Domestic Violence I wonder Why?

Written curiously wondering by Toni Cairns Copyright 2019. 

A young unpublished author and a great lover of poetry

I am way to weak to kill myself since facing a few rather harsh oh fuck me moments, because they do have a dramatic affect upon you, that time, I was strangled until I passed out, I couldn't breath I thought I would die, after all this invention was to kill me, after the flash moment of oh fuck I have in, fore I couldn't take in no air, there was no choice, I couldn't even take a last breath because he had taken it, sucked my life from within me, I think i felt a sensation of flopping relaxation, a relief it was over, then I woke up on the floor and he was still there and I was still trapped.... I have had some crazy psychologically very harmful fucked up nightmares, but there's not much that can prepare you for such moments..... The hurt the confusion, the shock, the disbelief, he is my love he is my soul partner, he is my everything, why? I don't understand?

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