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My lack of motivation lately is really driving me crazy...crazier wide eyes

Its currently half 1 in the morning, and I've just finished writing an introduction for an essay due in on Thursday.....an essay that I have 5 chapters to read for, and I have not yet watched a single module video for. And yep that's right, I am instead sat here writing on a blog, because well you know, I'm already years behind an extra 5 minutes wont make much difference.

I'm at a point were I could be locked in room with no windows, and only my textbook to read, and I would be trying to do headstands rather than reading.

The annoying thing is I have so much passion for what I'm studying, and the career I want to pursue in the future, yet I still keep failing to pick up a book.

My dog is currently curled up on the edge of my bed, giving me evils for typing away at this stupid time.....but hey at least I have an introduction, maybe tomorrow I will somehow convince myself to read.....or failing that I will nap instead!

I definitely underestimated how much my head would mess up my studying...silly mind

I'm now going to go and read forums, because hey, that's an important part of writing an essay!

thoughtful

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Kirsty-Jo Egginton

Kidnapped by illness and life.

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So after being ahead of uni work since I started, I am now behind, urgh.

Why does everything always seem to happen at once.

So about 3 weeks ago I had an awful ear infection, so spent a week on antibiotics, in bed, and in pain.....just as I started to feel a bit better, someone decided now was the perfect time to give me a cold....as I'm sure everyone knows, having a cold is not fun.

However I was not going to let a cold stop me.....instead life decided it would join in. Because of course as fate would have it, my brothers house completed on the same weekend new furniture would arrive at mine....so a whole week of packing, sorting out, and a weekend of moving my brother back home, new bedroom furniture arriving, and of course I was left in charge of the little monkey (my niece she is two)....so I got out of moving furniture one day, to instead, paint, colour, flood the house, hoover up glitter what felt like 20 times, and laugh at a million unfunny things little monkey found hilarious.

But Monday arrived....and low and behold, a week full of meetings, and groups I had to attend, plus my cold decided to come back with a vengeance. But its okay, because I will spend the weekend catching up.....or not.

Instead everyone seemed to be at work, or helping my brothers ex move, or out shopping etc etc.....so yep, again I had a day of pretending to enjoy playdoh for what felt like hours, when in reality it only entertained her for 10 minutes.

Now don't get me wrong, spending time with my niece is one of my favourite things to do.....but uni work and kids, don't go together well.

So here I am, its now Tuesday the 6th of December, and I'm weeks behind. And of course, my plan to get up today, and spend the day doing uni work decided it wanted a friend. So I'm sat here in agony (mother nature is a bitch) doesed up to the max trying to do uni work, whilst wishing for just a couple of days a month I was a man.

But its December, its cold outside, its dark all the time...who wants to go out anyway, I'm sure spending half of the month in my pyjamas, staring at a laptop will be much more fun.....

Fuck you life...and fuck you illness, I will catch up.


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It's that time

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The John Lewis advert is out, pyjamas and blankets are acceptable at any hour, and I'm a celebrity is on the tv. I'm one of them weirdos that LOVES winter, cold frosty mornings...cold frosty evenings.....baggy jumpers, boots and a million more excuses to stay in snuggle up and eat crap. 

2nd tma handed in, I'm a week ahead, and I've done most of my Christmas shopping.....the only perk of OCD is being prepared.

But after December comes January......a 1250 word essay due and the start of a new module. So new year, new start....and lots of new work! 

So I've figured, Christmas.....the time to be merry, see family, get a little tipsy and a little fat.....the time for essay writing is not the first or even 100th thing to cross my mind. 

BUT this time last year, let's just say having a 100 essays due would still be better.

So onwards and upwards, and maybe I'll give myself a few days off, we'll see!! 

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