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All Books Inform Us We Are Wired For Happiness

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Friday, 11 Oct 2024, 12:08

But they will each sit under their own own vines and fig trees,

and no one will make them afraid again... Micah 4:4 


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That day, when I woke up in a drawer surrounded by strangers, something fundamental shifted in my life—though, at three months old, I couldn’t yet grasp it. These four figures, staring down at me with expressions I was too young to understand, would become my family. There was a bustling street below—Govan, in the heart of Glasgow’s shipbuilding industry. The clang of riveters, the sharp percussion of hammers, and the acrid, nervous hiss of welding torches biting into steel all filtered into the room, sounds that were constant companions to my early years.

We lived on the third floor tenement in the late 1950s. The tenement buildings huddled together, creating a skyline of flat, grey facades, heavy with grime. The windows were small, allowing little natural light into rooms that seemed perpetually draped in a twilight haze. I can still picture the narrow streets below, choked with mongrel dogs and littered with rubbish, the kind of setting where rats didn’t need an invitation to scavenge through the nightly detritus. This was Govan—a place where money was always tight, and laughter, though it existed, seemed more a defence mechanism than genuine joy.

 For a long time, I thought my character had been shaped by growing up in that hard-scrabble environment, where the shipyards dominated life, and working-class men loitered around corners with the world-worn faces of T.S. Lowry characters. Govan wasn’t just a place of razor gangs, moneylenders, and pubs on every corner; it was a place where survival was woven into the very fabric of existence. But there was something deeper that had begun shaping me even before I could fully understand it.

 My new father, the man who took me into that household, was a storyteller like no other. In the evenings, as dusk settled over the shipyard town, he’d step quietly into my room and begin to spin tales from Oliver Twist, David Copperfield, or Huckleberry Finn. His voice carried me far beyond the grim streets of Govan, to places and characters that became more than stories—they became reflections of life. I’ve often wondered whether it was his own empathy that pulled him toward these tales of orphans and outsiders, children adrift in the world, much like I must have seemed to him.

 Memory has a way of distorting things, and sometimes my recollections of him feel like they’ve been blurred at the edges, caught up in the fluid tides of time. But the stories—those I remember with startling clarity. They were as real to me as the streets of Govan, and just as vivid as the constant stench of the shipyards and the distant hammering echoing through the town.

 Through those books, I encountered people like me. Characters who taught me resilience, kindness, and a certain nobility that I wanted to live up to but didn’t always succeed in embodying. They were my first friends, the ones who planted the seeds of values that would shape who I would become, and who I would sometimes fail to be. They opened up a world beyond the hard boundaries of my everyday life and, in their way, they became a part of my personal foundation, something that started long before I knew how to give it a name.

As I grew older, I began to ponder the nature of the stories my father shared with me. Most of them had one thing in common: a happy ending. No matter how dire the circumstances, how bleak the path the characters tread, there was always some resolution that offered redemption, hope, or peace. I found myself deeply affected by this pattern, not just because I longed for the same sense of closure in my own life, but because of what these endings seemed to suggest about life itself.

 In books, happy endings often feel inevitable, as though the struggles of the characters, no matter how excruciating, were leading them toward some grand resolution. And while Govan’s grim streets and the hardships of daily life often seemed to offer the opposite message, I began to wonder if the happy endings in those books pointed to a deeper truth. Could it be that, in the grand scheme of things, we are born not for suffering, but for joy? That beyond the daily grind, there exists some larger purpose—something that assures us that all our trials will one day resolve into a peaceful whole?

 This idea took root in my mind, as if the happy endings I read about were small, quiet whispers from eternity, suggesting that our lives, too, have a destination far brighter than the one we might imagine from where we stand. It was more than just wishful thinking; it felt like a truth embedded in the very fabric of those stories. If a Dickensian orphan could find love and family, if Huck Finn could break free from the chains of his broken world, perhaps these stories were a reflection of a larger reality—the idea that our struggles, our pain, are not final destinations but stepping stones toward something greater.

 Philosophically, it seemed impossible to ignore the idea that these stories, with their inevitable arcs toward happiness, might mirror something we inherently know to be true about the human condition. We crave resolution, peace, and joy because, deep down, we sense that we were made for it. Even in our darkest moments, there is an inexplicable pull towards something better, as if our hearts remember a world we’ve never seen but long for.

In this light, the happy endings in books are not mere fiction; they are echoes of a reality we are destined for. It’s as if the human spirit, despite its many wounds and hardships, carries within it a seed of hope that cannot be extinguished. That perhaps, in the grandest scheme, we were born to experience something far more beautiful than the harsh realities of our everyday lives. And if that’s true—if we are destined for joy—then the painful, broken moments we experience now are not signs of failure, but rather, part of the journey toward a final, unshakable happiness.

Perhaps that is why those stories stayed with me, shaping my thinking more deeply than I ever realized at the time. They told me, in ways that the world around me could not, that there was a reason to hope. And in a place like Govan, where hope sometimes felt in short supply, that belief was nothing short of a lifeline.

But they will each sit under their own own vines and fig trees,

and no one will make them afraid again... Micah 4:4 


Scripture taken from The Voice™. Copyright © 2012 by Ecclesia Bible Society. Used by permission. All rights reserved.




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Jim McCrory

The One Place Time Stands Still

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Friday, 13 Sept 2024, 07:42

No matter how far we travel, the memories will follow in the baggage car.

                                                                                                 August Strindberg.


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Once upon a time, time began at the moment of the big bang. Don’t try to work that out; that’s what theoretical physicists get paid for.

As soon as the Book of Genesis proclaimed, "In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth " Time not only began, but continued to move forward. As soon as you read one word here, the moment has gone, never to return. It’s easier to find porchetta at a Bar Mitzvah that move back time.

Fortunately, time refuses to stands still in our head. If I ask you the capital of Scotland, you might say Edinburgh. But if I ask you to describe the last meal you had with family or friends, a film rolls in your head. A captured moment in time.

 

My Captured Moment in Time.

 

As a child, I was brought up in Govan, Glasgow. My friends and I would take the ferry over the River Clyde and eventually find ourselves in the Dowanhill area where Avril Paton’s famous painting was set.

https://avrilpaton.co.uk/prints/windows-in-the-west

I would stare into these homes envious of the happiness that seemed to emanate as I observed get-togethers and cosy chairs with people sitting reading with cats on their lap and children playing board games on a table. Strange, many years later, I had the same sensations when I saw observed winter scene in a Stockholm suburb. I can only conclude that it takes us back to our cosy fairy-tail childhood where logs where on the fire and the family sat around reading and talking. It is a rolling film in my head that only dementia can rob me of.

Writing:  © 2024 Jim McCrory

 


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Good Morning Germany! I Like That Word

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Edited by Jim McCrory, Thursday, 12 Sept 2024, 18:01

The mediocre teacher tells. 

The good teacher explains.

 The superior teacher demonstrates.

 The great teacher inspires.”

― William Arthur Ward



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When I think of the German word Fingerspitzengefuhl, I think of Mr Abbot, our science teacher at St Gerard's in Govan, Glasgow.

Academics were in 3A. Girls were 3B, and we were in 3C. Whilst 3 A were absorbed into the more scholarly curriculum that included subjects like Latin, French and German, we, 3C focused on technical subjects like metalwork and woodwork. We were the offspring of hard drinking, macho shipbuilders. We were destined for the shipbuilding yards like our fathers and forefathers.

With that in mind, Mr A knew we would never be Nobel Prize Winners in science, so, he taught us to make fishing rods. Every Thursday, with our two periods of science, we would get out the fiberglass, glue and twine, and skilfully make seven-foot fly rods. They were works of art and it engendered self-esteem in us teenagers.

When the project was completed, he would take us all in the minibus over to the Clydebank canal to catch 1-to-3-pound goldfish. Yes, you read correctly: goldfish.

During the war, families could not obtain food for the pet fish, so they did the humane thing and poured them into the canal. The warm water emanating from the nearby Singer Sowing Machine factory allowed the fish to thrive and reach considerable sizes.

Fingerspitzengefuhl (literary finger-feeling) describes someone who has the finger on the pulse. Someone who can assess human nature and bring the best out in them.

Mr Abbott changed our life. Every weekend, Sammy, Tam and I would hop on the bus with our rods and fish in the Barrhead Dams and Loch Libo in Neilston. Many young people in those days adopted a life of gang violence and crime and I often wonder, what if I, we, never  experienced Mr A's Fingerspitzengefuhl?


Writing:  © 2024 Jim McCrory



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