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The Day You Choose to Begin Again  

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Sunday 5 April 2026 at 21:00

 

You need to turn from your past,

and you need to pray

 that the Lord will forgive

 the evil intent of your heart.

—Acts 2:22

The Voice Bible

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Tom Buchanan in The Great Gatsby is a reminder of what happens when a person becomes captive to their own pride—racist, unfaithful, entitled, and convinced of a greatness he never earned. He wounds others without remorse, blind to the decay within him. Fiction, yes—but fiction often mirrors the truths we’d rather not face.

There is a sorrow that settles in when life drifts off-course. You may not speak of it, but it stirs in the quiet moments—those early hours when the world is still and your thoughts grow honest. Perhaps anger has lived in you too long. Perhaps resentment has become familiar. Perhaps you’ve believed the world owes you something because of what you’ve endured.

But what if that belief has been leading you away from life, not toward it?

What if the deeper truth is this: you’ve been avoiding the weight of your own choices—the harm you’ve caused, the apologies you’ve postponed, the entitlement you’ve mistaken for worth? Maybe someone once overindulged you, meaning well. But somewhere along the way, you learned to expect the world to bend around your wounds. You learned to justify the very things that kept you from growing.

Yet Easter tells a different story.

It tells us that worth is not inherited, and it is not owed. It is given by a God who sees us fully—our failures, our pride, our hidden sins—and still chooses to love us. It is shaped by how we respond to truth, how we turn from darkness toward light, how we allow ourselves to be remade.

And here is the truth Easter refuses to let us ignore: no one finds peace while hiding from themselves.

The world cannot hand us joy when we sow bitterness. It cannot give us peace when we refuse to offer it. And we cannot stand before God with a heart that clings to hatred, manipulation, or unconfessed harm.

But Easter is the declaration that this is not the end of your story.

The blood of Christ tells us that sin is real, and costly. The empty tomb tells us that grace is stronger still. This moment—this breath—can be the beginning of resurrection in your own life.

You were made for more than secrets and self-deception. More than the fragile armour of superiority. You were made for love, for being loved, for peace with God and peace with your neighbour. And yes, even for forgiving yourself once you’ve faced what needs to be faced.

Scripture says God is near to the broken-hearted (Psalm 34:18). That includes those broken by their own choices. Tears are not weakness; they are the first cracks through which resurrection light enters.

You cannot rewrite your past, but you can choose a new direction. You can acknowledge your wrongs. You can apologise, even if forgiveness doesn’t come. You can stop blaming others and begin becoming the person you were always meant to be.

This path asks for humility. It asks for honesty. But it offers something priceless in return: a quiet mind, a steady heart, and the deep joy of living rightly.

Don’t wait for the world to change. Let the change begin in you. And you may find that the risen Christ—the One who walked out of the grave—is already walking toward you with mercy in His hands.

God has not given up on you. Easter is proof of that. Today is a good day to rise again; a day to begin.

Verse quoted from The Voice Bible Copyright © 2012 Thomas Nelson, Inc. The Voice™ translation © 2012 Ecclesia Bible Society All rights reserved.

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Jim McCrory

Why Be Unhappy

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Sunday 20 July 2025 at 18:27

You need to turn from your past,

and you need to pray

 that the Lord will forgive

 the evil intent of your heart.

Acts 2:22

The Voice Bible

                                                   

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Tom Buchanan from The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald stands out as a figure given to evil—racist, adulterous, arrogant, and proud. He believes in his own superiority, though it is ultimately superficial and performative. He ruins lives yet remains unrepentant and blind to his own moral decay. But this is only fiction, right? And yet, behind every story there are truths played out by the human race. 

There’s a quiet sorrow in living a life that feels off-course. You may not admit it out loud, but something gnaws at you in the early hours or when you’re alone with your thoughts. Perhaps you’ve carried anger too long. Perhaps you’ve nurtured resentment, or worse, justified it. You might even feel the world owes you something, a debt for your pain, your struggle, your story.

But what if that belief is untrue?

What if, deep down, you’ve been hiding from something more difficult to face: the harm you’ve caused, the mistakes you’ve buried, the sense of entitlement you never earned? Maybe a parent overindulged you, perhaps with good intentions. But somewhere along the way, you came to believe that others should bend to your desires, that your pain justified badness. That your privilege was proof of worth.

But true worth isn’t inherited. It isn’t given. It’s forged, by how we treat others, how we respond when we are wrong, how we grow from the truth instead of running from it.

And the truth is this: you cannot be happy while hiding from yourself.

The world does not owe us peace when we have withheld it from others. It cannot gift us joy when we trade in bitterness. And worst of all, we cannot stand tall before God while clinging to a heart that harbours hatred, manipulation, or unrepented harm.

But this is not the end. This moment—right now—can be the beginning of something far better.

You were made for more. Not for secrets, not for self-deception, not for a shallow sense of superiority. You were made to love and be loved. To be at peace with God and at peace with your neighbour. And yes, even to forgive yourself once you’ve truly faced what needs to be faced.

The Bible says God is near to the broken-hearted (Psalm 34:18). That includes those broken by their own doing. It is not weakness to weep for what you’ve done, it’s the first step to becoming whole.

You cannot rewrite your past, but you can change your course. You can own your wrongs. You can apologize, even if forgiveness isn’t granted. You can stop blaming others and start becoming the person you were always meant to be.

This journey requires humility. It requires honesty. But it also offers something incomparable: peace of mind, and the quiet joy of a life lived right.

Don’t wait for the world to change. Change your heart. Change your path. And you will find that happiness, the real kind, the kind that holds up even in storms, has been waiting for you all along.

God has not given up on you. Don’t give up on yourself. Today is a good day to begin again.

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Verse quoted from The Voice Bible Copyright © 2012 Thomas Nelson, Inc. The Voice™ translation © 2012 Ecclesia Bible Society All rights reserved.

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