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A Place of Wild Strawberries

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Thursday 1 October 2026 at 00:46

 

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Loch Lomond from Cameron House

A Place of Wild Strawberries

 

It was our anniversary, so we drove over to Loch Lomond for lunch. Autumn had begun its quiet transformation of the landscape. The hills were changing colour, the light had softened, and there was that particular beauty which comes when summer is loosening its hold and the earth seems to invite us to become still.

We went in search of our own place of “wild strawberries.”

The expression comes from the Swedish smultronställe — literally, a “wild strawberry place.” It has come to mean something more than a physical location: a treasured place, often known intimately to us, where we can withdraw from the noise of life, remember what matters, and simply be.

I suspect most of us have such a place.

It may be beside a loch, beneath an old tree, on a hillside, in a garden, or in a familiar chair beside a window. It need not be spectacular. What matters is that something happens to us there. The clamour subsides. The hurried conversations inside our heads begin to quieten. We become present again — to ourselves, perhaps to someone we love, and ultimately to God.

The Bible is full of such places.

Nathanael had his fig tree. When Nathanael wondered how Jesus knew him, Jesus answered, “I saw you while you were still under the fig tree before Philip called you.” We are not told exactly what Nathanael was doing there, but Jesus had seen him in that private, hidden place long before Nathanael realised he was seen.

Jonah, exhausted and angry, sat outside Nineveh and took shelter beneath the shade of a plant. His solitude was not particularly peaceful; he was wrestling with God. Yet even there, in the shade, God met him and exposed something deeper in his heart.

And Jesus himself repeatedly sought solitary places.

There was the wilderness. There were mountainsides in the early morning. And, as the shadow of the cross drew near, there was Gethsemane — a garden among olive trees where Jesus withdrew to pray.

Perhaps these places tell us something profound about the human spirit.

We were not made for uninterrupted noise.

There is something within us that needs withdrawal — not withdrawal from love or responsibility, but withdrawal from the constant demands upon our attention. We need places where nobody is asking us to perform, explain ourselves, produce something or hurry to the next thing.

We need somewhere simply to be.

And perhaps this is why a “wild strawberry place” can become sacred. Not because God inhabits one patch of earth more than another, but because sometimes we become more capable of noticing that He is already there.

There is another tenderness in this idea too. Sometimes solitude is shared.

On our anniversary, beside Loch Lomond and surrounded by the colours of autumn, I was not alone. I was with the person with whom I have shared so much of life. There are moments when two people can be quiet together without needing to fill the silence. Perhaps that too is a kind of prayer — gratitude expressed simply by being present to one another before God.

Our wild strawberry places will all be different.

Some we visit alone. Some we share with the person we love. Some become places where we wrestle with God, as Jonah did. Others become places where, like Nathanael beneath his fig tree, we discover the astonishing possibility that before we ever thought to look for God, He had already seen us.

And perhaps that is the deeper invitation.

Find your place.

Sit beneath your fig tree. Walk beside your loch. Find the garden, hillside, woodland path or quiet corner where your soul becomes still.

Stay there for a while.

You may discover that solitude is not really about being alone at all.

It is about becoming quiet enough to recognise the One who was already there.

 

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Does Death Have the Final Word?

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Sunday 12 July 2026 at 15:57

“When a man dies, will he live again?

All the days of my hard service I will wait, until my renewal comes.”

Job 14:14

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Does Death Have the Final Word?

 

One morning, my wife and I set out for Loch Lomond, drawn by the dual promise of celestial splendour and dawn's first light breaking over the rugged highlands. It's our Smultronställe; the place for joy, reflection and nostalgia.  Our trip was spurred by something more urgent than mere wanderlust—my diagnosis with terminal cancer, which has sharpened our focus on seizing the moments that remain.

Loch Lomond isn't just a place of natural beauty; it's a sanctuary where each vista and shifting cloud seems orchestrated to remind us of life's transient, precious nature. As the night sky surrendered to sunrise, I felt a profound connection to the Creator, an assurance that despite the uncertainties of my health, there remains a greater plan at work.

During our visit, the echoes of "Loch Lomond" filled my mind—the haunting lyrics about parting ways, taking different roads through life and beyond. "O you'll take the high road, and I'll take the low road, and I'll be in Scotland before you." The song, a poignant anthem of farewell, resonated deeply, reflecting our current crossroads. It was as if the high road was my impending journey beyond this life, while the low road was the here and now with my wife.

This melody, which has always stirred the soul, now underscored our experience with its profound symbolism. It wasn't just background music; it was a narrative woven into the fabric of our visit, a narrative about love, parting, and the passages we all must navigate. My thoughts wandered into the Bible character Job who delt that death was pending and asked rhetorically, “When a man dies, will he live again? All the days of my hard service I will wait, until my renewal comes.” There goes the answer; a period in the future described as renewal.

Standing there, with the dawn light washing over the loch and mountains, I was struck by a mix of grief and gratitude. Grief, for the days that will be no more, and gratitude for the immeasurable beauty and joy that have filled my days. Each moment by the loch was a moment stolen back from fate, a declaration that even in the face of life's end, we can find reasons to cherish and celebrate.

Our journey back home was quiet, reflective. We spoke little, but our hands found each other often, a silent language of support and mutual strength. The road, both literal and metaphorical, stretched out before us, each mile a step towards whatever awaits.

As we navigate this chapter, the lesson of Loch Lomond remains with us: to embrace each day with vigour, to find solace in nature's embrace, and to love fiercely in the face of the unknown. Even as I consider the roads we take—the high ones and the low—the journey is as beautiful as it is heart-breaking, filled with the promise of love’s enduring presence.

And the song: (4) RUNRIG - Loch Lomond (Live In Balloch) Full Version - YouTube

 

 

 

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Smultronställe: The Wild Strawberry Place

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Wednesday 22 October 2025 at 08:21

 

“I have made this letter longer than usual because
I have not had time to make it shorter.”

— Blaise Pascal

 

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 Why Are You a Christian?

Someone asked me last night if I could explain why I am a Christian in 100 words.
For you students on Creative Writing modules, you’ll know how challenging concise writing can be — but here goes:

As a boy on the island of Bute, far from Glasgow’s dark slums, I would sit in my secret place — my smultronställe, as the Swedes would say — and gaze at the night sky, wondering who made the moon and stars. In time, I learned it was the Lord: The Maker of galaxies and of man, crafted in His own image.

Then came Jesus, walking among us, showing what it truly means to be human — to mirror the Father’s light, to forgive, to serve, to love one’s neighbour even unto death.
In Him, I found grace, purpose, and peace. I found my way

When I behold Your heavens,
the work of Your fingers,
the moon and the stars,
which You have set in place —
what is man that You are mindful of him,
or the son of man that You care for him?

Psalm 8:3–4 (BSB)


Note

The Swedish phrase “smultronställe” literally means “wild strawberry place,” but it carries a much deeper, emotional meaning in Swedish culture. A smultronställe is a personal, often hidden spot that holds special significance, peace, or nostalgia. It might be a place from childhood, a quiet lakeside, or simply somewhere that makes you feel wholly yourself.

 

 

 

 

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