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So, I chose to study the extended history part for the optional week and learnt more about the women's suffrage movement. I stand by my reasoning that learning a language for one week is paramount to useless, although I enjoyed Mandarin last term.

  • How has your knowledge been developed? 1) The difference between militant and peaceful action; 2) the way in which a historical narrative has been created that has the Pankhursts and the suffragettes at centre stage, meaning we miss out on a lot of the other nuances and groups of the time that led to female suffrage; 3) ultimately, World War I was a huge factor in extending the franchise to women.
  • What has helped you to learn? I enjoyed the radio clips and looking at the pictures in the museum online. The biographies were less interesting for me; I found that aural learning (via the radio programmes) coupled with a transcript for more detailed analysis worked well for me.


    I also handed in my TMA (03) - it's been a long while since I updated this blog! I'm losing heart rather with long-distance learning. I got 86/100, which I suppose is perfectly reasonable but I'm very disappointed. I thought that I had written a fairly good essay and was hoping for 90+. This course is making me question whether university and studying would actually be the right road for to take in a general sense, which is very disheartening as I have always thought of myself as someone who is academic and would have excelled at university had other life circumstances not got in the way. Now, I wonder if maybe university wouldn't have been all that great anyway, even if I had been well enough to go at a more 'normal' age. At 27, I feel old. There are many people older studying this access course, I realise, but they are doing other things with their lives. I have done nothing with mine but be ill and cause a lot of people a great deal of hassle. 

    Life just seems rather hard at the moment.

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Reflection on learning via ICT

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Edited by Ellen-Arwen Tristram, Thursday, 16 Nov 2017, 10:16


REFLECTION ON POETRY UNIT ONLINE

Is it just me or is this going by really quickly at the moment? I've been loving doing poetry so much; I'd forgotten how much fun it is to study as well as read poetry. In the time I've been doing this unit, we've bought a new bookcase to house all our poetry books, so in sorting them out I've rediscovered old favourites - it's been wonderful. It's also freed up about six foot of space on our bookshelves in the main room for all the books that were currently waiting in piles for a space. Unfortunately, in my bedroom, I STILL have a lot of books that there's no space for... We worked out that if each foot of bookshelf space holds approximately ten books, we have a thousand books or so in our downstairs room alone! That was a surprise! And I've got another 500-600 in my bedroom, more on the landing, the poetry in the spare room, cookbooks in the kitchen, craft books in the dining room, and a small bookcase in my parents' room! I think we might need to start donating some more... But it's so hard to give them away!


Anyway. Let's return to the point.


(a) How did you feel about going online to complete this unit? Not particularly keen as I really like working from real books (hence by random spiel about books above), rather than the rather personality lacking way of reading things online

(b) What obstacles did you face, and how were these overcome? I think my main obstacle was getting side-tracked, for example just listening to lots of poems on The Poetry Station (great website), and finding out lots more about the poets and their lives. I had to be quite strict with myself. I also have had a lot less time and became very stressed and just couldn't work at all at one point. I need to remind myself that I am still slightly ahead of schedule, and I can always work over the Christmas period to catch up if I fall behind.

(c) What did you enjoy or dislike about studying online? I loved The Poetry Station! Such a great website. And I really enjoyed the fact that more people were getting involved on the forums and bouncing ideas off each other, particularly for the 'Beasley Street' activity. I actually didn't miss having a textbook, but I did waste a lot of time being pedantic: writing it up in the boxes for the online activities and then copying it down by hand into my (physical) notebook. The main component of this that I enjoyed was the interaction with other OU students. I haven't posted much on my tutor group's forum as I don't want people to worry if they haven't got to this stage yet, but I think I'll post the same comments about 'Beasley Street' in a new thread to see if anyone is up for discussion.

(d) What ICT skills have you acquired this week that will be particularly useful to your studies, and which areas would you like to develop further? I don't think I learnt anything new ICT-wise; I'm fairly computer-savvy. Similarly, there's nothing I really want to develop further as I can't see anything that I don't know (yet). We'll see...

So, onto TMA02! (And hopefully a better grade). So sad to be leaving poetry behind after this.


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Disappointment? TMA01

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Edited by Ellen-Arwen Tristram, Tuesday, 14 Nov 2017, 13:22

Reflecting on TMA01



I got 81/100 for my first TMA. My initial thoughts were: what happened to the other 19 marks? I've since been assured that actually 80% is good for university level work; I think I just set the standard too high for myself. I need to look at the mark in a new light. 

Basically, I'm in the 70-84% category. Breaking this down:

Knowledge and understanding: excellent

Thinking skills: good

Key skills: excellent/good

Personal development skills: good


I suppose I'm most disappointed with my thinking skills as being classed as only 'good' rather than 'excellent.' Where I fell down was in the second part in failing to explain why I'd used the example, although I just felt I didn't have enough words! I also know my work was marked down for not needing references, which I didn't realise I needed to do; in hindsight, I wish I'd asked my tutor beforehand. I also went slightly over the word limit, but I find it hard to imagine how I would have introduced more content without having an even higher word count.

Ultimately, I'm aiming for 'excellence' across the board, and I'm not entirely sure on how I'm going to get there. Obviously, sticking to the word count more rigidly and using references will be something I will do, but other than that I'm not sure yet. I'll come back and read my tutor's comments again.

So, rather disappointed but not a disaster.

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Reflection on Unit 2 so far

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Edited by Ellen-Arwen Tristram, Friday, 3 Nov 2017, 10:29

reflection on water


So, having made it through another week without a blog post (oops), I've reached the end of Unit 2 in the book format! The next step is entirely online, which will be an interesting change.

I'd forgotten how much fun study of literature is! Unit 2 has definitely been more enjoyable to me than Unit 1. Familiarising myself with the different terms relating to poetry has been easy, and I have really enjoyed the poems that I've read. I know most of them already, but I've only studied a few and it's such fun to delve further into them. Like with classical music, I find that poetry (well, good poetry at least) improves vastly with reading and rereading. The recordings were also really helpful in getting to grips with the poetry, particularly the dialect ones, and the ones that have a strong metre. (As well as 'Beasley Street' by John Cooper Clarke, which is a song, and I believe we will be studying in more detail in the online part of this module.)

I have loved studying poetry and not found this module a slog, although I know some other OU students have. I've become quite active in the forums and - I hope - offered some helpful thoughts to other students. I think I come at this module from a very fortunate background, having studied poetry in depth before (though a long time ago), and because I read a lot of poetry. Even with the poems I knew already, it has been genuinely enjoyable to learn more of the context and study them closely. 

With some of the activities I found myself looking at the 'discussion' section at the same time as writing my own answers. Although this isn't the intended way to study it, I still came up with original ideas, so I'm not too worried. As I move forwards, I'm going to try harder to be more confident in my own ideas and therefore not use the 'pre-made' answers as a crutch

There were three opportunities for further self-guided study on the poems: Owen's 'Dulce et Decorum Est', and 'Strange Meeting', and Nichols' 'Where I Hang.' I studied two: 'Strange Meeting' and 'Where I Hang.' I felt more trepidicious going into these, knowing there was no 'discussion' afterward to compare my thoughts to, but I'm glad I did both of these; it showed me I can actually come up with my own ideas, although I did find a brilliant online analysis of 'Strange Meeting' as this poem was more opaque to me (despite knowing it off by heart!). With 'Wherever I Hang', I only used my own ideas and was pleased that I actually had a lot to say. I may have missed some specific points, but I think that I made valid observations. I also wrote a little about John Agard in this section; although the poem I was referring to was not a 'protest poem', it fit very well: Agard and Nichols both have similar ethnic backgrounds. 'Joining the dots', so to speak, was very satisfactory.

The final activity of the non-online part of this section asked us to consider 'Which was the most effective protest poem?' Well, I protest! I don't think this is a possible question to answer, nor do I believe that it is helpful to compare such different poems. The four key poems we studied were so different that to say one was 'better' than another felt meaningless to me. Instead, I used this exercise to write a sort of summary of why each poem was effective in its different ways.

The study diamond was introduced to us at the beginning of this module:



I have to say I didn't consciously use the study diamond when I made my own analyses of the poems, and maybe I should have; however, it felt too formulaic to me. I covered all of these points, but I didn't necessarily label them and say: 'now I am going to talk about techniques...' etc. I'm also unsure why starting with 'effects' is the advised way to go forward; in academic writing, it is usually the techniques that are focused on, as you are not writing from a first-person point of view. I will come back to the study diamond and give it another go. I suppose I felt it was a little patronising - I hope arrogance will not be my downfall! In general, I lack confidence, so that would be a strange anomaly...

At some point before I finish the poetry module, I would like to go back and study 'Dulce et Decorum Est' by Wilfred Owen, and perhaps utilise the study diamond to guide my writing. 

So, onwards and upwards! TMA01 is handed in, and the next section awaits... 


(I wonder whether other OU students are using their blogs. I might ask on the forum.)

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