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The Happiness Evil Cannot Give

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Saturday 12 September 2026 at 08:25

“The Creator has so inseparably interwoven the laws of eternal justice with the happiness of each individual, that the latter cannot be attained but by observing the former.”

English jurist William Blackstone

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The Happiness Evil Cannot Give

In my early morning today with the Word of God, I became fixed upon a single proverb:

“Evil men understand not judgment: but they that seek the LORD understand all things.” — Proverbs 28:5

My first instinct might easily have been the instinct of most of us: Well, I am not an evil man.

The word “evil” immediately summons people worse than ourselves. We think of the cruel, the violent, the corrupt and the obviously wicked. Whatever else Proverbs 28:5 might be saying, surely it is talking about them.

But perhaps that instinct itself should make us stop.

Psychologists speak of what is sometimes called the Lake Wobegon effect, named after Garrison Keillor’s fictional town where “all the children are above average.” Applied to ourselves, it describes our rather endearing—and sometimes dangerous—tendency to rate ourselves more favourably than is warranted. Most of us find it easier to recognise selfishness, prejudice, pride and questionable motives in other people than in ourselves.

Then we encounter the Hebrew word translated “evil” in Proverbs 28:5.

It is raʿ (רַע), a wonderfully uncomfortable little word. It can certainly describe what is wicked or evil, but its range is broader: that which is bad, harmful, disagreeable, morally wrong or injurious. Suddenly it becomes harder to keep the proverb at a comfortable distance.

The question is not simply, Am I an evil person. It is this: What is there within me that bends away from the good?

And now the proverb becomes intensely personal.

Its remarkable claim is that evil does not merely affect our behaviour; it affects our judgment. “Evil men understand not judgment.” The Hebrew word translated “judgment,” mishpat, carries the idea of justice, right judgment, what is fitting and what ought to be.

In other words, our moral condition affects our ability to see.

That is a profound observation about human nature. We like to imagine ourselves as detached judges of reality, calmly examining evidence and reaching rational conclusions. But human beings are not quite like that. Our reasoning travels in company with our desires. We are remarkably good at finding reasons for believing that the thing we want is also the thing we ought to have.

Greed can rename itself ambition. Pride can masquerade as self-respect. Resentment can call itself justice. Selfishness can present itself as freedom. Slowly, almost imperceptibly, the moral compass moves.

And this matters enormously because we are all searching for essentially the same country. Namely, Happiness.

We may give it different names—peace, fulfilment, success, love, contentment—but behind so much human activity lies the hope that somewhere ahead there is a life worth having.

Here Proverbs 28:5 contains a warning of extraordinary importance. If evil distorts judgment, then evil may distort our understanding of happiness itself.

Imagine a traveller whose compass is gradually becoming unreliable. He desperately wants to reach home. He walks faster, works harder and covers enormous distances. His problem is not lack of sincerity or effort. His problem is that the instrument by which he determines direction is pointing away from his destination.

There is something like this in the relationship between goodness and happiness.

We may seek happiness through wealth and gradually become incapable of saying “enough.” We may seek it through admiration and become dependent upon the opinions of others. We may seek it through sexual gratification while damaging our capacity for faithful intimacy. We may seek freedom by avoiding obligation and eventually discover that the deepest friendships are built precisely upon loyalty, sacrifice and commitment.

Evil offers us the fruit while quietly taking an axe to the tree.

This is why goodness and happiness may be much more intimately connected than our culture sometimes imagines. Goodness is not merely the entrance fee God demands before allowing us to be happy. Goodness may describe the very kind of creature a human being must increasingly become in order to experience the deepest forms of happiness.

The grateful person can enjoy what he possesses. The generous person can delight in another’s flourishing. The humble person does not have to win every comparison. The forgiving person is gradually released from the exhausting task of carrying yesterday’s injuries. The faithful person can enter the extraordinary security of being deeply known and deeply trusted.

Virtue enlarges our capacity for certain kinds of joy.

And vice does the opposite.

Envy makes another person’s happiness painful to us. Greed makes “enough” perpetually inaccessible. Pride turns other people into competitors. Lust can turn persons into objects. Resentment permits someone who injured us years ago to continue occupying rooms within our hearts.

The terrible possibility is that evil does not merely prevent us from obtaining happiness. It can damage the person who must experience happiness.

And then comes the glorious second half of the proverb:

“But they that seek the LORD understand all things.”

Notice the word seek. It does not say that those who seek God already possess perfect understanding. They are travellers too. They can make mistakes, take wrong turns and misunderstand the landscape.

But their compass is continually being brought back to true north.

Perhaps this is one of the deepest lessons of Proverbs 28:5. In the great human race for happiness—indeed, for eternal happiness—the first question is not simply, How quickly am I travelling? Nor even, How happy do I feel at this moment?

The greater question is:

What direction am I becoming pointed in?

For if God is the source of goodness, truth, love and ultimately happiness itself, then seeking Him is not a diversion from the human search for happiness.

It is the recalibration of the compass by which we hope to find it.

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A Personal Reflection on Faith, Religion, God and Christ

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Thursday 3 October 2024 at 03:07


"But I cannot silence the voice within me that speaks of a different way—

one that seeks freedom in Christ, that holds fast to the unchanging truth of His love

 and sacrifice, and that walks in the Spirit, 

without the need for human intermediaries to tell me how to approach my God."



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As a Christian, I often grapple with the limitations imposed by religious structures that elevate individuals to spiritual leadership roles, which dangerously resemble divine authority. These systems frequently claim to be divinely guided and assert they possess the "truth," yet they display an alarming inconsistency over time: beliefs shift, policies change, and rules continuously evolve. For a faith that professes ultimate certainty, this reality is unsettling.

The teachings of Jesus resonate with me distinctly, cutting through the noise of human traditions. Ephesians 2:18 states, “For through him we both have our access in one Spirit to the Father.” This privilege is not bestowed by any human, nor is it a conditional grace offered by religious institutions. It reflects the unwavering truth of our direct relationship with God, something no organization can mediate or control. Through the Spirit, God assures us of our identity as His children—no intermediary besides Jesus is necessary.

I approach God in conversation as Jesus did, simply and intimately addressing Him as “Father.” The purity of this bond forms the cornerstone of my faith. Yet, I find it challenging to reconcile this closeness with denominations that assert divine guidance while frequently revising their fundamental doctrines. What does it mean to be "inspired by God" if the truths affirmed today differ from those held in the past? Such inconsistency feels less like divine oversight and more akin to the unstable nature of human error.

These religious bodies often function like a pyramid, with authority concentrated at the top. At the apex, we find individuals who demand unquestioning obedience from those below. These leaders, claiming to be the primary interpreters of God’s will, assume positions of authority that, in my perspective, undermine the essence of Christ’s teachings. This hierarchical structure enforces conformity, not just in belief but also in behaviour, often hindering personal relationships with God.

Perhaps the most distressing aspect is witnessing the practice of disfellowshipping, excommunication, or shunning—measures that sever spiritual ties for the perceived offense of independent worship. I have witnessed individuals and families torn apart simply because someone chose to worship God in a manner that diverged from institutional norms, despite sharing the same fundamental beliefs. It pains me deeply to see such acts justified under the guise of righteousness.

I can’t help but reflect on the Pharisees and religious leaders during Jesus' time, who placed burdens on people while clinging to rules and traditions that contradicted the core of God's law: love. Jesus, in His wisdom and compassion, criticized them, not for their dedication but for their distortion of what it means to genuinely follow God. I see parallels in contemporary religious practices that emphasize preserving an organization's reputation over fostering the well-being and unity of believers.

Even more troubling, some institutions, in their quest for self-preservation, have concealed darkness. Stories of abuse—especially concerning those who have harmed the vulnerable—are alarmingly prevalent. By doing so, they prioritize the organization's reputation over the sacred duty to protect and love others. This is a far cry from the gospel of Christ!

However, my heart does not harbour anger or bitterness against the flock who walk the pathway under such regimes. I recognize the profound longing for community, certainty, and spiritual direction. It is not my place to judge those who choose these routes. Instead, my appeal is one of compassion and kindness, for I know that many on these paths are deeply sincere in their faith, even if I struggle with the systems they support. I love them, for they are my brothers and sisters in Christ, and I yearn for a deeper understanding and unity.

But I cannot silence the voice within me that speaks of a different way—one that seeks freedom in Christ, that holds fast to the unchanging truth of His love and sacrifice, and that walks in the Spirit, without the need for human intermediaries to tell me how to approach my God.

In the end, I am left with the simple, yet profound truth: Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life. No institution, no prophet, no leader can stand in His place. Through Him, and only Him, I find my access to the Father. And through that access, I find peace.






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