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A335 Journal – November 2025

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2 November 2025

I downloaded a version of The Mill on the Floss, and did some gardening. I read the text over the summer, and really enjoyed it, but I have a fragile memory (and understanding of the story). I found myself chuckling whilst wielding a pair of shears, probably looking like a madman.

This morning, I turned my attention to the first of the Eliot chapters, and had a listen to the final audio clip. There was an interesting chat between the block author and a couple of academics. Note to self: it contains topics that I might want to return to later on in the module.

It’s time for a bike ride.

11 November 2025

I have about ten hours to go with The Mill on the Floss. There was a chapter that I only vaguely recognised. This must have been a bit I read after having some wine; I recognised all the other chapters, events and characters. In fact, I’m quite enjoying listening to it all. It’s also interesting to see how Eliot is occasionally dropping pointers to foreshadow the ending. I might get it finished by this time next week if all goes to plan. I should certainly manage to get an hour in tomorrow.

I’ve now read three critical sources about the Tennyson poem that I’m going to focus on. They do vary in quality. One is quite long and goes into the text in quite a systematic way. The other one takes a thematic approach. The other one barely says anything. I think I know which critical source I’m going to use.

I’ve also been over bits of the poem again. It might not be everyone’s cup of tea, but I really like it. It really speaks to me. I have an idea about how I’m going to take the essay question and make an argument about it, whilst also connecting back to something that a critic has said.

Something else: on 8 November 2025 I attended something called the Arts and Humanities Day School. They are taking place in different cities across the UK.

12 November 2025

I’m getting way ahead.

Just this morning I’ve had a good look at TMA 3. There are two bits to it: a collaborative bit, and an essay bit. I have a rough idea of what needs to be done. I have the two deadlines already in my diary: the interim deadline, and the main deadline. I think I’m going to like TMA 3.

As an aside, I think I would quite like to read a biography of Dryden. I think this interest comes from reading two other literary biographies: one of Behn, and another of Swift. Also, reading about Tennyson has led to an interest in Dryden. One biography I’ve noticed is John Dryden and his World by James Winn. I might add that to my Christmas list.

If anyone had told me ten years ago that I would be looking for biographies about Dryden, I would have thought they were on drugs.

16 November 2025

I have just under six hours of The Mill on the Floss to go. I’ll try to get through it by taking it to the gym, which I did with Bleak House. No doubt I’ll get lost and confused whilst using the elliptical machine. I’ll see.

Today I’m spending an hour to look for sources for TMA 3. Whilst I was in the area, I had a look through the Alexander Street audio library, to see if there was an audio version of Stuff Happens by David Hare. There wasn’t. I had a look on Audible, and that didn’t have anything either. There was, however, a book called Stuff Happens, which was a guide to decluttering your house, which wasn’t quite what I was looking for.

Whilst I was in the area of the Alexander Street library, I had a quick look to see whether there were any plays by Behn. None were listed. Not even The Rover. This said, I did find a recording of Playboy of the Western World by Synge, which will be really useful when it comes to TMA 3.

I’ve found four articles that look like they might relate to the TMA question. I’ve downloaded them and have made a note of their citations. I’ll leave the task for sending them all to my Kindle for another day.

19 November 2025

Two days, two tutorials. I’ve made notes.

The first one was about Tennyson and Clough. I kind of liked it. We went through one of his poems, looking at key lines, and the use of language. My focus drifted when we got to the Clough section.

The second one was about The Mill on the Floss. After a bit of talk about Eliot’s biography, our tutor took us to two fragments, where we then had a chat about the role of two of the main characters. We then had a quick chat about the ending, before starting to look at the different bits of the TMA question.

Over the next two days there are two more tutorials.

My next task? To try to find some more papers for TMA 3, and then to try to have a listen to the production of Playboy of the Western World. But before I get there, I’ve got to context switch and find my way back to Software Engineering.

21 November 2025

I missed a tutorial last night despite it being in my diary. There’s one tonight which more aligns with my TMA choice. Note to self: don’t forget it!

I did two things yesterday. I managed to listen to the audio version of The Playboy of the Western World, which was very good. I started to browse through the catalogue of other plays that were available, but thankfully I got distracted before I went in too deep.

The second thing was that I managed to find some papers that might be relevant to the TMA 3 question that is coming up. I know I’m getting way ahead of myself with this, but even if I end up using different papers when we get to the assessment, I roughly know where to look.

My next task is to send all those to my Kindle.

23 November 2025

I spent yesterday moving between different parts of the module, and carrying out different study tasks. After listening to a Tennyson and Clough tutorial (and making a bunch of notes), I then revisited my two sources with a more critical eye. This clarified what I’m going to do, and how I’m going to approach the assessment. I think I’ll go to one more tutorial, read through the question and the text we’re supposed to read again, and then get cracking with TMA 2, just so I can get it in before my own TMAs arrive. I have about a week.

I jumped forward a bit in the module materials, reading the chapter about Synge, and then starting the chapter about Ford. I then re-read the opening of the very sad story, which is The Good Soldier.

This morning my TMA 1 was returned. I’m pleased with the result. My tutor has given some useful points of criticism, but some of the comments do relate to points that I already made in the TMA. Maybe my willingness to criticise the tutor means that I’m now feeling a bit more confident in what I’m doing.

I am less confident in my understanding of what literary modernism is all about, other than disjointedness, and the slippery nature of language, which means it’s difficult to pin down meaning. There’s also something about the effect on the reader, but I haven’t really nailed that bit of understanding yet.

25 November 2025

Another tutorial last night. I picked up some useful tips. I think I’m just about pretty much ready to start. First thing this morning I read a paper that I’ll use when answering the essay question. I’ve highlighted a bunch of useful quotes. I’m going to get cracking this afternoon after a meeting about exam papers and assignments. I need to get it in by this time next week if I’m going to manage my workload.

During the tutorial, a fellow student mentioned something called the Poetry Foundation, which looks like a fabulous resource. After learning about this, I went down a poetry rabbit hole, and found my way to a Behn poem about her coterie called “our cabal”. My immediate question was: who are these people? My Kindle tells me that Behn’s biographer, Janet Todd, has some suggestions.

27 November 2025

I had a good go at my TMA 2 this morning, and I think I have broken the back of it. I began by re-reading the text, making a bunch of highlights, and then stirring the mess of notes that I had made. After a couple of hours of writing and rewriting, having a cup of tea, and going back to it, I had something that had a reasonable structure. I quite liked the assignment, since it really develops the practice of close reading a critical source, as well as close reading the text that relates to it. I do feel that we could have had something similar earlier on in the programme.

My next tasks will be to edit what I’ve done and to go through all the papers that I’ve downloaded in anticipation of TMA 3. There’s a risk that they might entirely inappropriate. The tutorials will help me figure that out.

28 November 2025

After a morning of proof reading and editing, my TMA 2 has gone in. This gives me back a bit of time to work on TM354 TMA marking when it comes in early next week.

I noticed that there were a couple of audiovisual resources that related to The Mill on the Floss that I hadn’t seen. I had a quick listen to these, and ticked of where I was in the module materials. I’m definitely ahead, and I would like to keep it that way.

A note to self: I must find the time to read through those papers that I’ve downloaded, and to read the second half of the Salih novel. This said, I think I need to start again to really understand what it is about, what what is going on.

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Christopher Douce

A335 Journal – October 2025

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5 October 2025

I’ve not read Salih yet. I still have it in my bag.

Yesterday was officially the first day of study on A335. I celebrated it by listening to approximately 3 hours of an audiobook of the Mayhew text whilst on a drive. I think I have over twenty hours of listening to go. Due to quite a bit of driving about this week (and a trip to the university head office), I’m guessing I’m going to be able to go through about ten hours.

Yesterday evening, there was a post on the WhatApp group alerting me to a resource that had been shared on the module forum: a chapter by chapter summary of Bleak House. I’m not (yet) sure which way I’m going to jump when it comes to the first TMA. I’m going to go to a few tutorials about each of the texts before deciding.

One thing I did a couple of weeks ago was register for every single tutorial. If I find that I can’t attend one of them, I’ll unregister; it’s useful to know what is coming up in my diary.

I also need to find a time to sit down (with a coffee) to start to read through the chapters. I’m always a bit anxious about getting behind, especially when I have such a lot on. I have to balance caring responsibilities, being on multiple module teams, and a potential new project about doctoral student skill development.

I guess being aware of everything is the first step to figuring everything out. Remembering words from a tutor I once worked with: I need to make an appointment with my studies.

12 October 2025

I’ve still not read Salih.

I have, however, been listening to an audio version of Mayhew. I think it was originally 25 hours. I have 11 hours and 55 minutes to go. I’m hoping to get through quite a few on the way to Milton Keynes. I’ll then have to find a way to listen to the remaining hours.

In other news, I’ve received a welcome letter from my tutor, which is reassuring.

I have a sense that I’m getting a bit behind since I’ve not spent much time on the module website. This said, I have nearly read up to the end of the Thoreau chapter. There is an introductory tutorial which is to take place late next week which should help me to choose which text to focus on for my TMA.

I think it’s a toss-up between Thoreau and Mayhew.

16 October 2025

I have 37 minutes of the Mayhew audio book to go. I’m going to listen to that tomorrow on the train, on the way back from an appointment.

After a bicycle ride, I found myself an hour of study time. I aimed to figure out where I am in relation to the study calendar, to have a good look through the online activities, and familiarise myself with online resources. I’ve managed to get halfway through the second Mayhew chapter in the module materials. I need to get that finished.

Yesterday evening, I though about doing some late night study, but I realised I was mentally exhausted after a day of driving about, and doing my day job. Rather than hitting the books, I found myself watching the first ever episode of Mad Men, which I haven’t ever seen. I should have put on Bleak House. I need to be careful. This is a slippery slope. I did, however, listen to two and a half hours of Mayhew, so I must forgive myself. His interview of convicts was truly astonishing.

There’s a tutorial this evening. The first one. There’s a bit of homework I need to do.

It turns out that I’m vaguely on schedule.

18 October 2025

The tutorial was helpful. I got a sense that TMA 1 is a gentle ‘lead in’ to the module, and all the other TMAs. My next steps, after I’ve done what I plan to do today, which is to have a listen to the audio materials for the Tennyson chapter, is to begin the TMA. By begin, what I mean is: create an empty document, read the question, and then read the texts that I’m going to choose.

I’ve finally finished listening to the Mayhew audiobook. All in, I got through 27 hours of it, which is probably an abridged version. I’ve also re-read the Thoreau chapters in the module materials. It made a bit more sense the second time round. There is a Thoreau tutorial this forthcoming Tuesday. Although I’ll probably be choosing Mayhew, I know we’ve got to make choices in the EMA. It’s worth going to, since I always pick something up from whatever tutorial I attend.

I had a bit of trouble getting into the Tennyson poetry. I tried twice, but my attention waned. On YouTube, I found a helpful reading of The Lady of Shalott (It reminded me a bit of Sir Gawain and the Green Knight which we studied in an earlier module). There is also a version of The Lotos-Eaters by the same reader. My initial conclusion after a good listen: well, that hasn’t cheered me up very much. I had to look up what the ‘Lotos’ was all about, which took me to this page: The Lotus Tree (Wikipedia).

Some further digging leads me to a reading of Ulysses, also by the same reader. That is probably going to get another listen since I have no idea what was going on. Another one: Tithonus also by the same reader; another cheery one that I don’t understand. I’m going to have a good read of the module materials. Onto Locksley Hall. This time, with a different reader. There’s a lot going on in this one, but I have no idea what it is really about.

A really big bit of text is In Memoriam A. H. H. Our text begins from verse 28, which is available on this LibreVox recording from 29:33 onwards. There seems to be a slight divergence from our text and the audio when we get to verse 41. Given the title, it is unsurprising that a lot of them are about death. They all have a similar structure, but differ in both length and theme. This is all I know.

Finally, onto two poems that are faintly familiar. The first is the famous The Charge of the Light Brigade as read by our first reader. The second is Crossing the Bar. I discovered the second poem since I understand that it is sometimes read at funerals.

I’ve got the module materials for Chapter 5 to read. Chapter 6 is all about someone called Clough, who I've never heard of before.

19 October 2025

To complement all these audio clips, I’ve found a useful couple of audio resources.

The first resource I found is an episode of In Our Time Tennyson’s In Memoriam. I suspected there would be some kind of back story to accompany the massive In Memoriam poem. I started to listen to this one, but fell asleep. I need to go back to it.

After waking up, I moved to the second resource, which is an episode of Great Lives, available on BBC Sounds. It’s a good listen. This podcast has moved (in my mind) Tennyson from being mysterious figure, to one that is a whole lot more understandable. I still struggle with the idea of a poet laureate, though.

25 October 2025

I’ve been to what must be five different tutorials since the module started. There have been quite a few over the last week. I think I’m just about ready to start work on the TMA.

My approach is going to be: Read the TMA question. Create a template. Locate the passage that I need to focus on and get a printout of it, and read it. Then read bits before and after the passage. I’m then going to look for the other bits of text needed for the second part of the question. In my template document, add the references, and then transfer different thoughts from the tutorial notes into the answer document. I’ll edit these out as I go.

If things go well, I should be done by the end of the weekend. When I’m done, it’s back to Clough, to keep a semblance of keeping up with the study calendar.

I am also quite aware that I’m quite mentally tired; there’s so much to do in my day job. I need a break, but I can’t stop now.

30 October 2025

My first TMA has been edited and submitted. Once I got going, it wasn’t too bad. I have no idea what score I’m going to get, but I think I’ve done enough to get a fair pass.

This morning, just before the day job, I’ve been reading the chapter on Clough. It was interesting enough, particularly his reflections on belief. Next up is a quick listen to the audio-visual materials.

Also, this morning I caught sight of the next TMA date, which is in December. Although I don’t have anything like a formal study calendar, I have two tasks in mind. The first is to have an advanced read of the TMA 2 question, and then to move onto The Mill on the Floss chapter. With quite a bit of driving expected in the coming couple of weeks, I feel another audio book download coming on.

A question I must ask myself is: dare I choose a poetry option for the next TMA? If I stick with prose, would that limit my choices for my EMA? I want to have fun with the EMA (if at all possible!) and write to my interests. Still, there are likely to be quite a few more interests to uncover.

Some final reflections. I’ve now had a look at TMA 2, and a practical thought is: how much text do I have to wade through to answer the question? Another thought is: do I like the question that relates to the various text options? I had a quick look at the EMA, and the text options that are available. My choice for TMA 2 might come down to how much I relate to The Mill on the Floss. A further thought: I need to find out where I can view or access the digital texts that are featured in Chapter 7.

31 October 2025

Happy Halloween! If you’re into that kind of thing...

I’ve given up reading Salih (for the time being, at least).

I think I’ve made a choice. I’m settling on Tennyson.

Using my Kindle, I’ve scribbled the TMA questions onto the Chapter 5 poetry PDF. I’ve also downloaded four critical sources that I’m going to read on a forthcoming train journey. The poetry option is outside of my comfort zone, but that’s the point.

I’ve just come off one of the ‘Poetry for Lunch’ sessions that was facilitated by one of the tutors. The one that I went to was all about Donne. I quite liked it. It is timely; I’ve been reminded what a caesura is.

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