Dawn

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The Watchmen at the Gates of Dawn

They are shaped like almonds. Not nutritious as, but invaluable for cognition and functionality. I say “they” because we have two. Divided by a great wall, and yet, they share my thoughts.

Deep within the human brain lay the amygdalae. Though humble in size, they carry the weight of our life’s memories as they scan the horizon for anything that can potentially cause harm. They are the emotional watchman at the gate of our consciousness, standing guard in the shadows, alert to threat.

But like any faithful guards, it can be shaped by trauma.

In my own life, the amygdalae have become attuned—some might say over-attuned—to danger. A trauma in childhood trained it to keep the gates sealed tight, to be suspicious of certain tones, glances, and energies. Malice, aggression, hate—these now trigger deep internal signals: retreat, protect, withdraw. And I have listened. Not because I lack courage, but because I have learned, over time, the cost of leaving the gate unguarded to such humans.

The amygdales don’t use language. They speak through bodily sensations—a racing heart, a tight chest, the urge to flee. It remembers what the rational brain forgets. Even when the mind tells us, “You’re safe now,” the watchman may still see the shadows of the past cast over the present.

This is the paradox of being human: that our greatest protectors can also become our prison guards. That what once saved us might now isolate us.

And yet, the brain is not fixed. The amygdalae, like any seasoned gatekeepers, can be retrained. It listens—slowly, cautiously—to love, to safety, to consistency. It can learn to soften its alarms. Through prayer, silence, and the gentle presence of those who mean us no harm, the watchman may one day look out from the gate and find the landscape changed. Not a battlefield, but a garden.

I no longer fault my amygdalae for their vigilance. They have earned their scars. It remembers what I cannot bear to revisit. But I invite it to look again, to watch not only for danger—but for goodness too.

Because being human is not just about surviving the night. It's about learning, eventually, to trust the dawn.

 

He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High

will abide in the shadow of the Almighty.

I will say to the LORD, “You are my refuge and my fortress,

my God, in whom I trust.”

 

Psalm 91:1-2 BSB



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How Mature are You? Can you be Trusted?

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Wednesday, 7 May 2025, 04:56



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The Trustworthy Life

 If your closest companion, your mate, a long-time friend, or a  family member were asked to rate your trustworthiness on a scale of one to ten, what score might they give you? And if they were someone known for their honesty, not one to flatter or withhold truth out of politeness, how might their answer sit with you?

It’s a sobering thought, but also a sacred one.

We live in a world where trust is a rare and precious currency. To be counted trustworthy is not a sentimental compliment, but a statement of character. Trust is the foundation of all meaningful relationships, and when it is broken, the cost is heartbreak, silence, and distance. As the Psalmist prayed in humility and self-awareness: "Set a guard, O Lord, over my mouth; keep watch at the door of my lips." (Psalm 141:3) Our words, especially when spoken in confidence or anger, can shape or shatter someone's view of the world—and of us.

Among the many words for betrayal in the languages of the world, the Japanese Uragiri stands out. It literally means “cutting from behind.” What an image. You trust someone enough to walk ahead, to expose your back, believing they’ll guard it, not wound it. But some will. Whether in workplaces, families, or religious communities, there will always be those who whisper behind closed doors, who twist your words, who reveal what was shared in sacred confidence.

Perhaps the deepest wound of betrayal is not merely the breach of trust, but the silence in which it is committed; the lack of presence to defend oneself, to clarify, to correct. There is something cruel in being judged in absence, misrepresented in whispers. Psalm 41 gives voice to that pain:

"My enemies say with malice: 'When will he die and be forgotten?'
My visitor speaks falsehood; he gathers slander in his heart;
he goes out and spreads it abroad…
They imagine the worst for me: 'He will never rise again.'"
(Psalm 41:5–8)

These ancient words still echo in our modern wounds.

Yet not all is lost in the face of betrayal. There is hope. There is healing.

One of the wisest things we can do is to become the kind of person we ourselves wish we could trust. Someone who keeps confidences as sacred, who does not need to be told “don’t repeat this” because integrity is second nature. Someone who chooses dignity over drama, and compassion over gossip.

There are people in my past who never got close to knowing me—not because I was aloof, but because they had not earned my trust. And perhaps that’s the quiet wisdom life teaches us: you cannot share your soul with those who do not treasure it. We are not here to harden or to hide, but to love. And to love well, we must learn when to open our hearts, and when to guard them.

Trust is not a soft virtue; it is a strong one. It is forged in honesty, humility, and the ability to keep another’s story safe. And those who live trustworthy lives not only gain the respect of others—they gain the deeper dignity of self-respect. They sleep with a clear conscience. They speak without hidden agendas. They love without fear of betrayal, because they themselves would never betray.

So, if the question stings— “What mark out of ten would they give me?”—treasure the sting. Let it be a wake-up call, not a condemnation. A call to step into maturity, into grace, into a trustworthy life.

Because in the end, a life of trust is more peaceful. It’s more human. It’s more like Christ.


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Seen and Loved: A Reflection on Being Different

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Seen and Loved: A Reflection on Being Different

Inspired by Matthew from The Chosen

My wife and I have been watching The Chosen. Like any portrayal of the life of Jesus, it has its critics—what’s new? But in the quiet moments, in the glances exchanged and the words not said, it offers something beautiful. For me, it’s the character of Matthew who stands out.

Not because he’s portrayed as neurodivergent, although that may be part of it. But because he knows what it’s like to be on the outside looking in. To be met with puzzled looks instead of warm smiles. To be judged not for what you've done, but for who you are—your tone of voice, your silence, your need for order, or your lack of small talk.

How many of us have lived that story?

Some of us carry what the world calls “quirks.” We may speak differently, think differently, organize our lives with a precision that others can’t understand. We may struggle in noisy crowds or with the unspoken rules of social interaction. And in a culture that prizes sameness and speed, it can feel like we’re standing still on the wrong side of the glass.

But what I see in Matthew’s story—and more importantly, in Jesus’ response to him—is something healing. Jesus doesn’t ask Matthew to “tone it down” or fit in. He simply says, Follow me.

He calls the whole person.

And that, to me, is the Gospel in miniature. That God doesn’t just tolerate difference—He chooses it. He sees the order in our minds, the care in our words, the depth behind our silences. He sees the pain of rejection, and the courage it takes to keep showing up. And he calls us anyway.

To those who feel different—neurodivergent, misunderstood, or simply “other”—you are not broken. You are not less than. You are seen, loved, and invited. Just like Matthew.

The world may pass by, misunderstanding what it sees. But Jesus stops. And when he calls your name, he calls all of you—every carefully arranged thought, every stammered word, every quiet strength.

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But the LORD said to Samuel,

 “Do not consider his appearance or height, for I have rejected him; the LORD does not see as man does. For man sees the outward appearance, but the LORD sees the heart.” I Samuel 16:7


Jesus Calls Matthew the Tax Collector (The Chosen Scene)

 


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So Britain Is Bottom of the Joy Class

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Sunday, 4 May 2025, 10:35

"Many walk around with faces like the Lewis Chessmen—ancient, unmoving, locked in a sort of permanent despair."



I woke this morning with the feeling that the Vikings had just raided. The latest study shows that Britain is at the bottom of the class when it comes to joy—and the world’s press, from the Arab world to India and the West, seem to gloat in our misery.

But did we really need a study to tell us what we already feel? Thick gloom hangs over the land. Many walk around with faces like the Lewis Chessmen—ancient, unmoving, locked in a sort of permanent despair.

So how do we console ourselves?

Here’s my answer: grab your backpack and head for something exciting—like a long walk. Try the West Highland Way or the Pennine Way or follow any trail near you. Meet the world out on the footpaths and rediscover the joy that’s quietly waiting in nature. It’s not about money or status. It’s about connection.

Look at the Philippines and Indonesia—both top of the global joy charts. Having travelled to the Philippines, I can tell you what their secret is: social connection and spirituality. But I tell you, the gloom will only deepen if we stay in that cycle of social media and the cyber hive. It’s time for a radical shift. Go out there and see why many from around the world visit our nature.

Step outside. Breathe. Talk to a stranger. Meet the many tourists who come to our shores to experience our landscapes. We have something special here.

But there’s something even deeper behind the joy factor: spirituality. Many of the happiest countries in the study are places where belief and hope still live at the heart of the culture. There’s a quiet revival happening—especially among the young. More and more are returning to churches, particularly young men. Figures like Jordan Peterson and various online thinkers are sparking something—a light in the gloom.

If you've never opened a Bible, why not give it a try? Start with the Gospel of Matthew. You might be surprised by how much it speaks into our modern fog.

In the end, joy isn’t something the world hands you. It’s something you choose to seek. Sometimes, it begins with lacing up your boots, turning off your phone, and walking out into something bigger than yourself.


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The Camino de Santiago; It's Time For the Pilgrimage

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"We do not need to explain these long walks to everyone...those who have walked understand: the trail changes you. And once it does, the walk never truly ends."



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It's Time For the Pilgrimage 


There is a mystery to long walks in the world’s grand places. Across continents and cultures, from the dusty paths of the Camino de Santiago to the granite trails of the West Highland Way, Klipspringer Hiking Trail the, Yosemite Grand Travers, the wind-carved coastlines of Norway or Italy and Austria's Alpine regions people set off, boots laced, and packs loaded, with a longing that’s difficult to articulate. It’s more than tourism. More than exercise. The terrain speaks to something deeper. Something ancient.

What drives us to take these long, solitary walks? Why are so many drawn to leave behind the comforts of modern life to trek through mountains, deserts, moorlands, and forests—sometimes for days or even weeks at a time?

The Call of the Wild Places

The natural world has always been the setting for spiritual encounters. Moses met God on a mountain. Jesus fasted in a wilderness. The early Celtic saints sought the thin places—those wild spaces where the veil between heaven and earth seemed worn, transparent. There’s something about vastness and silence that awakens the soul.

When we step into these grand landscapes, we enter a different rhythm. The chatter of daily life falls away, replaced by the whisper of wind through grass, the cry of a bird overhead, the distant rush of water. Walking becomes a kind of prayer—each step a word, each mile a verse in a slow, unfolding psalm.

In such places, God seems nearer, not because He is more present there, but because we are. Our minds settle. Our eyes open. We begin to see not just creation, but the Creator’s imprint on every rock and tree and changing sky.

Stripping Away What Doesn't Matter

Long-distance walking has a humbling effect. It pares life down to essentials: water, rest, food, warmth. We learn the cost of carrying too much, both literally and figuratively. There is a discipline in choosing what to leave behind. In this simplicity, we begin to notice how cluttered our lives have become—how many of our worries are unnecessary, how much noise we live with.

In the walking, we begin to shed more than weight. We shed the versions of ourselves we’ve been holding tightly to: the competent professional, the overachiever, the person always in control. On the trail, we become something more elemental. Human, vulnerable, dependent.

The journey becomes a mirror. With no screens to distract, no tasks to complete, we’re left with ourselves. And it is in this solitude—sometimes uncomfortable, sometimes liberating—that many begin to face long-buried thoughts or griefs. Walking through wildness often becomes a form of healing, because the path doesn’t ask for eloquence or perfection—only honesty and movement.

On Meeting Strangers

Though many set out alone, the trail has a way of bringing people together. There’s something deeply human in meeting someone at a trail marker, sharing a flask of coffee, comparing blisters and stories. These encounters are rarely shallow. Perhaps it’s the shared vulnerability of the walk that opens people up. The miles invite reflection, and reflection seeks expression.

In these fleeting friendships—formed over shared hardship, under starry skies or in stormy weather—we’re reminded of a truth: that life, like the trail, is meant to be walked together, at least in part. There's no need for small talk when both people are tired, sore, and staring into the same majestic landscape. Conversation moves quickly to things that matter.

Finding the Self You Lost

The great paradox of pilgrimage is that it often begins with a desire to escape but ends in rediscovery. We go to get away from the demands and routines of life, but in doing so we encounter a version of ourselves we had forgotten.

Out in the open, stripped of pretence, we meet the child who once loved stars, the soul who still dreams, the person who prays not in words but in wonder. Somewhere between the first mile and the final descent, we recover what the noise and pace of life had eroded: a sense of direction, of calling, of hope.

The road does not give answers easily. But it shapes us. It teaches patience. It demands perseverance. It opens the door to awe. And awe, I believe, is the beginning of wisdom.

The Ongoing Journey

There’s a reason why, after the walk is done, so many return home changed. Not always in ways visible to others—but changed, nonetheless. They carry in their memory the scent of pine, the shimmer of dawn mist, the silence of ridgelines, the sound of their own heartbeat in remote places. They carry a renewed sense that life is not just a list of obligations, but a path.

The world’s grand places—its mountain paths and coastal ways, its desert trails and forest roads—call us not just to see beauty, but to remember what it means to be human. To walk with purpose. To endure with grace. To feel small and yet known.

We do not need to explain these long walks to everyone. Some things are better understood with the feet than with the tongue. But those who have walked understand: the trail changes you. And once it does, the walk never truly ends.

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A memorable encounter on a quiet pathway never forgotten

They asked each other, “Were not our hearts burning within us as He spoke with us on the road and opened the Scriptures to us?” 

Luke 14 (BSB).



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The Divine Pulse in a Secular World

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Friday, 2 May 2025, 08:23


"What happens when we sever the roots that nourished us?

 A tree doesn’t collapse the day it’s cut. It stands for a while. 

But then, it fades. The fruit stops. 

And one day, it falls."

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They’re coming.

From the east and the south, through shattered cities and weary camps, countless souls are heading West. They’re not chasing only comfort or calm, they’re drawn by something subtler. Something you can’t quite see, like the warmth of firelight flickering just out of sight. It’s more than opportunity they seek; it’s a way of living. A way that, whether we say it or not, was shaped long ago. By the Bible.

Even now, when faith is often muted or moulded to fit modern tastes, the pulse of Christian scripture still runs deep beneath our cultural skin. Believer or not, we walk through a world that echoes something holy.

Look close at our laws and you’ll spot ancient wisdom beneath the legal lingo. “Do not murder.” “Do not steal.” “Don’t bear false witness.” These aren’t just lines carved in stone—they’re the spine of our justice. We punish violence. We guard the truth. We honour promises. What’s now codified in law once lived in hymns and homilies.

The West, for all its flaws, tried to build on that base. Hospitals began as acts of mercy. Universities like Harvard and Oxford sprang from a hunger to know God and serve society. Our instinct to care for the sick, the outsider, the poor. This didn’t grow from pragmatism, but from the radical idea that every human bear God’s image.

Yet today, many hold that the cosmos is cold and empty. No truth. No purpose. No obligation. But in such a world, why care? Why forgive? Why show mercy when no one's keeping score?

Altruism isn’t so easily pinned to evolution. It doesn’t fit the model of survival first. Still, it endures like a stubborn echo from another place. We give. We grieve injustice. We send aid across oceans. Some even lay down their lives. What moves us, in a world that claims meaning is myth?

Something deeper stirs us. A memory hidden in our culture’s bones. Like a tune from childhood, the Bible hums through our values, even when we think we’ve tuned it out.

Just listen: we still speak of grace, of purpose, of redemption. We say someone “redeemed themselves,” barely pausing to feel the weight of that word. Even our calendar counts from Christ. Our holidays, our language, our rhythms, they bear His imprint.

And we shouldn’t be embarrassed by this legacy. We should cherish it. Because the justice we pursue, the compassion we show, the dignity we assume—these aren’t givens. They were learned. Fought for. Fed by generations of spiritual discipline.

Of course, the West’s story has ugly shadows. Hypocrisy. Empire. Bloodshed. These truths must be faced. But they don’t erase the good. Christian faith sparked abolition. It birthed aid missions. It fuels hope still. In hearts that rebuild, forgive, and begin again.

And so, the question: What happens when we sever the roots that nourished us? A tree doesn’t collapse the day it’s cut. It stands for a while. But then, it fades. The fruit stops. And one day, it falls.

We are in that waiting time. The season of slow withering. We want the fruit but not the root. Justice, without the Judge. Peace, without the Prince. The kingdom, but not the King.

But freedom alone isn’t enough. We crave meaning. We want to believe that love is more than brain chemistry, that pain has purpose, that goodness is no fluke. That longing, it’s not weakness. It’s a sign. A hint that we were made for more.

Maybe that’s why they come. Not just to flee, but to arrive. To taste the fruit of a tree they didn’t plant but somehow know.

A tree whose leaves still heal.
A tree with roots in forever.

"He has shown you, O man, what is good. 

And what does the LORD require of you but to act justly, 

to love mercy, and to walk humbly with your God?"

Micah 6:8


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6 Degrees to 4.7 Degrees of Separation and Narrowing

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"The soul should always stand ajar..."

— Emily Dickinson 



One summer afternoon, my wife and I found ourselves wandering through the heart of Edinburgh. The city was alive—the Edinburgh International Festival in full swing—its streets a river of faces, music, and colour. As we strolled along The Royal Mile, weaving through the crowds, I glanced around at the endless tide of people and turned to my wife.

"It's strange," I said, "but we're connected, somehow, to everyone here."

I was thinking about the old idea of six degrees of separation—the notion that, at most, six social connections link any two people on Earth. It first caught public imagination back in 1929, when Hungarian writer Frigyes Karinthy penned a short story exploring the theory.

But our connection to strangers, I realised, isn't just about having some ancient Celt in our family tree, waving a claymore across the misty glens. It’s something closer, more immediate. The idea that through friends, colleagues, or even a neighbour's brother-in-law, we are just a few steps away from anyone on the planet.

And sometimes life offers moments that make you believe it.

2008: An Auspicious Coincidence

It was during the depths of the British recession. I had flown to Krakow, Poland—my first time there—with the heavy purpose of visiting Auschwitz. One evening, sitting in a bustling square, I shared a meal with some friends, the laughter and chatter of other diners surrounding us like a low tide.

Across the way, I noticed a young man—maybe 22—stealing glances at me. He watched, hesitated, and finally stood up, slipping on his jacket. As he made to leave, he veered toward me, almost awkwardly.

"Excuse me," he said. "Did you give a lecture in the Scotland about young people in crisis?"

I blinked, surprised. "Yes," I said. "How on earth do you know that?"

He smiled and explained: he had a copy of the lecture on CD, passed to him by a friend of a friend.

"It was your voice," he said. "I recognised your voice."

Six degrees of separation? Sometimes, it feels like only one.

In 2011, Facebook researchers analysed the entire network of Facebook users — over 700 million people at the time — and found that the average separation between any two users was only 4.74 degrees. That’s even closer than the original theory suggested! It was living proof, using modern data, that the world really is incredibly connected.


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Wanted, Fellow Pilgrims on the Road to Life

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"The disciple whom Jesus loved."


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Throughout my life, I’ve let go of friends, not with bitterness, nor in haste, but with the slow, certain pull of time and truth. There’s a kind of mourning in it, a quiet ache, yet also a breath of renewal, it’s like walking out of a room that has grown too small and breathing in wide, open air.

When I was younger, friendships came easily. A shared laugh, a nearby desk, a common hobby — those were enough, or at least they seemed so. But as the years slipped by, I found that companionship alone could not fill the deeper spaces of the heart. Real friendship, I realized, isn’t just about enjoying someone’s presence; it’s a shared loyalty to something larger than ourselves, notably truth, goodness and  loyalty to the things that still matter long after the laughter fades.

C.S. Lewis once said, in The Four Loves, that friendship is born when one soul says to another, “What! You too? I thought I was the only one.” It’s that glimpse of a common truth, a shared vision, that binds people deeper than circumstance ever could. And when that shared glimpse fades — or was never truly there — even the easiest friendships eventually wither.

Even in a Christian life, where love for all is our call, not every bond is meant for intimacy. Love is owed to everyone; closeness is a stewardship. Even Jesus, loving with a perfect heart, drew nearer to some more than others. Among the Twelve, there was John — “the disciple whom Jesus loved” — a quiet closeness Scripture hints at but does not fully unfold. Jesus loved them all. Yet with John, there was something different: a deeper resonance, a knowing beyond words.

I think of that often, when I feel the pull to step closer to some and quietly part from others. It isn’t a failure of love; it’s honouring the rare gift that true friendship is: a joining of hearts chasing the same light.

Some friends I left behind because our paths no longer bent toward the same truth. Some ties were nothing more than nostalgia wrapped in the illusion of love. Others slowly showed a dissonance too deep for even kindness to bridge. In letting them go, I’ve made space for what is real, companions who hunger for the same kingdom, whose eyes are softened by the same mercy.

There’s no anger in it, only gratitude for the good memories, and for the clearer path ahead.

I’ve come to believe we are shaped by those we walk with. And as the years gather behind me, I find I have less patience for those who tread lightly over sacred things. To love all is a command; to choose friends with care is a sacred task.


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A Personal Reflection on Faith and Love

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The more afraid someone is of being vulnerable, 

the more likely they are to crave power to protect themselves.


As a Christian, I find my mind increasingly troubled, caught between a faith rooted in Christ’s simplicity and a world of religious institutions that elevate men to positions that seem perilously close to divine authority. What was meant to offer sanctuary often unsettles my soul instead. These systems, while proclaiming themselves divinely inspired, assert possession of “the truth,” yet over time they reveal a disquieting instability: doctrines shift, policies mutate, the certainties they once insisted upon are revised or abandoned altogether. For a faith founded on eternal constancy, such wavering is a source of deep spiritual anguish.

The voice of Jesus, however, cuts through the noise with unwavering clarity. I hear His words like a balm: Ephesians 2:18 — “For through him we both have our access in one Spirit to the Father.” Access not mediated by man, not rationed out by councils or congregations, but granted directly through the Son. No hierarchy. No gatekeepers. Just the open arms of the Father.

And yet, this pure truth collides painfully with the systems that call themselves "Christian." How can one be "God-inspired" when the truths declared today contradict the convictions of yesterday? The inconsistency rattles my conscience. It feels not like the sure hand of God but like the restless reshaping of human hands hands that are ever building, ever altering, ever grasping.

I struggle especially with the triangular power structures so often found: a narrow summit crowded by men who demand obedience, beneath which the faithful are organized in descending ranks. It is a vision of authority that seems so far removed from the Servant-King who knelt to wash feet. These leaders, in claiming a special insight into the will of God, all too often position themselves between the believer and the Father, a role Christ alone was meant to fill. Instead of nurturing a personal relationship with God, such systems seem designed to tether believers to the institution itself, binding them with obligations of loyalty and conformity.

Nowhere is the fracture more visible than in the practices of disfellowshipping, excommunication, and shunning. I have seen the devastation first-hand: families torn, lifelong friendships shattered, hearts broken, not because of rebellion against Christ, but because of a refusal to conform to human interpretations. To see love wither under the weight of institutional control wounds me more deeply than words can say.

I cannot help but think of the Pharisees whom Jesus rebuked — men who, under the guise of devotion, twisted God’s law into heavy burdens. Jesus did not condemn their desire for righteousness but their blindness to love. And now, I see the same spirit alive: a fierce preservation of order at the expense of mercy, a clinging to image over compassion.

Even worse, some of these institutions, in their desperation to protect themselves, have hidden grievous wrongs. Stories of abuse, concealment, and silence abound, revealing a chilling truth: when survival of the organization becomes the highest aim, Christ’s call to love the least of these is drowned out.

Despite this, my heart remains tender. I do not look down on those who remain within these structures. I understand the longing for belonging, for certainty, for a place to anchor one’s soul. Many within are sincere, seeking God with all they have. I love them — they are my brothers and sisters, fellow wanderers in search of home.

But I cannot quiet the deep, persistent voice within me — a voice that whispers of another way. A way free from the heavy scaffolding of human authority. A way rooted in Christ alone. A way where love is not subject to committees, and access to the Father is not doled out as a reward for obedience.

In the end, all the shifting doctrines, all the changing policies, all the clamour of human systems fall away before the simple, unchanging truth:
Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life.
No institution, no council, no leader can stand in His place. Through Him alone, I have access to the Father.
And through that access, I find peace.


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Parents, Who Would Have Them?

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“The pain of youth becomes the story of age.”
Victor HugoLes Misérables 


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It’s a pleasant spring morning in Scotland. I’m giving my legs a shuffle and feeling my heart pumping life force around my body. It’s the Clyde Walkway, and I figure I’ll do a ninety-minute walk before picking up a new guitar in Glasgow.

Apparently, the man walking on my left comes from the same town I grew up in until I was fourteen. He goes on to tell me the most bizarre story.

     “I’m at school one morning.” (Isn’t it strange, how we speak of the past in the present?)

     “What school?” I ask.

     “St Gerard’s, in Govan,” he replies, then continues. “After school that day, I go to the Plaza to see The War Wagon.”

     “Oh, I saw that! Wasn’t the movie shown with it The Perils of Pauline? Goodness, I had a teenage crush on Betty Hutton. My pal Dec and I went to see it three times in one week,” I say.

     “So, after the movies, I go home—and guess what?” he says.

     “What?”

     “No one’s in. They did a runner. Moved.”

     “Get away.”

     “Sure. I knock on the neighbour’s door, and they tell me the removal lorry came and took everything away that afternoon.”

     “So, what did you do?”

     “I call my grannie, and she tells me they’ve moved from Govan to Pollok.”

     “What happened next?”

     “I have no money, so I walk it—from Govan to Pollok. And when I got home, it was just like another day. My mother said, ‘How was school today?’”

While we walked, a silence descended as I tried to take all this in. I think kids were tougher back in the day. But that depends on the time, place and guardians. "The past was a different country, they did things differently there" the author wrote.

But then I asked my fellow walker, “So what was the story? Why didn’t you know you were moving?”

     “I must have just forgot they told me we’d be moving that day.”

     "Sure, give them the benefit of the doubt; it's the right thing to do."

 

 

 

 


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What's Missing in Life?

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Joy was a “desire that is itself more desirable than any satisfaction.”




“You have made us for yourself, O Lord, and our heart is restless until it rests in you.”

— Augustine, Confessions

There is an ache that follows us, quietly persistent. We feel it in the stillness after the music fades, in the let down that follows even our happiest moments, in the silence after a longed-for dream has been realised, and still, something is missing. Some try to fill it with materialism, the new car, the new house, sex, travel and other forms of temporary pleasures that create that dopamine lift that quickly fades.

Augustine named this ache centuries ago. It is the restlessness of the soul made for another world.

Augustine’s confession is not just personal it's universal. Every human life is lived in pursuit of something that seems always just out of reach. The ancient philosopher Blaise Pascal described it as a “God-shaped vacuum” in the heart of every man, something no created thing can fill. We attempt to plug it with distractions, with ambition, with relationships, with causes, but none last. They flicker, and the ache returns.

C.S. Lewis, perhaps our greatest modern apologist of longing, called this ache Joy, but not joy in the way we commonly speak of it. For Lewis, Joy was a “desire that is itself more desirable than any satisfaction.” It came unbidden, in glimpses—a shaft of sunlight in the woods, a half-remembered song, the smell of autumn leaves—and vanished before it could be captured. It was not the thing itself, but the signpost toward it. Lewis came to believe that Joy was evidence not of delusion, but of design. “If I find in myself desires which nothing in this world can satisfy,” he wrote, “the most probable explanation is that I was made for another world.”

Augustine, Pascal, and Lewis all agree on something essential: we are creatures with eternity planted in our hearts. We bear the imprint of a home we have never fully seen but somehow remember. We are like exiles, living with a homesickness that nothing here can cure. And this is not weakness—it is revelation.

The modern world tells us to silence this restlessness. It offers distractions, consumerism, achievement, digital escapism. But Christianity dares to say: no, listen to it. That ache is not the problem; it is the pointer. Like hunger points to food, and thirst to water, so longing points to God.

Pascal wrote that the infinite abyss within us “can only be filled by an infinite and immutable object; in other words, by God himself.” Not ideas about God. Not religion for its own sake. But God, personal, relational, knowable.

This is the essence of apologetics not as argument, but as invitation. We do not only offer evidence for God's existence; we invite weary souls to come home. The restless heart, the sudden Joy, the persistent yearning—these are whispers of the divine calling us to return. As Augustine put it, “Late have I loved you, beauty so old and so new.”

To speak of God, then, is to speak not just of theology, but of homecoming—of the One in whom every longing finds its end, and every wandering heart, its rest.

"God did this so that they would seek him and perhaps reach out for him and find him, though he is not far from any one of us.."Acts 17:27 (BSB).

 


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The Ache of Longing: A Fjord, Grandma's Garden, Paradise

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And each man will sit under his own vine and under his own fig tree, 

with no one to frighten him. For the mouth of the LORD of Hosts has spoken.

 - Micah 4:4


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I asked my wife recently what her happiest childhood memory was. Without hesitation, she said, "Playing in my grandparents’ garden back in our little village in the Philippines." I saw that memory come alive again just this weekend. As she bent down among the flowerbeds, bedding new plants with quiet joy, her face glowed with the same peace I imagined she felt as a child. There was something sacred about it.

It brought me back to a thought I explored in a previous blog—the idea of redesigning life on earth. Despite the fractures of this world, despite its often hopeless state, there are still oases of healing. Why is it that we experience deep psychological and physical restoration when exposed to nature? Science points to hormones, neural pathways, circadian rhythms. But I think it’s simpler than that: we were made for a garden.

This was God’s original plan—for us to cultivate the earth, to walk with Him in a place of harmony. But something broke. The emergence of selfishness and evil shattered that sacred space. And yet, deep within, the longing remains.

It’s no coincidence that we are drawn to beauty, to peace, to the natural world. Who hasn’t at some point prayed the Lord’s Prayer and glossed over the words, “Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven”? Or heard Jesus' words to the criminal on the cross: “You will be with me in Paradise.” These are not vague hopes. They’re promises—a return to the garden.

And maybe that’s what our longing really is: an ache for Paradise.

I’ve felt this longing since I was a boy. I remember the moment it took hold. My music teacher had introduced us to the haunting, soul-deep compositions of Edvard Grieg. As the first notes of Morning played, I was no longer in the classroom. I was somewhere else—somewhere vast and wild, where mist clung to mountains and fjords cut deep into the earth like ancient wounds of beauty. I was ten years old, but I felt something I couldn't name: a kind of homesickness for a country I had never seen.

Later I would learn the German word Fernweh—a deep longing for a faraway place, especially one you’ve never been. That word has stayed with me because it captures something I’ve never quite shaken. Even now, when I hear Grieg’s Peer Gynt Suite, something stirs. I feel the tug of mountains I’ve never climbed, forests I’ve never wandered, and air I’ve never breathed but somehow know in my bones. It’s as though that music opened a door in me, revealing a home I’ve yet to find.

Strangely, this ache is not unique. It’s deeply personal, yes—but universally human. We are creatures of longing.

I often wonder—if I moved to Scandinavia, would I still feel the same ache? Or would I miss the rugged coastline of Scotland, the wild Atlantic winds, the place I’ve called home for decades?

Perhaps the truth is that we belong to that redesigned society we pondered on in the previous blog. Maybe Fernweh is a reminder that we have roots scattered across the earth, planted by stories, by melodies, by memories passed down or inherited in ways we can’t explain. My own surname is Celtic, with threads tied to the old Norse. Who’s to say that somewhere deep in the psyche, those ancestral echoes aren’t still at work?

And maybe that’s where the spiritual meets the personal. Could it be that this longing—whether for gardens or fjords, tropics or tundra—isn’t about geography at all? Maybe it’s a longing for the world as it was meant to be. Maybe it’s the soul’s way of remembering Eden.

My friends and I often discuss God’s future plans. Will the faithful go to heaven or remain on earth? Could Paradise be somewhere not yet revealed? I don’t claim to know. But one thing I do believe: in that place, wherever it is, we won’t feel homesick.

Because home, in its truest sense, isn’t just a place. It’s the fulfilment of every yearning we’ve ever had. It’s the sound of Grieg’s mountains, the scent of a grandmother’s garden, the quiet joy of planting something beautiful in the soil. It’s the world made whole again.


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Let's Escape This World and Rewrite the Story

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Let’s turn that news off and get into something positive. Let’s rewrite the story. No this isn’t a university essay; there are no bad answers or negative feedback. We all have the story inside us but we have never put pen to paper and told it. Here is the theme:

 

If You Were to Rewrite the Story of Life on Planet Earth, What Would You Create?

Go on now, get your notebook and start your story. No writer's block, we all have the story in our head and hearts.

No cheating now. Don’t look at my story until you have written yours.


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My Story


I remember walking through a small village in Italy one day when a family spotted us passing and called out from their terrace, “Ciao, benvenuti!”—or words to that effect—welcoming us to join them. I found it deeply moving.

That would be my first quality in the story I’d want to tell: a human family that is welcoming and compassionate. Where empathy isn’t a soft virtue but a foundational principle—extended to every person granted entry into my imagined world. There would be no families dying with their children as they attempted to negociant vast oceans to escape poverty. The migrant would feel safe and wanted and loved.

I’ve visited some stunning places in my life, but when I look at how people treat my own town, I feel ashamed. I see young people throw takeaway cartons and drinks cups out their car windows. I see illegal dumping—mattresses, building waste—left in rural spots like they’re rubbish tips. I read about fishermen scouring the surface of the ocean and reducing it to a desert wasteland. And then there’s the question of how future generations will deal with nuclear waste buried in mountains and other so-called "safe" places.

In my story, the human family would finally learn responsible stewardship of the earth. Humanity would live with nature, not above it. Forests wouldn’t be razed—they’d be revered. Oceans wouldn’t be dumped in—they’d be dwelt beside, with awe. Animals would be treated with respect, and the earth would resemble those beautiful places I’ve been fortunate enough to walk through.

Many people are hurting. There are bullies in schools and workplaces. Young people spiralling into depression because there are no opportunities. Exploitation in work. Child abuse. Economic hardship. Some are relying on foodbanks just to get by. I know that feeling. I remember growing up in Govan, Glasgow, when money would run out on a Wednesday night, and there’d be nothing in the larder for Thursday and Friday until my father got paid.

So in my story, work would mean something. It would nurture instead of consume. Imagine a society where work is aligned with purpose, creativity, and contribution—not just survival. A world where people farm, build, teach, and heal with joy. A place where tribalism gives way to kinship. Where children play safely in a Gyo Fujikawa-type world: treehouses, lakes, talking plants, and wise animals who speak.

But there’s something else my world would need—something crucial.

Redemption built into the system.

The right to begin again.
To rewrite your story as part of the bigger one.

A grace-filled society that offers second chances. I’ve spoken to street people whose stories are heartbreakingly raw: thrown out because they were autistic, given drugs and alcohol as children by their own parents, marriage breakdowns that led to financial ruin, and just plain lack of wisdom. We all long for the chance to wipe the slate clean—to keep the good memories and delete the bad ones, to have the right to rewrite the story.

And what about loss? The loss of a child. The loss of more than one child. The loss of a partner. Watching a loved one slowly taken by cancer or another cruel illness. What if we could wipe those slates clean too—and bring them back? Restore everything to perfection. Wouldn’t that be a beautiful story?

That’s why I must include it.

I’ll stop there.
Did you like my story?

I wonder—did you tick some of the same boxes as me?
Go on, tell me your story, even if it’s just a rough outline.


Post it in the comments below. You can do it anonymously email me confidentially at 

planetmilenia@gmail.com


We will return to this later this week.

 



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Let’s make a weeping child laugh

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The mosque is too far from home,

So, let’s do this,

Let’s make a weeping child laugh

Nidi Fazli



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The poet Nidi Fazli once wrote, "The mosque is too far from home, so, let's do this—let's make a weeping child laugh." In this simple yet profound reflection, Fazli invites us to shift our focus from the grandiosity of religious structures to the heart of religious practice itself. If we cannot reach the sacred spaces that tradition has marked for us, what then? Fazli suggests that perhaps the most sacred act is to comfort a child, to be a source of joy and compassion in the world.

This notion can be applied across religions. Christianity, too, emphasizes that faith must manifest in tangible acts of love and kindness. The early Christians, as described in the Book of Acts, sold their possessions and laid the proceeds at the feet of the apostles to be distributed to those in need (Acts 4:35). Here, religion isn't merely a matter of doctrine or ritual but of community, self-sacrifice, and compassion. It is a recognition that true faith calls us to serve others, to love our neighbours as ourselves.

 The early Christian community understood that their faith was to be expressed not just in words, but in action. The radical decision to give away one's possessions speaks to a worldview that sees material wealth as secondary to the well-being of others. Such acts reflect a deep understanding of the biblical command to care for the most vulnerable members of society. In Exodus 22:22, 23, God gives a stark warning to those who would oppress widows and orphans: 

“You shall not take advantage of any widow or fatherless child.  If you take advantage of them at all, and they cry at all to me.” (BSB)

This is not a passive God, indifferent to suffering. This is a God whose heart is aligned with the marginalized, the oppressed, and the vulnerable. I see this being acted out in modern times noticing churches that operate food banks providing whose facing difficult times with substance.

The principle in this passage reflects the core ethic of many religious teachings: to look out for those who cannot fend for themselves. It reminds us that faith is not only about our relationship with God, but also about our relationship with one another. God’s fury in the face of injustice towards the powerless underscores how central these issues are to the divine nature. The divine commands justice, mercy, and care for the “least of these” (Matthew 25:40). In fact, failure to heed this call is not just a personal moral failing, but a direct affront to God.

In the modern world, religious organizations continue to embody this ethic in various ways. Christian medical missions reach underserved communities, providing healthcare to those who would otherwise be neglected. Orphanages and charitable institutions offer homes and care for children who have been abandoned or orphaned, continuing a tradition of service that dates back to the earliest Christian communities. Churches, mosques, temples, and other places of worship provide not only spiritual nourishment but also tangible resources—food, clothing, and even shelter to those in need. Many Christians, inspired by Jesus' teachings, visit the homeless with food and toiletries, working to restore a sense of dignity to those who have lost so much.

Yet, Nidi Fazli’s lines also remind us that sometimes religion can be inaccessible or distant from everyday life. Whether through institutional failures, geographic distance, or rigid dogma, religious practice can sometimes feel disconnected from the immediate needs of our world. The mosque may indeed be too far from home. The church may seem irrelevant or aloof. But Fazli’s words urge us to see that the essence of faith transcends buildings or ceremonies—it is found in the simple, human acts of love, kindness, and empathy.

This idea resonates deeply with the teachings of Jesus, who spent much of his ministry among the outcast and downtrodden. His healing touch, his words of comfort, and his acts of service were done outside the walls of the temple. He showed that true faith is not confined to sacred spaces or religious professionals. Instead, it is lived out in the streets, in homes, and in the everyday interactions between people.

Faith, when genuine, leads us to actions that reflect God’s love and justice. Whether we are providing medical care to the sick, shelter to the homeless, or simply making a weeping child laugh, we are doing God’s work. Religion should be a force for good, a force that heals and brings joy, a force that defends the defenceless and uplifts the downtrodden.

Perhaps, then, the most important religious act we can perform today is not to walk into a mosque or a church but to walk into someone’s life with compassion. To see the crying child and, as Fazli suggests, make them laugh. It is in these moments that we live out the true essence of faith, embodying the divine command to love one another as God loves us.

So, be careful when someone claimed to be a Christian. James 2:15-17.

'What good is it, my brothers, if a man says he has faith, but has no works? Can faith save him?  And if a brother or sister is naked and in lack of daily food, and one of you tells them, “Go in peace. Be warmed and filled;” yet you didn’t give them the things the body needs, what good is it?  Even so faith, if it has no works, is dead in itself.  Yes, a man will say, “You have faith, and I have works.” Show me your faith without works, and I will show you my faith by my works.' (WEB).








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The Stories That Saved Me

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“For children are innocent and love justice.” – G.K. Chesterton




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The Stories That Saved Me

It happened one day that I woke up in a drawer with four strangers staring down at me. From the street below, the sounds of pop rivets, angry hammers, and the burning, neurotic sizzle of welding torches drifted in from the nearby industries. I was three months old, and these strangers—two older girls and a middle-aged couple—were to be my new family, for reasons that remain unclear to this day.

My new home was a third-floor tenement in the shipyard town of Govan, Glasgow. It was the late fifties. The landscape was subdued by rows of oppressive buildings that blocked out the light and, in my memory, left everything tinged in sepia. Ungroomed dogs roamed the streets, while infestations of vermin surfaced in the night, scuttling through the crescents and corners of our homes in search of food. It was a place where people knew the value of a Pound—and the price of poverty.

For a long time, I believed this environment was the starting point of my character’s formation. But something had already begun that process.

My father was a gifted storyteller. At night, as he wheezed gently—a lingering symptom of a bronchial condition—he would read to me from Oliver Twist and Huckleberry Finn. Like many Clydesiders of that era, he was a Socialist, and I believe it was the theme of justice in those books that appealed to him—and shaped me.

The stories I encountered in those early years remain as vivid as the stench and clatter of the town itself. Their characters expanded my world, became my companions, and taught me virtues that would influence both who I became—and who I sometimes failed to become.

Not far from our home was The Modern Book Shop, an Aladdin’s cave of wonders for a child. It sold toys, comics, and books—including imported American comics. My favourite was Casper, the Friendly Ghost. He was little more than a dialogue cloud with arms, eyes, and legs, but I was absorbed by his gentle adventures. Casper, a nonconformist ghost, refused to join the ghouls and hobgoblins who delighted in mischief. He just wanted to be kind. His creator, Seymour Reit, had written him to comfort a friend’s daughter who was afraid of the dark—a man who clearly understood the quiet trials of childhood.

One day in the sixties, in the school playground, I had one of those early encounters with the cruelty of the world:

“What’s that?” I asked Declan Walsh, a boy I played with.
“A party invite,” he replied.

I looked around. Other kids had envelopes too. I began to search for Janet, the birthday girl, and found her skipping with her friends.

“Can I have one?” I asked bashfully.

Janet stopped, spun on her heels, and danced around me singing,
“Bum, bum, bubble gum,
My mammy said you cannot come!”

I walked home that day feeling sorry for myself, unsure what I had done wrong.

Like Casper, I had a deep inner need to be accepted. He only wanted to make friends—but because of his very nature, he inadvertently frightened children, despite his wide smile and congenial eyes.

Tenement life was closed in. I don’t remember much contact with other children until I started school, and by then, I hadn’t yet developed the social skills needed to navigate it. I was shy—wired that way from the start—and found a kindred spirit in Casper. He was my friend, because he understood.

Looking back, it wasn’t the party itself that mattered. It was the experience of exclusion. We are social creatures, born with a need to belong. I hated the injustice of isolation, even if it seemed trivial to others. Like most humans, I craved the universal need to love and be loved. When I couldn’t find that in life, I found it in books. Suspended in their pages, I reimagined my life—and, for a while, made peace with it.

 







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On Promises, Cultures, and the Weight of Words

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"A man’s a man. A word’s a word. And a promise, if kept, can be a quiet kind of holiness."



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On Promises, Cultures, and the Weight of Words


"When he promises to do something,
    he always does it. " Psalm 15:4.


When I was an eleven-year-old kid in Govan, there was a television series that hooked me. It was The Flashing Blade, originally titled Le Chevalier Tempête, and dubbed from French to English by the BBC; a swashbuckling epic. I would sing the theme song, Fight by The Musketeers, at the top of my voice. I knew the names of the characters: the Chevalier de Recci and his faithful servant Guillot. I suppose it offered a kind of escape from the gloom of living on the Clydeside in darker days.

One day, my mother promised we had to go somewhere, but assured me we would be back in time for my next episode. I trusted her. But we weren’t. She got caught up in conversation with a relative, and I missed the programme. I was crushed. It was only a boy’s TV show, perhaps, but the disappointment cut deep because a promise had been broken.

There’s a Dutch saying I’ve come to admire: "Een man een man, een woord een woord" — a man’s a man, a word’s a word. It feels ancient, as though it had been lifted straight from the pages of Scripture or chiselled into stone beside the commandments. The idea that your word is binding, that once spoken it carries moral weight, is deeply ingrained in Dutch culture. Promises are not suggestions. Agreements are not optional. Afspraak is afspraak. An agreement is an agreement.

This cultural ethos, the belief that a promise is in some sense written in stone, stands in sharp contrast to the more casual approach I’ve often observed in my own British culture. We are, I suppose, masters of softening certainty. “I’ll see what I can do,” might well mean no. “Let’s meet soon,” might mean never. It isn’t always dishonesty, more often a kind of social cushioning — language used to smooth things over rather than to commit. But even gentle evasions can have a cost. They can breed mistrust and wear down the soul when words are used without any real intention behind them.

The Dutch, shaped by centuries of necessity — reclaiming land from the sea and surviving through collective effort — seem to treat a promise not as a courtesy but as a cornerstone. When you say you’ll do something, it becomes a stone set in the dyke. Remove it, and the whole may weaken or collapse.

This reminds me of the ethical clarity found in Scripture. Jesus said, “Let your ‘Yes’ be yes, and your ‘No,’ no” (Matthew 5:37). Anything beyond that, he warned, comes from the evil one. His words are strong, but perhaps that’s what is needed in a world where speech is often slippery and truth is negotiated. James echoed the same thought: “Do not swear — not by heaven or by earth or by anything else. All you need to say is a simple ‘Yes’ or ‘No’” (James 5:12).

There is something profoundly human in our need to trust words. When we make promises to our children, our partners, our friends, they become the quiet architecture of love, the scaffolding of trust. When those promises are broken, something collapses. Sometimes it is only a little thing, like missing an episode of a childhood programme. Other times, it is much more.

Perhaps that is why the image of writing something in stone still resonates so deeply. Stone is not easily altered. It resists erosion, impulse, and whim. It represents a commitment to truth, to integrity, to something beyond ourselves.

And yet, there is room for error. None of us are perfect. We forget, falter, get overwhelmed. But perhaps the point is not to make no promises, but to speak fewer and mean them more. To take our words seriously, as the Dutch do. As Scripture calls us to do. To be the kind of people who, when we speak, don’t need to be cross-examined or second-guessed.

A man’s a man. A word’s a word. And a promise, if kept, can be a quiet kind of holiness.


Scripture quotations from The Message. Copyright © 1993, 2002, 2018 by Eugene H. Peterson. Used by permission of NavPress. All rights reserved. Represented by Tyndale House Publishers.


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Tell me something wonderful!

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Every second, your body creates 25 million new cells. In the time it takes to read this sentence, you’ve been renewed in ways you can’t see. Think about that, 25 million new cells and we don't have to think where we will put them, It's all done by design.

And yet—within all this flux, certain brain cells stay with you your entire life. They carry the story of who I am. The people I've met, the times I've laughed and the times I've cried. 

We are, from childhood wonder to present-day wisdom. Isn’t that astonishing? You are at once changing and enduring.

To me, it whispers of a design beyond randomness— a signature from the Creator, who formed us not only for now but for foreverA kind of biological poetry, written in the ink of eternity. It's a no brainer.


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Stars like the sand of the sea

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“Two things fill the mind with ever new and increasing admiration and awe... the starry heavens above me and the moral law within me.” Immanuel Kant.



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I suppose it must have been the late summer of 1962, Telstar by the Tornadoes had been playing on the radio. I spent the summer days on the idyllic Island of Bute on Scotland’s west coast. We had a rural cabin. It had no running water or electricity. My job was to fill up the water containers from the communal well. Cows would cautiously approach and stare. The smaller calves would shuffle through for front-row viewing. I found their curiosity compelling.

At dusk, we would light paraffin lamps to illuminate the nights. My father would read children’s books borrowed from the library: Chinese Folk Tales, Heidi and 1001 Nights. We were all ears as we ate freshly made pancakes with homemade jam and washed down with small glasses of sweet stout. The lamp caused a sibilant sound as it burned up kerosene. It flickered and fostered sleepiness. It finally slumbered for the evening, and we would retire.

I lay there in my bed watching the stars cascading through the window; all of them. And I wondered if the Chinese farmer boys, or the Bedouin shepherd boys or the milk maids in the Swiss mountains were seeing and feeling the sense of awe that I felt in my heart as the universe entered in.

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Childhood memories like that visited me often and reminded me of my spiritual awareness from an early age, albeit in my own childish way.

I had an ache to know who created the stars, the moon, and the beautiful island that was so distant from my industrial town where idle men lingered on street corners like characters from a Loury painting. Where post-war tenements blocked natural light. Where unkempt dogs savaged through bins for scraps. Where it always seemed, there was better places to be raised.

Years later I read the following verse from the Bible,


When I consider your heavens, the work of your fingers,

    the moon and the stars, which you have ordained;

what is man, that you think of him?

    What is the son of man, that you care for him?

— Psalm 8:3, 4.


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On Noticing

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The greatest thing a human soul ever does in this world is to see something, 

and tell what it saw in a plain way.” 

John Ruskin 

 

I was at the Glasgow art gallery today and found myself returning to an old painting I liked as a teenager — The Poor Being Fed at a Monastery by the 17th-century Dutch artist Thomas Wijck. It hangs there still, mostly unnoticed by the crowds that drift through the gallery, eyes flicking from frame to frame, as if trying to take in the entire history of art before the afternoon coffee break.

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The painting doesn’t demand attention. It sits quietly, modest in tone, another “dull Dutch master” to the untrained eye. But there’s something in it that’s always held me — something that once stopped a teenage boy in his tracks and still calls him back decades later.

As I stood studying it again, I noticed how many people passed it by. Most didn’t slow down. It’s easy to miss. The colours are muted, the scene ordinary. But then, that’s the point.

I saw a young man approaching — young enough to still be shaped by moments like these — and I caught his eye just before he moved on. I simply said, “Look at this,” and pointed to a detail I had just been admiring: the figures at the foot of the monastery steps.

Wijck’s attention to detail is striking. The monks, serene and composed, are calmly giving out bread. The poor gather in varied postures — some with uplifted faces, others bent low, a legless man who pushes himself around in a tin bath — each figure rendered with a humanity that stops short of sentimentality. There’s gratitude, certainly. But there’s also fatigue. Hesitation. Even something like shame. The dignity of the recipients is not diminished by their need — and the act of giving, while central, is not made heroic.

The young man leaned in, intrigued. I said no more and walked on. I don’t know what he saw in it. Maybe nothing. Maybe something he’ll remember in a few years when life brings him closer to the quiet themes in that painting: hunger, humility, and the fragile grace of being cared for.

I’m not sharing this to paint myself as someone wise or perceptive. If anything, it was the painting that did the work.  I just happened to notice it — and then, for a brief second, helped someone else notice it too.

That’s what I keep thinking about. How much there is to see when we slow down. How much we miss when we don’t. In a world of fast answers and glowing screens, noticing — really noticing — might be one of the most human things left to do.



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The Most Enlightening Conversation Ever

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“The wind blows where it wishes, and you hear its sound,

 but you do not know where it comes from or where it goes.

 So, it is with everyone born of the Spirit.”




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One of the most hauntingly beautiful lines in Scripture appears in an evening conversation between Jesus and a man named Nicodemus. A Pharisee. A teacher of Israel. A man of reason, rank, and ritual. Nicodemus comes to Jesus by night, perhaps because it's easier to ask questions when the world is quiet. But what he receives isn't an answer in any conventional sense. It's a riddle wrapped in mystery:

“The wind blows where it wishes, and you hear its sound, but you do not know where it comes from or where it goes. So, it is with everyone born of the Spirit.”

I’ve returned to this verse often. Especially on long walks near the sea, where the wind has a voice of its own—restless, invisible, alive. It rushes over the hills and through the marram grass without explanation or apology. It moves in sudden gusts or gentle whispers. Sometimes it comes from the south, warm and coaxing, sometimes from the north, sharp and cold. I hear it. I feel it. But I don’t control it. I never have.

And that, I believe, is what Jesus wanted Nicodemus to understand. That the Spirit doesn’t fit neatly into doctrine or prediction. That new life is not the product of lineage or learning or ticking off the correct theological boxes. It is a divine mystery—like wind, like breath—impossible to contain or anticipate. Yet unmistakable in its effect.

There have been moments in my life when I’ve felt something shift in me. Not loudly. Not dramatically. But like a breeze brushing the soul—quietly turning me away from something bitter or drawing me closer to something beautiful. Often it hasn’t come from a sermon or a sacred text, but from the kindness of a stranger, a line in a book, a morning sky, or the simple honesty of my wife’s voice. These moments don’t arrive with credentials. They don’t come pre-approved by human authority. But they feel real. They leave something changed in their wake.

That’s the challenge and the comfort of John 3:8. It reminds me that faith is not a formula. That I cannot chart the Spirit’s movements like a weather map. I cannot predict whom God will touch or where renewal might begin. The Spirit may stir in the heart of someone I once dismissed. Or pass over me when I think I’ve earned its presence.

And so I’ve come to believe that the truest mark of a life born of the Spirit is not knowledge, or certainty, or impressive religious activity. It’s humility. It's the quiet courage to let go of control. To admit we do not know where this is going, only that something beyond us is breathing life into us still.

Nicodemus came seeking a system. He left with a Divine metaphor regarding the Spirit of God.




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A Letter to Dietrich Bonhoeffer

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"Religious compromise may begin not with a doctrinal shift, 

but with a subtle silence—when we know what’s true but say nothing."



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Dear Dietrich,

I never met you, and yet I feel as though I know you. Not through textbooks or dusty archives, but through the fire in your words, the clarity of your convictions, and the quiet strength of your example. Your life speaks into mine like a still small voice, reminding me of what it means to truly follow Christ.

You lived in a time of great darkness. The rise of Nazi Germany brought out both the best and the worst in humanity. What haunts me still is how many religious leaders, men with supposed spiritual authority, bowed before that darkness. They compromised. They colluded. They became silent when silence was betrayal.

But you did not.

You stood when others cowered. You spoke when others chose polite evasion. You loved—not as sentiment, but as sacrifice. And for that, you paid the ultimate price. You became, to me, a kind of Christian Schindler—a man who could not remain untouched while evil advanced. A man who, in the imitation of Christ, laid down his life for others.

Many religious groups mirror the compromise of your time—aligning with power, silencing dissent, and forgetting that to love God is to love people, not institutions or religious organisations who were self-sparing. I watched as loyalty to the organisation was placed above compassion, above conscience, even above Christ.

So, I read your words with a sense of deep kinship. You remind me that true Christianity is not about comfort or conformity. It is a call to courage, a summons to stand even when the cost is everything. You taught that grace is not cheap, and that discipleship demands more than attendance or appearance—it requires a cross.

What amazes me is not only your intellect, your theological brilliance, or your eloquence. It’s your heart. You felt the suffering of others. You wept for the Jewish people, your fellow human beings, your brothers and sisters in God’s image. You saw them not as "others" but as neighbours—and ultimately, friends worth dying for.

I wonder what you would say to us today, in our age of noise and division, where the Church is often caught between silence and slogans. Would you challenge us as you challenged your own generation—to confess Christ not merely with our lips, but with our lives?

Your legacy isn't just in what you wrote—though Letters and Papers from Prison remain a profound gift. It’s in what you chose. You chose love over hate. Truth over safety. Christ over compromise. And in an age where love for God and Christ will be tested in forthcoming times, your stance is inspiring.

And for that, I honour you. I thank God for your life.

With respect and gratitude,

Jim


Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. 

Then you will be able to test and approve what is the good, pleasing, and perfect will of God.

 — Romans 12:2 (BSB).





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