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Return to Innocence in Prose

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Friday 14 November 2025 at 10:33

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Return to Innocence

It seems a half-life away; Norway held me in its quiet arms.
An evening opened like a worn book, and I sat above the ocean, the water breathing its slow silver rhythm as I staired across to home.
Enigma’s Return to Innocence moved through the air — a song that felt like memory singing to itself.

Joy settled beside me, gentle as a hand on the shoulder.
And then the vision: a great golden sphere, heavy with light, drifting across the expanse as though the earth had released a secret.
It glowed with a patience older than the mountains.

As it neared, something inside me stirred — that piercing sweetness the Narnia writer spoke of,
the kind of joy that isn’t quite joy, but a longing so pure it proves we were made for somewhere else.
A homesickness for a home I had never seen yet somehow remembered.

In that light, the world thinned.
For a moment I felt creation pressing close,
as if the veil had lifted just enough for me to glimpse the far country every soul aches for.
And in that stillness, I was whole —
not separate, not searching —
just quietly belonging to the place beyond this one.

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Jim McCrory

Return to Innocence

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Wednesday 25 September 2024 at 08:27


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Life's Fleeting Moments

In 1999, I found myself in the serene landscapes of Norway, working amidst the rugged beauty of its fjords. One evening, as I sat by the water’s edge, gazing out over the stillness of the fjord, a profound sense of melancholy washed over me. Enigma's Return to Innocence played softly in the background, as if it were narrating the unspoken drama unfolding before me.

In that moment, an image and a sensation collided—something far more profound than any golden-hour photograph or painting could ever capture. The sun, a radiant ball of compressed energy, began to descend, casting its golden light across the water. It was as though the world around me slowed down, the glow of the evening sky becoming something sacred, something eternal. As the sun kissed the fjord, the melancholy I had felt melted away, replaced by a deep, all-encompassing peace.

For that brief moment, I felt entirely at one with creation, as if the boundaries between me and the world around me had dissolved, leaving only the quiet hum of life itself. It was an experience that words can barely hold, but one that stayed with me, a reminder of the stillness and connection we so rarely touch in our busy lives.

I have often desired to return to that place, but alas, I never will, albeit I have returned in my quiet moments.




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