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It is quite a neutral day. Barely any sun and cloudy. A little bit gloomy but calm. I feel empowered today to write and study more than I did yesterday. I also watched the movie - A Cure for Wellness - such a brilliant movie as it has such cinematic creativity and an interesting story. I highly recommend it on Prime Video. It captivated me to keep watching and watching till the end. 

Will I have the strength to exercise today? We will see. I don't feel that motivated lately to exercise, but I realize that it is not only good for my body, but also for my mind. I need a mental boost every now and then. Otherwise, I do feel very lazy to do what I enjoy. What motivates you to exercise? If you would like to comment your ideas, I would really appreciate it. 

So far in my communication and posts on the forums, I find it very encouraging to have my classmates comment and give feedback. I realize that this is a very supportive group which I very much appreciate as I am just starting. I hope that I will do well, but since I am just starting, it might take a bit of time for me to unwrap my mind to these new concepts and information. My mind can be slow sometimes, but I do like to take in the most I can from what I see. 

While I write my blog, I like to listen to jazz. It is very calming and less distracting for me. Though, I do like to listen to my pop and rock now and again. Music is such a gift to the soul. It helps me to relax, dance, and contemplate the importance of having fun in life. We must enjoy the life we have been given or even what's left of it. What is life without having the ability to enjoy it? All I can say is to make the most of it. 


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A brighter day

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This morning has the sun shining itself on me. This day has brought new chances, new opportunities, new hope. I am excited to learn more about this day. I am encouraged that I woke up this morning with joy in my heart. I love this day already. I am excited to know what this day holds for me. Today is the day that the Lord has made. I cannot be sad knowing that my Saviour loves me. 

Church on Sunday truly set me up for the week. I went to my old family church. The old Lutheran church in my area - traditional and yet peaceful. I appreciated the peace I felt in my heart as we sung some classic hymns. I saw memories of my past experiences as a little one racing, playing, learning in Bible school and singing songs. It brought back good memories as I walked into the hall of this great church. It was just how I remembered it to be. Wow! I was proud to step foot into my family church. The smell of the old building and the pastor dressed in white robes, such respect, and candles lit starting the service. I was proud to know that they kept this tradition alive. Kids came to the front for a short message as we all listened. It was a precious moment to know how much Jesus loves the little children as well and how close they are to his heart. 

As an adult, I realize that it is easier to be distracted by issues and problems that present themselves to me in the world, but I am encouraged to be reminded that I am not alone in this. I have my Saviour looking out for me and my family. There is this joy that helps me to survive in this broken world. There is this peace that calms my busy mind and helps me to overcome my greatest obstacles. 

This day has become more beautiful knowing how much I am loved and cared for. 

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UPDATE

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I apologize for not posting in a while. Things have gotten so hectic. I didn't get the job that I was interviewed for at a photo developing company. I am quite bummed about it but what can one do but keep trying. Currently, I am unemployed, but I must keep moving forward although it is quite discouraging and difficult sometimes. What can I do but push forward and try.

Life didn't present itself as so difficult and heart-breaking when I was little. When I grew up into adulthood, it was quite a shock to the system actually. Having to adapt to the change, I needed to be put onto anti-depressants. Modern times are definitely hard considering the messed-up world we live in. How can one live without being medicated, I wonder, since it is not a very pleasant world to live in after all?

All I desire, once in a while, is to roam through a forest and smell that green nature that I cannot get by living in the city. All I can smell sometimes is furniture at home or the fumes of emissions from the car exhaust or living in the same routine without a break. I think that most are medicated for the sake of trying to survive in a hostile or boring environment without any adventure. 

Well, all is good in the hood anyhoo. I have what I need so what else could I ask for? I should count my blessings to make myself feel a bit better which I have been doing, and it does work. Life is hard but all we can do is to do our best and wait out the circumstances as time will heal and mend itself. 


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Waking up to a new day

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Today I decided to work on myself, which is getting out of bed early, having a small breakfast - egg on toast - and having a 20-minute workout with dumbbells. Woah, it was hectic even for 20 minutes. It is 27C currently. I had to have the fan on full blast with all doors and windows open - hoping the monkeys don't take the golden opportunity to break in and enter. The last time they entered my premises; they stole a bunch of bananas and some bread. They are quick and they love to throw poop everywhere. They are not my favourite animal, but we are in fact in their space after all in nature. 

While I write, I play good oldies such as the 80's or some favourites from the 90's. I got this taste of music from my mom. I would always listen to Nat King Cole, Frank Sinatra, or classic jazz tunes on the way to the beach with my mom as a kiddo. I would always enjoy a good dip in the river on a hot day. It was like I was a mermaid swimming with the fishes the size of my pinky. I imagine my childhood to be a dazzling one - playing, climbing trees, building sandcastles, board gaming, computer gaming, home-schooling, singing, dancing, and having bubbly baths with rubber duckies and bath toys of all sorts. Those were the good old days back in the 2000's.

I remember my mom telling me that I was special and made for a purpose. That is my plan - to find specifically what that special purpose is in my life, but I imagine that I have already met most of the big changes and experiences in my life that have defined or slightly made my way through my journey towards that great purpose. All I can do now is to keep moving forward learning, working, chilling, reading the Chronicles of Narnia, and opening my mind up to new possibilities. 

I'm also so happy to have made the friends that I have now from acting in theatre to going to home parties. I have few good friends, but that is all I can ever hope for, is to have a few close friends rather than a group of distant and superficial friends who care about status rather than the heart. 

Keep those close to you who care about your heart more than your possessions. 

I've never really had a great time during my schooling life at a private Christian school in the area. It was small and yet I learned a great deal. Though friends were scarce back then, during my early adulthood, I managed to make mature, yet good hearted people to call my friends - and worthy of that title of course. 

My day has started off with a good feeling of hope and accomplishment so far and I hope this day uncovers new possibilities and blessings. 


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Starting off with a bang

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This is a fresh start to my journey in my studies. I have been longing for the opportunity to take to relish in new-found knowledge and to grasp new concepts. I have the ambition to reach for higher goals. I am excited to go ahead onto new roads towards success. This is the first step towards a greater picture and a love to get to know myself better and what I am capable of. I know I can do this. I have faith and trust in God to help me to complete the impossible, or what I find can feel impossible sometimes. 😀

I hope to make new online friends and to share my life here in South Africa as this specific university has allowed me to get to know those in the UK and their way of life. I am excited to know more and gain more of a perspective of how others can progress through their online material. How do we continue to be disciplined and how do we keep ourselves motivated? I am encouraged to find so many others out there like me who are trying to get a qualification in the field they love. I am also motivated to find how others struggle and find a way to get through it. 

I am excited to learn more about how I can progress, discipline myself, and to find ways that I can get in touch with my fellow students for encouragement or ways to commit myself to my studies. 

Thank you to everyone who is on the other side of the world but will help me in this journey towards my success. I wish for everyone starting off the new year to start off with a bang.
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